Sleepless Goldfish

I really want to express my love for Teacher Cheerilee 😭 I feel like I will never see such a favorite article again for a long time. At first, I clicked on this book with the purpose of killing time. I quickly flipped through the first few chapters and thought it was some stereotype of adolescent girls who follow the trend. Later, I found that it became more and more exciting. The copywriting was completely scammed (Teacher, your text is clearly a hundred times more exciting than the copywriting. Why did you choose these paragraphs for copywriting?) Closing my eyes, I found that this article left an impression on me in many ways. 100 Said, "Green is a sign of maturity." Because of this sentence, I assigned the sleepless goldfish to my "Pomegranate Fruit" favorites. Make a green pomegranate fruit, the smell is sweet, but it is tough and hangs on the branches. 100 Said, "Brave girl, move forward." The 15-year-old stumbled into 40. At that time, I was still thinking that my teenage years were definitely more decent than hers. Now that I think about it, this is also a kind of arrogance. 40 Grew up in the turbulent youth, pretending to be mature while longing for maturity, and I think her greatest advantage is that she is brave and will continue to move forward no matter what. Thinking back again, my self-conceited propriety was actually the result of my ability to solve problems. I could only cover up the problems and pretend everything was fine. As I write this, it is snowing outside, and I think of Li Han. High school was probably the most painful period in my 40s, but it was also the most shocking chapter for me. If this was a battle, who would win? Is it 40, who finally achieves a successful outcome but misses the only heroic moment in her teenage years, or is it Li Han, who finally understands that he can only save himself? It seems like neither. Recalling the scene in the parking lot, "It turns out that after leaving the small kingdom of school, Wu Si did not have the power of dictatorship." They all wanted to break through something, but they found that the so-called system was made of paper and steel. In order not to become a consumable, not to become a cricket in a bottle, they had no choice but to submit. I like the fact that the growth line of 40 is winding. She did not transform into a heroine because of what she achieved, nor did she contradict her past image in order to express growth. The world is trembling and floating. In the past, 40 people looked for an anchor point in it, either through competition or exams. But when they cross the wind and waves and come to a calm sea, the primary problem becomes finding the direction. I liked the part at the end of the debate very much. After reading this part last night, I closed my eyes and thought about it for a long time in bed, about where my future lies and what are the correct principles for doing things. Unfortunately I didn't get an answer until I fell asleep. Maybe crossing the river by touching the stones is a beautiful metaphor. We all need to search endlessly in the endless river, looking for the courage to admit our mediocrity and the stone that suits us. As I write this, I suddenly want to write about Xu Wei. Although I know that this is the real world where castles in the air are demolished, it is still difficult for me to accept that such a man of great influence will disappear into oblivion. I always feel frightened when reading novels about life after college. Neither Xu Jing nor Xu Wei seems to be the future in my fantasy. I have never imagined becoming an urban beauty, but it just feels very different. I'm really conflicted. When I see the high school part, I hope that I will always stride forward to welcome freedom at 40, but when I am confused in the city, I still remember the pure part of high school. I am reminded of the words of Françoise Sagan, "All wandering lives dream of peace, childhood, and azaleas, just as all peaceful lives dream of vodka, bands, and drunkenness." Is this how I can always enjoy the future and look back on the past? I want to ask the same question as 40, is it really good to be 22? (The difference from 40 is that I don't have 100 and I don't want to move forward in a big way. I want to be seventeen years old like crystal. I want to stay where I am and never move forward...) It makes me sad to read the story about my parents. No one can deny that they are in love, but they have to add a qualifier called "once". I think of a sentence I read some time ago, love flows, and humans can never try to stop a river. 40 And I seem to have the same ability to solve this problem. 40 Said that she does not have the same ability as Ge Chaoyue to make everyone happy with just a few words. I don't have the same ability as my brother. The only ways for me to solve the problem are to bury the problem and to burn it violently. The former means that it will eventually exist, and the latter means that I will go to hell hand in hand with you. But sometimes I can't go to hell hand in hand. 40 Is at a loss when it comes to this kind of problem, and I can't solve it either (40…) Let's write 40 and 100 again! The teacher wrote the characters of the male and female protagonists so well. I immediately fell in love with 100 in a 360-degree rotation... I don't know how to elaborate, but it perfectly matches all my fantasies about people with perfect personalities. (Brother 100, have you ever heard of a saying that wearing a mask for a lifetime is not pretending, so you are not hypocritical and utilitarian at all. Calculation, on the contrary, it is rare in this era to be kind, gentle, and repay people with self-esteem and incompetence!) 10040 Is a completely natural and logical relationship line. 40 Has seen the best days when she didn't understand what love is. At this point, she can't fall in love with anyone else except 100. The same goes for 100. Although it hurts to see 100 reject 40 at first, I have to admit that this is the right thing to do. From the perspective of 100, rejecting 40, the sorrow they bear each other is a point, and will not become a face, spreading to her future and his past, causing consequences that are unbearable for both of them. In short, from the moment the goldfish opened its eyes in the greenhouse, and the other goldfish looked at it through the clear water waves, eyes open, sleepless, fate moved towards its river. Finally, let me write about a brother. I am really happy to see that my brother has achieved his ideal. I feel a bit the same as 100. If I can't stick to my dream, then I hope someone can be free forever, put on wings and move forward bravely. The line between brother and sister is also wonderful. Cheerilee, how did you successfully grasp the growth line, family line, and emotional line with three hands!! My brother is a bird that flew away first, and my sister is a snail that is trying hard to break out of its shell. They are both moving towards the vast world step by step. Even if they are reluctant to leave, even if they feel sad, they have no regrets. This is probably the best future. Let me insert a brother from 100 here. The 100 family all have a sense of humor and humor. 100: He takes the hard one but not the soft one. Instead of making all kinds of detours, it is better to give him a two-punch and ask him what he is thinking. Lao Jiang: Banks are afraid that their children will misappropriate their pension funds. (Although I say this, there is a sentence in the conversation between the brothers that I still remember very clearly and deeply, "But your misfortune is not caused by her.") There are so many things I want to write about, such as I may never be able to reconcile, but I will still watch the first drama performance in which you are not the leading actor, because we are in the same whirlpool and can better understand each other's dreams; such as "literature is generous"; such as 40 and Chen Anyuan, who are in the double-sided mirror and fantasize about each other... I hope we can all create delicious flower tower biscuits and find our own stone in the long river. Brave girl, go forward.

Awesome 😭 It's a complete growth guide book for one-year-old adults

Changed the cover again hahahahaha

After finishing "Sahua", I couldn't bear to say goodbye to Sining's story, and I thought this was the best ending. I saw this article from a tweet. In the past, I always saved it and waited for the opportunity to read it. In the end, the dust of time stopped me from clicking on it. Only this time, driven by some unknown force, I opened the teacher's work. When I caught up with the latest chapter, the deepest feeling in my mind was that the teacher's writing was so delicate and real. It reflects the girlhood of many people, including mine. It is the shame that one dares not speak out, the secret desire for recognition, and also the longing and confusion about the future. The relationship between my parents is also a sore spot for me. It is very similar to Sining's. My parents still pretended to be harmonious after the divorce and hid the truth because they were worried that I would not accept it. Unlike Sining, I really hate my father. This kind of drama is an inescapable miasma for me. Parents make decisions on their own whether it is good for their children or hurts them. How much do they care whether they can be understood, accepted and forgiven in the future. I envy Sining's growth. This kind of growth is painful, but it can also open up a wider world. I also always wonder if there were people like Yi Bai or my brother in my past life, would someone be able to share some of my pain with me. I like my brother's courage to pursue his ideals regardless of everything, and his vitality for meaningless climbing. I also long for the day when I can fight for my dreams like him. I also cried many times because of the connection between him and Sining that he wanted to embrace but restrained, and the regret and self-blame for not protecting and understanding each other. Thanks to the teacher's words in the last chapter, I am at a fork in my life again, anxious about whether the path I want to take is correct. Maybe others will think it is wrong, but for me, this is what I want to take. These choices and my path make up who I am. Thanks for meeting Sining. She reminded me of my fragile self in the past and allowed me to see my confused present. She also guided me in my approach to the future. Walking through her story with Sining made me more determined to write the life I want. This is one of the most moving and touching stories about growth that I have ever read. Thank you to Teacher Chelizi and this wonderful encounter in the vast sea of ​​books. ❤️

I actually finished reading it in one sitting! Super nice

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So well written Like this story~

A very enjoyable and complete story