The First Step to Great Knowledge

A young man embraced his own ideals and became a capable person. After going through a war, I saw the truth of the world. After going through a period of ups and downs, I fell again, but this time there was no ideal, only numbness. Fall into the dream, my young hero. When you wake up, you will find that this is just another dream. You are not the protagonist. Everyone is the protagonist just because the camera is on you. You are not destined, you are just a lucky person. You can see your teammates dying there, but there's nothing you can do about it. You'll fight hordes of man-eating monsters but can't make up for the dead. You know very well who the real sinner is. You are not stupid, you are not happy, and you are not happy. You are the narrator, the questioner, the hero, and the sinner. You are the lucky survivor in the dream and the unlucky numb in reality. Pray, pray to you in the future, pray to the god of the future, that is you, and only you can save you... War cannot bring you back, and neither can they. Don't be sad, you won't be sad...