The Knight Couldn't Cry, so It Started to Rain

Why did you choose me to be an armored warrior but not give me the ability to save others... Why did the people I cherished fall in front of me one by one to protect me, and in the end even her... Why is it that you are the "boss behind the scenes" who finally appears in front of me? You are obviously the most emotional and the one who understands me best... Money is omnipotent Health is the capital of the body Life span is constant The ideal is extremely lofty Friendship is full of bonds Memory is? ? ? ? ? We are real, in the long river called memory The writing in front is really bad, so I can make do with watching grandparents.