This Jujutsu World Has Men on Both Sides

This is a solution notice. Mao's book has been serialized for several months. It was very painful for everyone to follow it, and it was very painful for me to write it. I had the idea of ​​solving v a few times but gave it up repeatedly. I kept drawing red envelopes to comfort everyone and tried to keep everything going. However, after procrastinating again and again, I finally got to the step of solving v. I don't know how to express it, but I really feel very guilty and uneasy. I'm very sorry to everyone who has been following the update, and I'm sorry to the babies who have been encouraging me, comforting me, and waiting for my update, but no matter what, I can't write anymore. Just before I wrote this notice, I was still writing an update for Mao. I just wrote that Mao felt that "cowardice is a sign of cowardice and surrender without a fight." I couldn't hold on anymore. This chapter should have been a very enjoyable chapter according to the plot. Mao finally got the 'revenge' she was looking forward to. But I gradually began to feel that it was unreasonable, and I began to think about why Mao resented Otoko Yuta so much. The original outline was that the setting was caused by real people's brainwashing, but now I have a different opinion. I began to think that maybe Mao hates Yuta Otoko so much because she needs to live. Both parents died, and her grandmother also died of illness. After changing guardians several times, she was forced to enter an orphanage. She was just a child when she suffered both mental and physical torture from her brother and the dean's mother. During the countless nights of being punished, she hugged her little broken body and couldn't help but fantasize about how things would have been different if Yiguyouta had come back as promised and the dean's mother had not taken her away. When there is no love, you probably need a little hate as the support of life. Obviously I designed the plot myself, but after actually writing these parts, I began to feel cruel. So I revised the outline and added the plot of Mao setting fire to the orphanage. This was a time of self-salvation. She finally became brave and saved herself. It seemed like a landmark plot point in her life, but it didn't resolve the issue at all. Because for the development of the later plot, the 'brother' and the 'dean's mother' were not burned to death, and they were never even far away from Mao's life. What is more cruel than never having hope is that all hope is false. I can hardly imagine how devastated Mao will be when she discovers that she has never gotten rid of her miserable past. Immediately afterwards, I discovered that what was even more devastating was yet to come. According to the original setting, Masato, who Mao called "Dad," was actually an ally of Naohua's plan against Mao. He was just playing a house game, but Mao was serious. She was so looking forward to a peaceful night's sleep and a new life. She thought it didn't matter that she was a child "loved" by her father. However, Xia Youjie's unconditional love made her vaguely aware that her father's love was not that different. When I wrote about Mao asking Megumin what love is, I was thinking about what we, Mao, should do when she discovers Masato's true face. Seeing this, everyone should have discovered that the foundation of the entire story is actually based on Mao's pain. But at the beginning, I just wanted to write a cool Mary Sue story about Shura Field and Xiong Jing. Obviously, I can arrange other backgrounds for Mao, even if she is just simply 'evil', okay? As her biological mother, I can also let the story proceed. How can I make her suffer so much by tinkering with it? This morning, I told the psychiatrist about this incident and my thoughts. After thinking about it, she suddenly said to me, 'Maybe it's because you subconsciously feel that if a person wants to be happy, he has to pay a lot of painful prices. It seems to be true, and I can't argue with it at all. Happiness is so difficult that when I make a wish, I only dare to pray for peace. This year, my anxiety and depression symptoms have reached a serious level. I even feel like vomiting when talking to strangers. I am intermittently unable to form words and sentences, and my hands continue to shake when typing. I won't go into details about too much personal life. What I really want to say is that as a character in my novel, I can obviously give Mao happiness, but I deliberately make her suffer. I seem to be a very traditional mother who is unaware of her own problems. She is not happy so she does not want her children to be happy. But how could this be? I have said so many things in a long-winded preface and without a follow-up. Thank you all for your company all the time, and thank you all for reading it. I hope everyone's happiness can be within reach.

Having love does not mean that the pain will disappear. I feel sorry for Mao, but please don't let her forget. Just because Mao has learned to love, you can't hate what you should hate or dislike. Family fun is the most irresponsible kind. The original pain is gone like this. It feels like a betrayal of Mao who was in pain before.

The pain from the past will always exist, but if you indulge in the pain of the past, it will always be pain. I hope Mao can still move towards love. Take the pain of the past and move toward healing love.

Will my wife write meow again? It's rare to see such sickly black mud writings. It's so satisfying that even though it's a trap, I bravely charged into it 🐰

Love cannot offset the pain of the past, but it can look forward with Baby Shino

Woo woo woo woo, best friend rice bowl, father and son rice bowl, rice bowl for teachers and students at the same time, rice bowl for friends, rice bowl for teachers and students, etc.

Baby, I really understand v. Is there still hope for this book 😭

It's so fragrant that I need to fill it with something.

Megumin has turned into the appearance of Mao's jade dog [cai dog] [cai dog]

Oh, our baby Mao... Whoever comes will be coaxed into a placenta.