Ning Tianzhu once accepted a mission from the System: disguise herself as a perfect mortal girl who would die young, and build deep connections with several prodigies who had strayed from the right path. The System promised that if she completed the mission, it would give her a healthy body with excellent talent so she could start over.
She had been the childhood sweetheart of the greatest sword cultivator, the confidante of the greatest spell cultivator, and had shown her former fiance, a Buddhist monk, the way to see through worldly attachments. She even found jobs for all the little beggars she passed on the street so they could support themselves...
Everyone was happy to be her friend.
But there were exceptions from time to time.
The young lady who was heir to the Shenyi Valley disliked her and picked on her at every turn. Her childhood sweetheart's junior sister also seemed to resent her because she liked him. And the boy she had once saved turned around and betrayed her.
Still, Ning Tianzhu completed her mission.
Before she died, she said goodbye one by one to her childhood sweetheart and friends. They were sad, but they were geniuses in the cultivation and Buddhist paths, while she was just a mortal who was destined to die young. So they accepted her farewell with calm resignation.
That's what Ning Tianzhu had always believed, until, she was reborn.
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Reborn, Ning Tianzhu could finally be herself, make new friends, and use her strength to make other people shut up.
Ning Tianzhu was having the time of her life. Perhaps her true personality really clashed with her childhood sweetheart's, because before long they were like flint and steel, constantly at each other's throats.
An archrival? She knew all about those!
Much later, Ning Tianzhu heard that after she died in her previous life, her friends had all gone a little crazy. For a long time, they could talk of nothing but the old friend they had once had.
The young servant boy who had betrayed her, now an evil cultivator, knelt in an illusion and begged for her mercy.
As for her former archrival, the arrogant young lady who was now the Valley Master, she had actually fought someone without a second thought over a portrait of Ning Tianzhu.
And her former fiance, the Buddhist monk who had never had any romantic feelings for her and had merely gone through the motions, had apparently developed a demonic obsession. She found this out in an illusion.
Of course, the craziest one of all was her childhood sweetheart, the unruly greatest sword cultivator, who had seemed the calmest about her death. After she died, he supposedly made a ghost baby and claimed it was their child.
Ning Tianzhu, who had somehow become a mother: I think I overdid the act... Do you all have to be this unhinged?! Weren't we supposed to be just ordinary friends in this mortal world?
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#When you beg the divine maiden to ferry me across, ferry my anger, joy, resentment, and hatred; ferry my greed, rage, delusion, and delusions of grandeur; ferry my worries and anxieties; ferry my desires and longing; ferry my lonely, sleepless nights.#
[I've revised the blurb and title, everyone. The basic outline and story content are unchanged.]
A few things to know:
1. I'm a struggling author who writes by smashing my face into the keyboard. I'll follow the rankings for now, then try to update six chapters or ten thousand words a day after a while~
2. Not a wish-fulfillment story, not a strong female lead story. Plot-focused, with lots of flashbacks.
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The Dao Ancestor Returns and Turns Her Nemesis into a Puppet
Peeking at the Moon
A Peaceful Home for Su Man
Cyber Nezha, Boundless Power
The writing is really good (crying). I also feel that Ning Tianzhu and Bai Shuang are not opposites. Even if Bai Shuang is not entirely the heroine's true temperament, her personality background is undoubtedly the same as Ning Tianzhu's. Whether she saves Baoyue or makes some small tricks, they all contain the heroine's original character. How come the author is so good at writing heroines? (*??`*) People (*??`*)? Xiao Song in the other article is also so cute and keeps growing. I am so happy no matter which book I read.
I agree with what a sister said in the comment area. The female protagonist really torments the male protagonist too much. If I think about it in another person's shoes, I really can't stand it. It's not that I love men, but I'm saying that rational people really can't stand the torture of watching indifferently over and over again. It's really too cold-blooded and selfish, not to mention that the male protagonist doesn't feel sorry for the female protagonist in the slightest. I can understand that the heroine had a strong ptsd for Bai Shuang's identity in the early stage, so she was no longer willing to be someone even remotely similar to Bai Shuang, so she wanted to be the purest, most free, and passionate Ning Tianzhu. I even think that the heroine in the later stage is unwilling to compromise, except that she is afraid that her true side will be looked down upon by the people she cherishes and has no value in being loved. It was also because she was jealous, because Bai Shuang was so perfect. She only pretended to be such a young girl for 18 years before she almost collapsed. However, they had loved such a perfect Bai Shuang for more than a hundred years, but they had never seen the real her. She hated it even more, hated that she had to play a role with such high intensity and no self, until she even felt that Bai Shuang was a layer of skin that could never be torn off, a shadow that could not be escaped. The most painful thing is that she has no self, no freedom, and no health. It is too painful, so I have always felt that she wants to take on the identity of Bai Shuang so much. In addition to the insecurity and trust in the relationship gained from acting with a leather jacket, it is also because no one sees, understands, and falls in love with the real her, leaving her with no anchor for her self and soul. And such a life without self and freedom gave her a strong PTSD, so she appears to be so extreme. So she has been forcing the male protagonist to recognize and figure out whether she loves Bai Shuang or Ning Tianzhu. Because Ning Tianzhu and Bai Shuang are so different, and Ning Tianzhu is so afraid of Bai Shuang's identity. Rather than saying that she is forcing the male protagonist, it is better to say that she herself cannot figure it out, so she wants to force the male protagonist to stand up for her and use the male protagonist's clear love to prove that Ning Tianzhu can also receive such deep, unrequited love in equal measure. She was truly loved. I think this is the fundamental reason why she is so extreme. But she really couldn't see clearly in the game. The male protagonist's questioning in the Wangchuan section made her think a little bit later, but I don't know if the author went back and wrote it again or something, but she still went back to the old path. Or maybe she figured it out, but she couldn't completely reconcile with herself. In other words, the natural person Ning Tianzhu cannot reconcile with the leather-covered person Bai Shuang. She was still brooding about it, and it wasn't until Young Master Wan's words, "You are still you," that she was truly awakened. She always thought that she was playing Bai Shuang. Yes, Bai Shuang was her cover, but she ignored that she was the core that built Bai Shuang's flesh, soul, and even Bai Shuang's true existence. She was not Bai Shuang, but Bai Shuang was a part of her. The souls of Bai Shuang and Ning Tianzhu had always been that beautiful girl who was kind, unyielding, and considerate of others. And is there a possibility that Bai Shuang's friends do not like Bai Shuang and fall in love with her because of her white moonlight characteristics, but that her soul is loved by them. Friends and lovers can get along with each other if they have different personalities. The key is that the three views are consistent and the temperament is consistent. The soul is the key. But the heroine is really too scared, and she feels guilty, because Bai Shuang is a dummy, and she is not worthy of using the dummy's life in exchange for their acquaintance, so how can she dare to mention acquaintance. What's more, it was too painful for her to play Bai Shuang. It was already so uncomfortable for us to have sex for a week, not to mention the painful struggle for eighteen years. But I still feel heartbroken and sad for the male protagonist, because I am also a normal person and I can understand the female protagonist, but I feel sorry for the male protagonist even more because he really did nothing wrong. If you want to criticize him for not recognizing the heroine at a glance like Song Cuo, then I can only say that this is also the success of the male protagonist. Because he has a heart of jade, he is stubborn, and his feelings are difficult to understand. When he realized that he loved Bai Shuang, Bai Shuang had been dead for too long. When Ning Tianzhu came back, he was still trapped in Bai Shuang's death and couldn't extricate himself. Another reason why he couldn't recognize Ning Tianzhu was because he actually knew very little about Bai Shuang. He thought that Bai Shuang was who he saw. Even if sometimes he really touched the core of the real heroine, he himself couldn't detect it. Because he paused too late. So he thought he only loved Bai Shuang, or in other words, the Bai Shuang in his impression. Therefore, he could accept that Ning Tianzhu was Bai Shuang's reincarnation, but he could not accept his betrayal of Bai Shuang. We are from God's perspective, so we are naturally anxious, but from the male protagonist's perspective, it is too cruel for him. The more he does to Bai Shuang in the early stage, the more he will feel so guilty when he empathizes with Ning Tianzhu. Even though everyone thinks it would be great for him to find someone else to love, this matter has always only been related to him. I even feel that the heroine's persecution of him is to some extent a transfer of the negative emotions of her inner PTSD. How can I not feel sorry for the male protagonist?
What are you trying to do? It's unfair to Huo Wushuang if you can't let yourself go. Is this a matter of two lives between Ning Tianzhu and Bai Shuang? Doesn't the key lie in the first life before Ning Tianzhu and Bai Shuang? Huo Wushuang didn't know that a living person was trapped in Bai Shuang's shell, so how could he understand your grievances. In his opinion, Bai Shuang is the first life and Ning Tianzhu is the second life, there is no doubt about that. If you refuse to give others the truth or fairness but demand that they know you, understand you, love you intelligently and love you with a degree, that is not forcing others to do anything. With Huo Wushuang's talent and intelligence, he would naturally have a sense of how to treat you after what happened in the first place. He wouldn't be so confused now, would he? I don't understand what the heroine is trying to get into. She clearly said that we'll get along after we're done, so we can get together and break up easily. Your current behavior of not making people understand and forcing people will only make people feel that you are making trouble. Whether there is Bai Shuang first and then Ning Tianzhu or whether there is Ning Tianzhu first and then Bai Shuang is a subversive proposition. Once you talk about it, won't he understand you and know what you want right away? Now how do you ask him to understand why Ning Tianzhu, as Bai Shuang's second life, hates the life that Bai Shuang denies so much? He can't understand it at all. No one else can understand it. No matter how hard you try, you can't understand it. I even sympathize with Huo Wushuang a little. What did he do to deserve such torture for no reason?
When I saw the middle, I felt that the heroine had never been able to tell the most fundamental difference between Ning Tianzhu and Bai Shuang. Her hatred for Bai Shuang (yes, I think she hated Bai Shuang who lived for eighteen years) made her think that she wanted to live like Ning Tianzhu, an extremely free person who could say whatever she wanted and do whatever she wanted. But where did Ning Tianzhu's "freedom" come from? It was Bai Shuang who brought it. She brought Ning Tianzhu's unparalleled talent so that she could do it, but Bai Shuang didn't have this choice. In order to prove what kind of person she is, she deliberately sets herself free, and in such an extreme self, she requires the man to fall in love with herself like this, otherwise he will not love her. Of course, Bai Shuang's life is painful and depressing. It is normal for the heroine to want to break away from such a framework, but she cannot ask the male protagonist to understand and support her without reason and unconditionally when she is in pain and confusion, and to fall in love with this self-denying self. Otherwise, she will only love the false Bai Shuang instead of her true self. I saw that the male protagonist unconsciously fell in love with the female protagonist after drinking Wangchuan. It was really incomprehensible and made no sense at all. It was just like a psycho falling in love with a psycho. This kind of love is not an expression of "I love you but your soul" and has nothing to do with your external personality. Bai Shuang's kindness is based on being very calm or cold-hearted. She understands desires, so she solves many problems. The heroine just doesn't want to cater to and solve problems even though she understands them clearly. In other words, the basic logic and emotions of the two people in analyzing problems are consistent, but Bai Shuang can only be a good person, while Ning Tianzhu wants to be a bystander and wants the power to say no. But the character of the heroine throughout the story is like a self-distorted Big Brother. Because I didn't think of myself as a Big Brother in my previous life, I want to be a Big Brother in this life. This is really outrageous.
Okay, okay, this if coincides with the long comment I left at the end. It seems that my analysis is correct. Little fool, everyone loves your soul.
It still feels a bit anticlimactic, and it ends too hastily.
The integration between this copy and the main plot feels a bit stiff, like ZerZer jumping scenes in a drama.
Wow, updated three chapters, thank you for your hard work
Alas, actually, I like this one better. It always has a grander sense of scene and the main line is clearer; but I don't know why the data next door is so much better than here... However, I feel that both books are actually quite difficult to write. The plot direction of both books makes me unpredictable and I am very looking forward to it.
Did you sacrifice the outline at the end? 😂 [Orange Candy] I got it