A Guide to Detective Conan's Special Agents

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Hello, author, first of all, I sincerely admire your writing and characterization skills. The layout of the book is grand, the foreshadowing is delicate and profound, the characters' life experiences are fully foreshadowed, the atmosphere and plot tension are excellent, the group portraits and the inner layer of the characters are very brilliant. I can feel the effort and thoughtfulness you put into your creation. On this basis, combined with the content of the article, I have several doubts about the foundation of character design, psychological logic, plot metaphors, emotional bonds and the core of creation. I sincerely ask for your advice and discussion: 1. Logical questions about the roots of childhood mood and self-awareness Judging from your description of Mayumi's childhood, she was born with insensitivity to emotions since she was a child. She clearly wanted to care and be close to her loved ones, but she was never able to empathize and express her true emotions from her heart. She even took the initiative to confide this innate trouble to her mother. Her mother was gentle and tolerant, and she never used worldly emotional standards to criticize, preach, or discipline her, nor did she ever put any emotional pressure or moral kidnapping on her. According to the normal laws of human development, under the premise of growing up without external pressure, being fully tolerated by close relatives, and without negative environmental stimulation, people who are born with insensitive emotions and weak empathy will follow their own nature and behave in a self-consistent manner, and will not spontaneously produce the ultimate self-denial and self-rejection such as "I am guilty of original sin and a heartless monster." This is the starting point of Mayumi's entire character image, character and personality, right? When she was young, under the love and care of her mother, there was no external pressure, no additional mental trauma, no negative indoctrination, and no external incentives. She was just born with innate emotional insensitivity, but she was born with a deep sense of guilt that was not in line with the environment in which she was raised and went against the common sense of human nature. Moreover, it existed before her mother died, which ruled out the possibility of the impact of her mother's death. I would like to ask you what kind of hidden psychological reasons you set to allow Mayumi to develop this deep self-disgust that has no external causes, is against nature, and is against the logic of growth in such an atmosphere of growth? 2. The self-consistency question between empathy background and emotional behavior (guilt) in adulthood Following the above character design, she was born with weak empathy, and it was difficult for her to have a natural emotional resonance with the mother who gave birth to her. However, as an adult, she felt extremely heavy and intense guilt for deceiving her lover for eleven years. As she grew older and her mind became more mature, this guilt not only did not fade, but became more serious, causing her to suffer from intense mental internal friction. I am very confused about this and would like to ask you for your creative ideas: How do the two achieve self-consistency between personality and psychological logic, with a background of weak innate empathy for even close relatives, and the extremely strong guilt and internal friction towards lovers in the later period? Is this deep emotional pull just Mayumi's exclusive love for her lover, which has been nurtured by years of companionship, or is there another hidden personality to support it? In addition, she not only feels deeply guilty towards Fang Gu Rei, but also feels indebted to her friend Zhu Fu Jingguang who knows the only secret. She also has a strong desire to protect her descendants, and will deliberately stick to the bottom line in her actions and try not to let her descendants be contaminated with darkness and sin. I'm a little confused about the origin of this mentality: if she has such instinctive empathy and kindness, it should be contrary to the background of innate emotional insensitivity; if it is the only special case, sincere preference and emotional trust, all emotional emphasis should only be attributed to Fangtani Reiichi, whose soul is compatible. , But she released her goodwill to her descendants on a large scale, shouldered many debts, and formed some kind of accomplice alliance. Is this mentality a true empathy from the heart, or is it simply a self-improvement, deliberately proving that she is not indifferent by nature, and a self-motivated emotional filling? 3. Questions about plot metaphors and the final fate of characters Later in the second volume, after watching the performance, Rei Fukutani made this comment: "I did not expect that the adaptation of "Hamlet" would end like that. I felt very sad because I saw that she was not happy. But I can't blame her because I know she has tried her best. . It's just that many people around her didn't try hard enough. No one could help her fly, so I think if someone really stood by her side, maybe the ending would be different - for Hamlet." He clearly didn't know the truth at that time, and unlike Zhu Fu Jingguang, he didn't sense something was wrong, but he looked at the story and evaluated the princess who took revenge in this way. He didn't know that what he fell in love with was the mask carefully designed by Mayumi at that time, but he seemed to really know what Mayumi wanted. It seemed that even she herself had not understood it, or she had a desire hidden in her heart that she dared not express. Rei Fukutani's evaluation is more like a clear metaphor: Mayumi will not go to the tragedy of Hamlet dying alone, betrayed by everyone, holding power but having nothing. Rei Fukiya will become the one who supports her, accompanies her to break out of the abyss, and allows her to truly fly, helping her complete revenge, realize self-salvation, and gain stability and happiness. The second volume also clearly mentions that Mayumi had stood under the Tsubaki tree that night before, and when she saw him smiling at her and about to confess his love, she hopelessly wanted him not to say anything. She knew clearly that this was the most important step in her revenge plan, but at that moment she was overwhelmed by a certain sense of guilt, hoping that he would not be deceived by her. She always seems to think that she is guilty of both her mother and Rei Fangtani. Just as she said "I'm sorry" when she was dreaming in the third volume and was heard by Xiao Ai next to her. You once mentioned that the CP of the two protagonists will end up with HE. You expressed it like this: "For them, everything they have been given since birth is painful and sad. The condition of HE is to dig out everything, scab it, grow new skin, and then still be able to say I do to the world. On this basis, getting married and having children is a divorce. It is possible that the path they have chosen is too far away," and you also said, "If at the end of the writing, it is discovered that the character creation was based on a preconceived value judgment, it would really go against the core purpose of this article." I understand what you mean is that it is not that you set this ending, but that you think this is the ending of the natural development of their relationship. I completely agree that a good character ending should develop naturally in accordance with one's own heart, rather than being forced by the author. But I personally believe that both of them have been traumatized for half their lives and wandered in the dark conspiracy. After the revenge is over and they come out of the abyss, judging from the most instinctive desire of human nature, people who want to save themselves after suffering will often yearn for a plain and stable life to heal the pain of the past. The reason why the secular and stable ending in the eyes of the public is widely spread is that it is a natural selection that conforms to human nature. Deliberate avoidance has become a fixed anti-routine writing method. So I would like to ask you, what is the original core meaning of this metaphorical line from Hamlet spoken by Rei Furuya? In your conception, why do you set up two protagonists who have gone through pain and ultimately stayed away from this kind of ordinary happiness that fits their mood? 4. Conflicting questions about the spiritual bond and emotional sustenance choice of "the same person" In the article, you focus on describing the highly compatible soul aura between the male and female protagonists, as well as the deep spiritual bond that far exceeds that of ordinary lovers. Especially in the second volume, the word "the same person" was used to describe the two of them when they took a group photo at the Hyōtei school after high school graduation. The two were originally the most compatible and closest people to each other. But Mayumi was deeply trapped in the guilt caused by deception eleven years later, and was on the verge of emotional collapse. In the most painful moment of her heart, in the third volume, when her friend Matsuda Jinpei at the same time in the police academy thought that the person she wanted to see was Rei Fukiya, the person she really wanted to confide in and rely on was not the lover Rei Fukiya who she had been with for four years in college, but the only friend who knew the whole truth, her Horatio, and her priest Morofuku Kagemitsu. Combined with the strong spiritual connection between the male and female protagonists, and even the subtle d/s tendency, this kind of emotional choice that violates the "one soul" setting, on the premise of an extremely tight and irreplaceable spiritual bond, isn't it a spiritual alienation and departure from the male protagonist and this two-way soul bond? Even if it's an "atypical love" you mentioned in your copy, there can't be conflicting settings and emotional choices between people with the same soul, right? I would like to ask you, when shaping the psychology of this character, what kind of mental considerations were based on which made Mayumi give up the "identity" of her lover and turn to her friends for emotional salvation? 5. Questions about the core creative purpose of the book From the overall narrative rhythm and role allocation, it can be seen that this work does not purely focus on the love between two people, but prefers a group portrait narrative of the heroine, and does not fully adopt a romance-based writing method that fits the protagonist's true feelings. Since the focus is not on the emotional lines between the male and female protagonists, what is the ideological core and creative purpose of the entire article, which has been serialized to nearly two million words? As I mentioned in the third question, you said, "If you find that the character creation is based on a preconceived value judgment at the end of the writing, it is really contrary to the core purpose of this article." I am very curious about what is the core purpose of this work that you want to express? If you look at this sentence: "The condition of HE is to dig out everything, scab it, and grow new skin, and then still be able to say I do to the world." Does this "say 'I do' to the world" refer to a kind of reconciliation between the character and himself, and past trauma? What do you want to explore is the meaning of revenge itself? Is it the self-salvation of a traumatized person before and after revenge? Or is it the emotional destination on top of lies? Or other deep propositions? I have always wanted to know, what kind of creative concepts and ideological expressions do you want to convey through this group of characters, especially Mayumi's story? I take the liberty to raise many questions, and I apologize for the inconvenience. Thank you for your careful creation, and I wish you all the best and healthy creation in the future.

Ahhhhhh, the teacher is finally back [crying] [crying] [crying]

It's because there is underground under the neon... It can't be the radioactive debris of an atomic bomb, right? [Cover your face and laugh and cry] [Cover your face and laugh and cry] [Cover your face and laugh and cry]

I really want to watch the finale in one breath [Make Me Well]

Mayumi in this state is dangerous and charming, like an abyss that tempts passers-by to stop and stare. Discovering flaws and truth is what Zero should do. I will only be completely enamored of Mayumi's charm [biting handkerchief]

I'm following up on the review. Uh-huh. Please wait for an update [please]

It actually tied. I'm starting school too

Oh no, I've finished reading it and I'll have to wait until August before I can update it😭