I'm opening this book on the first of every month~
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Jiang Linxi's mother died when he was young, leaving him desperate for love. He'd only enjoyed a few days of peace after his father died when he transmigrated into a book.
He was the male lead's dearly departed first love. He thought he was about to start a happy life with loving parents... He thought he had a family again.
Stubborn and willful, he waited arrogantly for love to surround him. But soon he came face-to-face with his parents' undisguised loathing. His father thought him rebellious, and his mother detested him.
Someone with nothing to lose doesn't need to care what others think. He was unruly and self-indulgent, determined to enjoy one last wild celebration of life.
Just when he thought the whole world had abandoned him...
The male lead, who was destined to fall in love with him, was the only one who stayed by his side.
Xu Gengnian stood behind him, looking at him through the curtain of rain. "If you're unhappy, you can come home with me."
A child no one wanted was taken in. The unruly child became a gentle little cat.
Xu Gengnian was the only person in the world who remembered his birthday.
Xu Gengnian gave him roses and wrote him love poems.
Xu Gengnian gave him the kind of special attention that made anyone's heart flutter.
The boy, starved for love, clung to his lifeline. Jiang Linxi's heart grew warm, but that wasn't good. Falling in love as fate had ordained would inevitably bring the death fate had ordained.
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Xu Gengnian was gentle, thoughtful, and strong. He reserved all these wonderful qualities for Jiang Linxi.
The first time he met Jiang Linxi, one thoughtless remark from the boy struck him right in the gut.
But looking at the boy's clear, innocent eyes, he couldn't bring himself to blame him. So he found a reasonable excuse for his own strange reaction: He's just a kid. Kids say the darndest things.
Jiang Linxi was a little short on love, and as a generous adult, Xu Gengnian could offer him a little care and consideration.
Jiang Linxi excitedly held up his phone to show him a thoughtful text from his mother.
Xu Gengnian: "Poor kid. He gets fobbed off once and nearly jumps for joy."
With a cigarette between his lips and white smoke drifting around him, he hid a hard-to-read melancholy behind his gloomy expression. He wanted the boy to be genuinely happy.
He set off fireworks, gave him roses, wrote him love poems... He felt the boy's trust in him, then won the beauty's heart!?
Why is he still thinking about dying? Do I not love him enough?
1. It starts with his looks.
Theme: The fear of being forgotten
