If I Die, Will You Still Hate Me?

Please add my upcoming books to your reading list! The blurbs are below: Saving My Lover [Infinite Flow], Don't Mess With Me, I'm Scared [Infinite Flow], and A Thirty-Day Farewell.

[This novel's blurb]

"If I die, will you still hate me?" Jiang Xuzhou casually wiped a trace of blood from the corner of his mouth.

Ye Xun answered without hesitation: "Yes."

Neither of them was willing to back down.

Jiang Xuzhou, though, seemed relieved. He lowered his eyes and said with a sense of release, "That's good, then. Forget me."

Jiang Xuzhou still looked as if he didn't have long to live, just like Ye Xun remembered.

A pale face, a tall, thin frame.

And yet he had a face so well-sculpted it was impossible to look away from. With his gold-rimmed glasses, he looked every bit the polished gentleman.

The sight made Ye Xun grit his teeth in hatred, made him want to rush over and tear away Jiang Xuzhou's hypocritical facade.

Ye Xun thought it, and did it, too.

Jiang Xuzhou remained calm, spreading his arms and letting him vent. When it was over, he even asked:

"I still have a heart. Do you want it?"

Ye Xun couldn't figure out what Jiang Xuzhou meant, and stayed on guard against him.

Until Jiang Xuzhou dragged his broken body to save him again and again.

Until Jiang Xuzhou lay in his arms, his gaze unfocused.

Until Jiang Xuzhou asked him once more:

"Do you still hate me?"

It took them five years, and half of Jiang Xuzhou's life, to go from opponents back to lovers.

At last, they could sit down and work out what had happened back then.

Jiang Xuzhou, why did you break up with me so suddenly?

A hero who says one thing but means another x a sharp-tongued, soft-hearted partner

P.S.:

1. The hero is sickly, with heart disease and a stomach ulcer, but he won't die. My medical knowledge is somewhat lacking, so please be understanding.

2. There are misunderstandings. In the first half, the hero chases his partner and suffers for love; in the second half, the partner also gets his turn to suffer. They both secretly look out for each other and won't cause excessive physical harm.

3. There is a secondary couple, but they have few scenes.

4. Everything depicted in the novel is fictional.

Thanks to my good friend for drawing the cover!

[Upcoming novel 1]

Saving My Lover [Infinite Flow]

[Infinite Flow + criminal investigation]

Ji Yu received the news of his lover He Zhou's death on the rainy day he hated most.

"Sorry, could you say that again?"

"...Captain Ji, my condolences."

He punched the steering wheel, and the blaring horn made his chest ache.

In a daze, he curled up on the sofa and made it through the night. When he opened his eyes, someone was standing in the kitchen.

It was He Zhou.

"Y-you weren't dead?" He clutched his police uniform.

He Zhou raised an eyebrow. "Why are you cursing me the moment you wake up?"

Ji Yu's head snapped up.

June 14.

He had actually gone back five months.

A joking, carefree hero (He Zhou) x a quiet, melancholy partner (Ji Yu)

A story about a criminal investigation captain returning again and again to three months earlier to save his anti-drug police officer husband.

[Upcoming novel 2]

Don't Mess With Me, I'm Scared [Infinite Flow]

At first, Yu Han thought it was just a dream.

Until he realized the monster behind him was gradually taking physical form, and no matter how fast he ran, it was no use.

Yu Han wiped the cold sweat from his brow, darted into an alley, and huddled in a corner, anxiously praying he'd survive this.

Before he could catch his breath, a cold, pale hand clamped over his mouth and nose.

A hoarse, low voice exploded in his ear: "Hold your breath."

Pei Qingchuan told Yu Han, "I met you a long time ago."

Yu Han hesitated, then handed over his grilled fish as if giving up something precious. "If you want some, just say so. It's not like... I don't want to share."

Pei Qingchuan: "...You obviously don't want to share."

A usually steady hero who sometimes gets playful x a seemingly roguish but actually obedient partner

Things to know before reading:

1. The hero and partner met a long time ago, but the partner doesn't remember.

2. Horror-focused plot. Everything in the story is made up.

3. One-on-one, both are virgins, happy ending.

[Upcoming novel 3]

Su Liang has only thirty days left to live.

He coldly locked his phone screen, which displayed his life countdown, and went out to the balcony to light a cigarette.

The text message came just in time, arriving before he could kill himself, after he'd decided he didn't want to live anymore.

As the cigarette was about to burn his fingers, he made a decision:

He would use those thirty days to say goodbye to the family and lover who hated him.

Then he would leave in a blaze of glory.

*

Xia Chengzhao never imagined that the lover he hated would show up just to ask him to make a pot of soup he hadn't cooked in ages.

He also never imagined that Su Liang would spit up blood right in front of him.

And he never imagined that Su Liang had come to say goodbye.

Their last meeting passed by in such a brief, absurd blur.

After that, all he had left were sparse memories and a cold tombstone.

Theme: Death is not the end.