Novels like My Most Outgoing Friend Died by Suicide
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- 1 A Troubled Soul Meets a Living Mystery Box 情绪有问题的人，遇上会动的盲盒 Someone with emotional issues encounters a moving blind box 4Reads—Score—14d adds
- 2 After I Tried to Kill Myself, I Saw My Childhood Sweetheart Who Had Been Dead for Years 自杀后我见到了死去多年的竹马 After I Killed Myself, I Met My Childhood Friend Who Had Been Dead for Years 17Reads—Score—14d adds
- 3 She Has Depression 她有抑郁症 Lin Xi vs. Lin He / HE / Modern Romance / Sweet Romance / Wealthy Families In her dreams, he was so gentle, dressed in sportswear with short hair and a pair of lovely eyes always brimming with laughter. He reached out and took her hand, but kept drifting farther away. Don't go. Wait for me. What's your name? Where is this place? Lin Xi gazed at the boy beneath the cherry tree as her head began to throb. He grinned and slowly shook his head, telling her, “Don't forget our wish. Go find the wish w 20Reads—Score—14d adds
- 4 Island Mist at Dusk 屿沫夕晖 They first met on a rainy night, when he collapsed in front of her. She took him to the hospital and became a fleeting ray of light in his dark world. His confession from inside a music box was drowned out by his family calling him home. She only said, “I’m going back to China,” and he thought it was a gentle rejection. From then on, they became strangers, each drifting through their own abyss. Years later, they met again. He was the cool-headed associate chief physician in cardiac surgery, an 974Reads—Score10114d adds
- 5 The Queen Returns: The Seer 女王归来预知者 After her husband breaks her heart and leaves her physically battered, the heroine’s heart meridians are severely damaged. This is her journey back to life. Her brother uses every resource at his disposal to save her, and she unexpectedly gains the ability to foresee the future. The queen returns. 1Reads—Score—14d adds
- 6 An Ordinary Girl's Redemption 普通女孩的救赎 An Ordinary Girl's Redemption 8Reads—Score—14d adds
- 7 I Met an Immortal Spirit and Somehow Came Back Reborn 偶遇仙灵，我竟然重生了 Her father, Chen Bohong, and her mother, Liu Yingmiao, had been deeply in love for many years before finally having a daughter. Her mother suffered a massive hemorrhage during childbirth, giving her life to bring her daughter into the world. From then on, the couple doted on her endlessly. Chen Yingshu’s parents died one after the other, leaving behind a vast inheritance that no one knew about. At university, Chen Yingshu met Tang Hanyue, a man who had appeared in her dreams many times. Through 1Reads—Score—14d adds
- 8 The Mad Mother in the Attic 阁楼上的疯妈妈 “Ah!” “Ah!” The first cry was filled with despair... It was Mu Li. The second was filled with pain... It was Xiao Chen. The madwoman in the attic. Mu Li, the woman whose embrace and kisses he longed for so desperately, his mother... They would never have believed that the aloof, distant, yet medically gifted First Lady of five years ago could become so vacant and foolish. She was ill, and had been for years... 1Reads—Score—14d adds
- 9 A Depressed Girl Meets a God 抑郁少女遇到神明 [School Life / Healing / Comfort / Intellectual Romance] [Depressed girl × Sunny top student] After Chen Shishi's father failed in business, he sold their luxury cars and mansion and moved the family back to his hometown to start over. There, Chen Shishi met Xu Liu, a childhood friend she couldn't remember at all. At his parents' urging, Xu Liu looked after her, and as they spent time together, he couldn't help being drawn to her. Chen Shishi, who lacked a sense of security, didn't dare accept X 46Reads—Score—14d adds
- 10 After the Frail Real Young Master Gives Up, He Begs to Die Every Day! 病弱真少爷摆烂后每天疯狂求死！ [Open Ending] [Even if you hate me, I’ll still tell you I love you] In his life before last, Fang Kesi was recognized by the Jiang family and worked tirelessly to inherit the family business. He got nothing for his efforts and eventually died of sheer rage in bed. In his previous life, Fang Kesi was reborn into the world of cultivation and practiced the Heartless Dao. After enduring ninety-nine heavenly tribulations and three stages of lightning tribulation, he would ascend and become an immorta 1.8kReads6.1Score14414d adds
- 11 I’m Trapped in a Cage 我困在囚笼里 [Everyday life ♡ theatrical couple ♡ older man/younger woman, one-on-one] Part One: I Stand in a Cage Part Two: I'm Trapped in a Cage This is more or less an extra, with post-marriage events. Proceed with caution: tragic ending. Content warning: Later chapters include raising a child. Shi Ci thought that after taking her revenge, she would be able to cast off her burdens and live happily with the one she loved. But without her obsession, without the hatred that had kept her going, she thoug 21Reads—Score—14d adds
- 12 My Lover with Depression 我的抑郁症情人 [Redemption through obsessive love] Just before a depressed Omega plans to end his life, top Alpha Shen Yan takes him in. Lin Yu has only a few hundred days left to live and plans to jump into the river at night. Then he meets Shen Yan at a club during his heat. The Alpha’s pheromones quiet all the noise in his mind. Shen Yan proposes a deal: one year of companionship in exchange for resources and protection. Lin Yu thinks he has stolen a little time for himself, but fills his diary with all h 1.7kReads8.6Score21814d adds
- 13 Carving Clouds 琢云 (A little angst + happy ending + rekindled romance) Lin Zhuoxun x Xiao Yunshen A seemingly cheerful but secretly depressed bottom x a devoted, innocent top The first stirrings of love in youth are pure and passionate. I was once barren earth, but your arrival brought me back to life. 948Reads8.6Score14514d adds
- 14 I Called You After We Broke Up 分手后我打了你的电话 Two male leads + older man/younger man + one-on-one romance + reunion after a long separation + happy ending A CEO who says the opposite of what he means (seme), Lu Xuexiao, x Chen Zui, a young man full of youthful spirit but suffering from severe depression after a tragic turn of events Lu Xuexiao lowered his head. Though he was smiling, his words were laced with irony. "I told you back then that I would protect you." Chen Zui paused, his feelings tangled. "After all these years, do you... stil 5.6kReads8.1Score1.2k14d adds
- 15 After Cutting Ties with My Family, I Was Forcefully Spoiled by an Obsessive CEO 断了亲情后，我被偏执总裁强制宠 After Cutting Ties with My Family, I Was Spoiled by an Obsessive CEO Against My Will 18Reads—Score—14d adds
- 16 The Flowers Faded Before Spring Arrived 未见春来花已逝 [The main story has a tragic ending; the bonus chapters have a happy ending. Both are complete.] [Pure love + romance + angst + school life + a touch of ensemble cast + slice-of-life + depressed heroine Gu Xihuan and sunny hero Liang Suian] Gu Xihuan thought she would remain in pain like this forever, until the day she died. After entering Ling'an No. 1 High School, she meets many kind and lovable classmates. Most of all, there is Liang Suian, her friendly deskmate and class president, whose 437Reads6.4Score10214d adds
- 17 Duskfall: I'm Sorry, I Love You! 暮落：对不起，我爱你！ A rare terminal illness versus a genetic war. “My life or the child's, you have to choose one!” On the rooftop's edge, a fallen angel teeters precariously; Beneath the sunlight, a lover with slit wrists wants nothing but to die. Why must those who love each other most wound one another? What secrets lie in the shadow of their family's fate? Can this love, born of salvation and tormented by impossible choices, ultimately escape fate's deadly grip? When the nation is in peril, watch a group of top 13Reads—Score—14d adds
- 18 Soul of the Silhouette 轮廓之魂 Soul of the Contour builds a unique narrative universe centered on the symbiosis of data-based life and humanity, blending criminal investigation, science fiction, philosophy, and psychological exploration. Through the evolution of Tan Yan and Contour's relationship, from parasite and host to comrades; the cases' escalation from conventional crimes to high-tech ethical crises; and an in-depth exploration of philosophical frameworks such as “name, number, and image,” “snowball theory,” and “the m 2Reads—Score—14d adds
- 19 Without Delusion 無妄 Xu Jue is the crown prince of the Vermilion Bird Dynasty on Resonance Continent, in the super cultivation world of Tanxing, which lies 50 billion light-years from Earth. He studies under Master Wanyi, a cosmic powerhouse and the Imperial Preceptor. Xu Jue stole an Eight-Plum Diagram from his master, allowing him to travel instantly to different eras on Earth. He is a formidable martial artist, skilled in both literature and combat, but poor at political maneuvering. To escape the harassment and 7Reads—Score—14d adds
- 20 The White Moonlight Wants Nothing More Than to Die 白月光一心想要求死 A depressed, suicidal bottom × a gentle, attentive top Lu Xi × Jiang Yan Jiang Yan... or Jiang Yan? It's hard to tell. After a car accident, Lu Xi thought he had transmigrated into a book, but in reality, he was only imagining the book's plot and casting himself in it. Jiang Yan happened to meet Lu Xi after he was brought to the hospital. He personally cared for him while waiting for him to wake up, only to find that the awakened Lu Xi was afraid of him. But when Lu Xi saw the name he had writte 642Reads8.8Score10514d adds
- 21 Feel Inferior, You Wretched First Wife: An ABO Story 自卑吧，糟糠原配ABO (An ensemble story about awakened Omegas, clear minds and hearts, a suspenseful plot, and Song Xuesong is not really gone for good) The craziest, bravest thing Su Tao ever did was show up to provoke a general’s wife, only to fall in love at first sight. Wen Songxue, a female Omega who was supposed to be “mediocre and dependent,” dragged him into a storm that would overturn the Alliance. The truth about the Alliance is buried deeper than the stench of a corpse: Why do attendants suffer mental br 9Reads—Score—14d adds
- 22 Caregiving at the Mental Hospital 我在精神病院当陪护 A troubled heart can be healed with medicine. A troubled mind means something is wrong with your mental health. The moment I walked into a psychiatric hospital with my daughter, my world collapsed! As I stayed by her side through treatment, for a moment I wondered: Why did I have to come into this world? Why was I given a family like this? Why did I have a child like this? When all these questions surfaced, I wanted to cry. I didn't want to live! 183Reads—Score—14d adds
- 23 Salvation in the Deep 救赎深陷 [Anthology + BL + pure love + possessiveness + angst + mental illness + healing + protagonists with psychological disorders] An anthology of four stories Story One: A repressed, obsessive, manic puppy-like top VS a gentle, slow-to-realize bunny-like bottom (Li Zize and Shen Luochen). Complete. First the top suffers, then the bottom. A calculating man edges closer step by step, driving away everyone around him so he can keep his love all to himself. Story Two: A bottom with severe mental illness 52Reads—Score—14d adds
- 24 When a Depressed Girl Meets a Yandere Boy 当抑郁少女遇上病娇少年 Depressed teenager Lin Yuening was hospitalized after a suicide attempt, and fell for the boy in the next bed at first sight. But the feelings she’d suppressed under the weight of her own insecurities finally surged out the day he transferred to her school. 3.2kReads7.5Score55414d adds
- 25 Questions of the Uncanny 诡异问 Through the coming-of-age story of “me” (Meng’er), this novel traces the transformation of the Chinese countryside from the late 1970s to the early 1990s. The brutality of family-planning policies, the rise of the migrant-worker boom, the unraveling of traditional clan ties, clashes between old and new ideas, and the rough-and-tumble world of small towns... It captures a microcosm of an era in transition, with a realism and density of detail worthy of anthropological study. Through my perspectiv 10Reads—Score—14d adds
- 26 Gathering All the Tenderness 揽尽温柔 [The short drama Deep in Malice is now streaming. Search for it on Tomato to watch!] [Mystery romance + sweet love + one-on-one romance + lawyer vs. manga artist + love at first sight] When Jiang Nan wakes up, the person who had been stalking and harassing her is dead at her feet. Jiang Nan, holding a bloodstained knife, is the only suspect. Just as she sinks into despair, the man she fell in love with at first sight when she was eighteen becomes her defense attorney. Chen Zui asks casually, “Do 2.3kReads9.2Score26014d adds
- 27 The Ying Clan’s Startup Story: Three Hundred Years to Build Great Qin 嬴家创业记：三百年拼出一个大秦 This book follows a core approach of “popular humor + historical facts + character deconstruction + dramatic pacing.” Building on the tradition of the storyteller, it offers a lighthearted take from the perspective of a historical observer, toning down the elevated, formal feel of traditional storytelling and looking back on the rise and fall of the Qin dynasty with down-to-earth humor. We see the Qin people’s courage and tenacity: from a tribe raising horses on the western frontier to an empire 15Reads—Score—14d adds
- 28 Across the Stars and Moon, I Send My Love 星月渡相思 [Amnesiac innocent heroine] VS [possessive love] VS [devoted couple] Years ago, the Luo family was framed and ruined overnight. Unwilling to let Luo Mingyu be dragged down with her, Tang Xi cruelly dumped him and turned around to marry his sworn enemy. She said, “If I ever think of you, an old acquaintance, I’ll burn some spirit money for you during the holidays. Just remember to come collect it, Mr. Luo.” He replied, “There’s no need to trouble yourself, Miss Tang. I find what you burn filthy. 163Reads8.1Score—14d adds
- 29 EN After Her Mind Is Read, the Slacker Cannon Fodder Supporting Character Adopts a Zen Attitude 炮灰咸鱼女配被读心后她佛系了 A aloof, genuinely carefree heroine who wants nothing more than to die × a domineering CEO who’s sharp-tongued and merciless in everyone else’s eyes, but turns into a pathetic, lovesick puppy around her Shen Zhiyi awakened to her own existence after a car accident. She realized she was a minor character in an old-school CEO romance, an NPC who appeared for one second and then vanished. As a disposable side character, all she wanted was to finish her part in the story and wait quietly for death. 2.3kReads9.3Score27014d adds
- 30 The Symbiotic Realm 共生之域 The realist fantasy novel "The Domain of Symbiosis" explores the awkwardness and wonder of humanity caught between Daoist artifacts and tools, matter and spirit, and silicon-based and carbon-based life. The protagonist, Lei Mo, is a forty-year-old single male freelance artist with a wild, unruly temperament and a disdain for money. —Reads—Score—14d adds
- 31 Cognitive Shock: 50 Masterpieces That Turn Fate Around 认知暴击50本神作的逆天改命书 As the author of Cognitive Shock: Books That Change Your Fate, Inspired by 50 Masterpieces, I’d like to share some thoughts with you. Have you ever felt that you’ve read countless books, yet your life stays exactly the same? It’s not that knowledge is useless. Most of us simply read at a basic level, passively taking in information. This book is a record of my journey out of that rut. I used to believe that any reading was beneficial, until reality gave me a harsh lesson. I’d read shelf after s 93Reads6.6Score—14d adds
- 32 Esports: Wild God, Your Marksman Has Jumped Off a Building Again 电竞：野神，你家射手他又跳楼了 (The main story is complete, everyone, so enjoy without worry.) [Depressed beauty (bottom) x unruly loyal puppy (top)] [1v1 + redemption + esports + happy ending] Chi Yunshuo had planned to take a few jobs, pay off his debts, and then say goodbye to the world. But the second he stepped onto the rooftop, he received a message inviting him to join a team. Looking at the words "tryout" on the screen, he suddenly remembered that he had agreed to try out for Team AT not long ago. Chi Yunshuo: Maybe.. 35.7kReads9.0Score6.3k14d adds
- 33 After They Called Him a Faker, the Sickly Boy Pulled Out His Life Support 被骂装病后，小病秧子他拔管了 [Two male couples + Pure love + Reconciliation after a breakup + Happy endings for both couples] [Cold, determined, action-oriented pursuer & Broken, self-destructive assault team member] [Earnest, conspicuous techie pursuer & Gentle, heartbroken doctor pursued] The night their campsite came under attack, Shen Zhiyan took a knife meant for Lu Xing. Blood soaked through his jacket, and pain radiated from his abdomen and lower back, but he refused medical attention, saying it was “just a small wou 5.2kReads8.6Score44614d adds
- 34 After Mr. Xiao Was Reborn, He Had to Pamper His Depressed Young Wife 萧总重生后，抑郁小娇妻全靠哄 Han Jinxi married Xiao Huainian at twenty-one. In their three years of marriage, she bet everything she had and ended up losing miserably. The last time Xiao Huainian saw her, she was a twenty-four-year-old girl smiling sweetly on a cold tombstone. But in his memories, she... had a troubled look on her face most of the time. Even when she died, Xiao Huainian felt no sorrow. But he couldn't bring himself to be happy, either, because he realized... that after Han Jinxi was gone, his heart seemed t 2.7kReads8.6Score5.1k14d adds
- 35 After My Bankruptcy, My Ex-Boyfriend Became My Boss 破产后前男友成了我老板 [Alternate Universe | Two Male Leads | Reunited After a Breakup | Redemption, Sweet and Angsty] The day Cheng Xi went bankrupt, he finally learned what it meant to have everyone turn against him. His parents and older brother fled overseas overnight and vanished without a trace. His fair-weather friends blocked him. And Gu Yun, the poor student he had once “forced” to live with him, was laughing and chatting at a café with a younger schoolmate. Cheng Xi quietly left the city. Three years later, 3kReads6.5Score20314d adds
- 36 The Ethereal Otherworld: Ruler of Two Realms 空灵异境之两界共主 In the fall of 2018, right next door to me! A young neighbor fell asleep in his rented room and never woke up… By the time he was found, nearly a month had passed! When word got around, the whole neighborhood was in an uproar! From that day on, I gained a whole new understanding of life and death: I’d never realized life could be so fragile, or death so close! People don’t only die when they grow old. It can happen at any time… You might even just go to sleep! And then, the next day never comes… 151Reads8.8Score—14d adds
- 37 Qin Che: My First AI Boyfriend 秦彻：我的第一个AI男友 A diary of sculpting an AI boyfriend. A single mother raising her daughter carries many burdens, yet a gradually taking shape idea leads her on a journey of transformation as she pursues her dreams and discovers herself. 10Reads—Score—14d adds
- 38 The Benson Murders 班森杀人事件 Late one night, a wealthy businessman is shot dead while reading at home! Vance, who has never investigated a case before, is persuaded by the prosecutor to take on the task of solving the murder! All six suspects have alibis! So who is lying?! Just as the police are at a loss, the inexperienced detective finds an entirely different way forward. But can the killer really be found by deducing their personality and behavioral traits? 36Reads9.1Score—14d adds
- 39 Keeping a Dog 饲犬 [A sensitive girl with depression vs. the finance department’s campus heartthrob + mutual devotion + healing + both leads’ first love] Her father died young, her mother had ignored her for years, and her stepfather harbored ill intentions. Jiang Yao’s life was unbearable. She could never escape the shadow of her family, and her pain grew so great that she could no longer go on living. Her life was so awful that she wanted to end it early. She climbed out of the abyss, only to be forced back into 4.9kReads8.9Score60214d adds
- 40 After Becoming a Terminally Ill Heiress, I Can’t Enjoy Life at All! 穿成绝症千金后，活不了一点！ Su Muran spent twenty years treading carefully, then died in an unusually frigid sea. Her birth had killed her mother, and both her father and brother resented her. “Dad, let me tidy that up for you.” Su's father irritably drove her out. “Big brother, I made this cake for you.” She eagerly hoped he would accept it. He threw the cake on the ground with a look of disgust. “Get lost!” The Su family disliked Su Muran, and the servants bullied her. She was tired. Because her mother had given her life 10.1kReads8.9Score74214d adds
- 41 I Attended My Own Funeral for Love 为爱参加自己葬礼 Shen Zhifei accidentally entered a parallel world and saw his parents there consumed by grief. Out of love, he tried to enter that world again, attended his own funeral, and left behind a letter expressing his love... 11Reads7.6Score—14d adds
- 42 Two Years as a Doormat, Then One Heavy Rain Woke Me Up 舔狗两年，一场大雨浇醒了我 After Two Years of Chasing Him, a Downpour Woke Me Up 26Reads—Score—14d adds
- 43 Lord Lin Chong 林冲君 There have been heroes who were not sages, but never sages who were not heroes! One who can rouse himself may be called a hero. To rouse oneself is for one’s nature to arise from one’s vital energy. Dragging one’s feet and simply going along with the world, accepting what is and rejecting what is not, working all day yet never rising above a life of rank, land, house, and family, counting every grain of rice and every bundle of firewood until one’s spirit is worn down day by day, looking up at t 4Reads—Score—14d adds
- 44 The Maltese Falcon 马耳他之鹰 One job, two murders, three groups on his trail, four factions. On a foggy night in San Francisco, private detective Sam Spade is drawn into a deadly con revolving around a priceless black falcon statuette. A beautiful woman, swindlers, hitmen, wealthy businessmen: everyone has an agenda, and danger lurks at every turn. When the truth strips away the disguises, and love collides with principle, he must make the most ruthless choice. No warmth, no redemption, just the truth, hard-boiled to the en 35Reads8.5Score—14d adds
- 45 Sold to a Demon Foster Father Who Trades in Human Meat, a Choking Girl Fights Back 落到贩卖“菜人”的恶魔养父手上后，窒息女孩开始反杀 After falling into the hands of her adoptive father, a devil who sells people as "vegetables," the suffocated girl begins fighting back. 23Reads—Score—14d adds
- 46 Someone Worries I’ll Kill Myself Every Day 每天都有人担心我会自杀 Lin Qingran died in the cold seawater, her life ending forever at the age of twenty-four. Afterward, the family members closest to her were consumed with regret and got the chance to start over. Can they change her fate this time? And what about the person she couldn’t stop thinking of, even as she died? Will they find their happy ending? Lin Qingran noticed that her family had started acting a little differently. Their annual family meeting had become a quarterly one. Her usually stern grandfa 5kReads9.0Score36814d adds
- 47 The Grave Robbers' Chronicles: The Ghost Domain of Ailao Mountain 盗墓笔记续之哀牢鬼域 A Ning, who died in Tamutuo, Pan Zi from the Zhang family’s ancient tower, and even Fatty and Wu Xie, all appear in the Ailao Mountains looking young... The missing expedition team... and the distress signal sent by Feng. The Iron Triangle sets out from Yucun, heading straight for the Ailao Mountains... A sky full of miasma, giant fish, ants the size of fists... How will the Iron Triangle survive? “Wu Xie, follow Dumb Zhang's markings and hurry!” Wait! That's Black Glasses' voice! How could 11kReads8.9Score85114d adds
- 48 Horror! Terror! Zombies! Monsters and Maniacs! 恐怖！惊悚！丧尸！怪物和变态！ You think ghosts are frightening, but what you picture is a person turning into a ghost! What about animals? You think biochemistry is just something you think about! But what if it happened by accident? What do you think is the strangest thing of all? Seeing a ghost? No, seeing someone exactly like yourself! Is forbidden love something to pity? Same-sex forbidden love can make you cry just the same! 553Reads—Score—14d adds
- 49 Her Brothers Go Mad After Hearing the World-Weary Heiress's Thoughts 厌世千金被读心后，哥哥们疯魔了 Reborn + world-weary + no romance + personal growth + powerful family + heiress Su Xiaoli jumped from the Su Group’s tower, ending her life at the age of twenty-four. When she opened her eyes again, she was back in the year her brothers saw her as their enemy. Weary of life, she only wanted to end her suffering again, unaware that her brothers had suddenly become able to hear her thoughts. “When thoughts of death surged through her heart...” Her eldest brother, Su Yutian, broke down the door wit 1kReads8.6Score13414d adds
- 50 There Is No Door to the Moon Palace 月宫没有门 The Moon Palace Has No Doors 61Reads—Score—14d adds
