Traveling Through the Fairy World, the System Told Me to Die?

Dear friend, when you read this passage, I will be dead. Maybe it was yesterday, or maybe just now... I can't remember clearly. If I remember correctly, this should be the 457864th time. I was obliterated by the gods. He must hate me very much. Or... Are you very afraid of me? I don't have time to talk to you anymore, I'm about to come back to life. Oh, and one last thing: "Tonight, the long night will last forever."