After the Top's Heart Turned to Ash in the Crematorium

Ying Xian is the youngest leader in the history of the ability-user organization Tianyu.

In the eyes of the world, he is mysterious and powerful. But in front of his beloved Luo Ze, who has a blood feud with Tianyu, he can only pretend to be an ordinary person without abilities, painstakingly and cautiously tending to their love and family.

But the truth is bound to come out someday. Just as Ying Xian once expected, when it does, he will find himself in the agonizing process of trying to win his beloved back.

But even the one who keeps chasing and reaching out will grow tired. And for all his apparent strength, his body and heart have long been shattered by past torment and years of anxiety over whether he will lose everything.

Reader Advisory:

1. ABO and special-ability setting. Alpha gong. The gong is a beautiful, strong, tragic, broken husband, with peaceful lily-of-the-valley pheromones.

2. The gong will suffer and become ill. This is still a groveling-after-the-breakup story at heart, and ultimately the shou will chase the gong and grovel. The scummy shou is infuriating in the early chapters, so readers who prefer feel-good wish fulfillment should proceed with caution.

3. Includes the gong being tormented and a pregnancy plot involving the gong. Proceed with caution if these are triggers. No role reversal. The pregnancy is due to the gong's unusual constitution.

4. Multiple characters have romantic feelings for the gong at the same time, but he may not return them.

Theme: Even when you have something, you still need to cherish it.