
This Isn't the Happy Ending I Wanted
这不是我要的HE
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It's really awesome. While watching it, I felt like I was being fooled by the author😅 He was able to play tricks in the cliché setting. It's really a powerful writing style.
The writing is very good. The plot in the second half is just flowing. There is nothing wrong with it. It is great. I suggest sisters to read on and read the part about "Hate the Sea and Love the Sky". The main story is finished and the extras are simply wonderful.
Although the third life was very happy, she was very separated. Didn't the heroine in the second life ascend? Is she still the same person in the third life? Because of the different personalities in the growth process, it feels very disconnected. Because I wrote a story before about the male protagonist training the male protagonist in the second life to be a puppet, I felt very confused... I can't regard the female protagonists in the second and third lives as the same person. If the male protagonist goes back to the past, then they are not considered the third life. But in this case, why would the female protagonist recall the previous two lives? If it is the third life, then where did the female protagonist who ascended in the second life go? It feels weird to add the third life. Let me point out: this is not what I want.
There are two types of rebirth in this story: the heroine in the third life does not have a body to be reborn, and there is no mention of soul rebirth (rebirth of a soul is the kind of memory that comes back after experiencing all the memories of the soul at the beginning of the novel). In addition, the Little Prajna is a third-person perspective, like an outsider watching a movie, dreaming about the past. It is very separated from the Great Prajna and has a completely childlike mentality, so the real heroine in the second life died after crossing the heavenly tribulation, right? (Actually, it was clearly stated that they were not reborn together, but I really can't believe that the author is so cruel. During the tribulation, the heroine asked the hero to go back and change his destiny, but she did not say that she would also go back. "She pushed him outside of time and space" which made it clear that the heroine was not together) (The ending is like when the heroine is reborn in the second life, she will be with the hero of this timeline. However, the hero is lucky. The main body comes back and kills the hero of this timeline. The heroine is miserable because she is not favored by the author and is not reborn together in the third life. The little heroine of this timeline succeeds in occupying the magpie nest.) I know why the author wrote this, to make the heroine finally turn into a child with a good character, but what does it mean after so many experiences? Does it mean that a child's character must be the happiest, and not happy when the love is lost and regained? Are you unhappy when you are an emperor? Is it necessary to completely erase the personality of the original heroine? Even if you reluctantly say that dreaming is rebirth (but it's really nonsense, it's the same dream for everyone just watching a movie), these are two completely independent personalities, and personality is made up of experiences, right? In the end, even the two weddings in the first and third lives were given to the lesser Prajna. The comments were full of blessings. Did everyone think that the heroine in the third life was also reborn? It was clearly stated in detail that she was not reborn together and that the heroine had been replaced inside and out.
It's too imaginative! The male protagonist in the first life made himself into a puppet in the second life to die! It's so cool in the underworld [Fireworks][Fireworks][Fireworks][Fireworks]
Don't worry, it's not abusing women. In the ending, the heroine becomes the emperor and the hero dies and turns into a ghost. Only the heroine can see and accompany the heroine.
It's so beautiful. This ending is so happy.
Woohoo, it looks so good, if you want to be happy
Finished spreading flowers ~ This is what I want HE [come on] [come on] [come on] [sprinkle flowers] [sprinkle flowers] [sprinkle flowers]
[Orange candy] I got it [Orange candy] I got it [Orange candy] I got it