"When I miss you, I look up and smile..." A familiar figure hummed softly.
"Wanxing!" Xiao Chuyao took a step forward.
"...Right, there are stars at night."
That voice... wasn't his.
Xiao Chuyao suddenly sat up and looked around, his gaze stopping on Gu Nianchen beside him.
Startled, and with some hesitation, he called out:
"Jian Wanxing?"
Gu Nianchen looked confused. "You've got the wrong person."
"Are you going to go back on your word?"
"When you stubbornly came looking for me, I miscarried while taking care of you during your fever."
"That child might have been healthy, just like Xiao Chen. But because of you, he wasn't."
"You owe Xiao Chen for that."
"Big brother, if you want to die... he hasn't even had a chance to see the world properly."
His mother's scolding and his little brother's innocent questions filled his ears. Head drooping, he said listlessly,
"Xiao Chuyao, I want to go home."
"Let me go home. I'm so tired."
Darkness swept over him from every direction. He lowered his hands, which had been raised in a plea for help, and smiled in acceptance.
"I love you!"
"...You're lying to me."
Warm breath brushed Xiao Chuyao's ear, and his heart clenched so painfully he could barely breathe.
He hurriedly denied it. "I didn't. I really didn't!"
Snow fell silently.
Xiao Chuyao thought of that song again and took out his phone to play it.
When it reached its twenty-seventh repetition, a drop of water fell onto the grass.
"Happy birthday. I hope you have a good day today."
"Things will turn around for the better soon."
A few things to know before you start:
1. The two have no blood relation whatsoever, and there is no substitute trope.
2. The seme has depression because of his family of origin.
3. You can choose between two endings.
Thanks to my good friend for drawing the cover. It really looks amazing!
Convenience store owner (seme) x psychologist (uke)
#One is genuinely carefree, the other only pretends to be carefree#
#They meet first, then help each other heal#
Here's a little preview of my next long-form novel. If you're interested, you can save it from my profile!
Will You Still Hate Me If I Die?
"If I die, will you still hate me?" Jiang Xuzhou nonchalantly wiped a trace of blood from the corner of his mouth.
Ye Xun answered without hesitation. "Yes."
Neither of them was willing to give in to the other.
Jiang Xuzhou, however, breathed a sigh of relief. Lowering his eyes, he said as if at peace, "Good. Then forget me."
Jiang Xuzhou still looked as though he didn't have long to live, just like Ye Xun remembered.
A pale face, a tall, thin frame.
Yet he had an exceptionally handsome face, his features seemingly sculpted, impossible to look away from. With a pair of gold-rimmed glasses, he looked every bit the polished gentleman.
That appearance made Ye Xun grit his teeth with hatred, made him want to rush over and tear away Jiang Xuzhou's false facade.
Ye Xun thought it, and then he did it.
Jiang Xuzhou remained calm, spreading his arms and letting him vent his anger. When it was over, he even asked,
"I still have a heart. Do you want it?"
Ye Xun couldn't understand what Jiang Xuzhou meant, and stayed on guard, wary of him.
Until Jiang Xuzhou, despite his battered body, saved him again and again.
Until Jiang Xuzhou lay in his arms, his gaze unfocused.
Until Jiang Xuzhou asked him that question once more:
"Do you still hate me?"
It took the two of them five years, and half of Jiang Xuzhou's life, to go from being enemies to being lovers again.
At last, they could sit down and resolve what had happened back then.
Jiang Xuzhou, why did you break up with me so abruptly back then?
A seme who says one thing but means another x an uke who is tough-talking but softhearted
Theme: Love arises from the heart
? Wow, ah, ah, so cruel. The he in the last episode, I think, is more like the last bubble of Gu Nianchen's revolving door when he was dying, or like Xiao Chuyao, after Xiao Gu left, looking at the empty hospital bed alone, returning to the empty home alone, uncontrollably imagining that his illness was cured, his mother accepted him, his friends gathered together, his lover was by his side, and everything was moving in the right direction. But when people are gone, there really is nothing left. It reminds me of the ending of my childhood. Lin Xiao walked back to the villa alone. In the black and white picture, the laughter of four people appeared, and in the end, only a blank piece of paper was left. ??? Xiao Gu and Xiao Yao are both very good people. Xiao Gu truly felt his parents' love for him before he was 8 years old, so after his parents divorced, how should he let go and how should he let go? Even if he was disappointed with them again and again, he just felt that it was his own problem and his fault, and he was still full of expectations for them. His treatment and longing for love, but his father who turned a blind eye, his cruel stepmother, his missing mother, and a broken him. Even at such a young age, he was able to understand that his parents were starting a new family. He was so sensible that it made people feel heartbroken, and he didn't even grow crooked yet. If the occasional chats with his mother were the only thing that kept him growing up, then in the end, his mother's indifferent attitude, only thinking about her youngest son's health, and her eldest son's seemingly unintentional "childlike" words were the last straw that broke his life. His father had always been indifferent to him and only wanted to take advantage of his residual value. To a certain extent, Xiao Gu is also very strong. He has resisted fate. He has worked hard and hopes that he can get better. However, when people feel that they have lost contact with the world, their desire to survive will become lower. He did nothing wrong, but was not treated well by fate. Perhaps for him, death is a kind of relief. But he met Xiaoyao, who was like the last light he could see in his life, passionate and as warm as the sun. But the childhood loss made him afraid to get close, not sure, afraid that he was not good enough for him, and worrying about gains and losses. Xiao Yao told him that he would also be needed and would be firmly chosen. When everything seemed to be back on track, it was over. He gave the world the greatest kindness he could give, but last night there was a leak in the house, and it seemed to get a little worse every time. My Xiaoyao, it was obviously a two-way love, but as a result, he became a widow just after we fell in love. He is really dead Bai Yueguang, ying ying ying. TAT ?? The author generally writes very well. The emotional description is very delicate. The psychological contradiction of the protagonist is very complete. The story line is also explained clearly and coherently. However, the perspective change in the early part of the article seems a bit messy. If you read it quickly, it is easy to not distinguish the turning points. It was also a bit sloppy, but in the middle and later stages, I felt the climax of the story. The writing style was obviously much smoother, the narration was more capable, the writing had something to say, the presentation was better, the emotions to be expressed were richer, and the story progression was more interesting. It was very sadistic, I loved it so much hahahahaha. ?? At the end, the whole article is really full of details. After reading it, the more I think about it, the more I feel sad. Hahahahaha. Big cheers for the author! Looking forward to the new work!!! If you like reading pornographic stories, I highly recommend it! It's fun to show me!
Why is it a monthly subscription? I'm so angry.
Hahahahahahaha shabby shop
Oh oh oh oh, I found that the article I have been looking forward to for a long time has almost been updated in one go??
We were in heaven one second and in hell the next.
I say this Grandma Li is too typical. Some people are always full of inexplicable possessiveness and meddling in other people's lives.