Before the Snow

Captain, are you in the Grand Theater today 😭

Captain, I really want nothing more. Seven or eight times, probably eight times. After watching it so many times, I no longer cry, but my heart is constantly being pressed hard and I can't breathe. I have the habit of reading and copying excerpts from books. Due to various reasons, Bai Xue has never copied it. Yesterday I took it out and re-read it and copied 17 pages. Now my hands are shaking while typing. On the one hand, there were too many copies, and on the other hand, they were stabbed. All three pairs of CP were cut in half. Captain, I also have a deep understanding of the cruelty of beauties. I found that in the three articles of Captain, "God" and human subjectivity are eternal topics. Mu Gesheng's soldiers do not believe in fate and Penglai's madman who dreams of immortality, Metropolis reshapes the struggle of Buddha and Qian Duoduo's subjectivity, and now the bottom line that Ashley sticks to in Snow White and Shadrian's self-destructive love. Rishis, Buddhas and artificial gods, their stories are about defying fate again and again. Really, Shadrian is a tyrant, and the captain is also a tyrant, a tyrant who plays with words. If you read more, you will find that the whole text is full of foreshadowing and foreshadowing. The grass and snakes have gray threads for thousands of miles. The Spring and Autumn writing style, the world view that is unfolded bit by bit, the truth that is revealed bit by bit. Every description takes us to see this rich and colorful world. The names and titles of the characters also have their own meanings. Francesco means a free man, and Teacher Xia can only gain true freedom through death; Vladimir means domination, which echoes Xiao Ai's final rise to power, and also echoes his "power" as a human being. Lily Marlene, the World War II anti-war song used in the code name of the mobile bureau, is itself extremely ironic; Anatoly means the sun, how precious the sun is in cold areas, does it also echo Xiao Ai's status in Yenie? The Two Demians are probably from Hesse's "Demian". The theme is growth and the search for the inner self. Of the two Demians, one insists on art under severe oppression, while the other does not lose himself in the cruel war; Narcissus is also from Hesse's "Narziss and Goldmund". He is also a priest, a representative of rational order, and he also finds the missing half of his soul in the other; the Lianque, another name for the big peacebird, merchants only move in peacetime, and the Lianque died in a foreign land during the war. Guangzhou's Thirteen Lines emphasize both righteousness and benefit, with righteousness taking precedence over benefit; Reget also means ruling power... The Captain doesn't just play with words, he also likes different timelines. The mansion and Buckingham go hand in hand, interacting with each other to reach the climax of the play; the emotional line of Lin Lianque and Narcissus goes round and round to the beginning of the story; the first meeting seen in the hallucination at the end; a few years have passed in the blink of an eye, and even the readers have almost lost the concept of time, like a train whizzing by, the people on the car have left, and the car is about to rush to the next journey. Only we are still frozen in place, unable to leave for a long time. This is true of every Captain book. I can't write anymore... My heart feels so bad... Captain, when will you, a cruel woman like you, bring up Insatiable...

I said I wanted to watch Bai Xue two weeks ago, but I finished watching it last week. I can't say anything. I feel like I only feel great sadness. I don't even know how to come up with a "what if" for such a story. If there was no Jupiter plan, would they, Shadrian Ashley, even Gagarina, Lyudmila, have they met?

AAC, when will you come back [vomiting blood]

Another day of waiting for AAC~

Today is also a day to wait for AAC❤️

I live just to read articles like this

I hope you are happy Queque

Captain, I miss you so much

""He is the only one on my perfect list..." This is a big bug for the author~ [Pants]