Insisting on What I Can't Have

My next novel will be Please Stop Thinking of Me. Please add it to your reading list~

Wen Yu has one of only two cases of the rare golden blood type Rh-null in the entire country.

As it happens, the other person with this blood type is the mother of the guy she's been pursuing for two years without success.

The guy's mother is in a sudden car accident, and her life hangs in the balance.

The aloof heartthrob suddenly shows up at Wen Yu's door, wearing her favorite white shirt and humbling himself to beg her. He looks just like she did when she once confessed her feelings to him in the most pathetic way.

Unable to resist his perfect, stunning face, Wen Yu pokes him in the chest with a fingertip:

"I'll donate blood, on one condition: stay by my side until I get tired of you. Are you in?"

*

Lu Yingze stands on the lecture stage, with every seat below filled.

Cool light falls on his tousled hair. His features are exquisite and flawless, and his eyes, which often lower beneath his brows, carry an air of cold detachment.

When the speech ends, a crowd of girls rushes over to him, offering flowers, confessing their feelings, handing him water, and cheering.

He grips his phone tightly, his cold gaze fixed on the photo of a room key card sent by the girl in the chat. His feelings shift from helplessness to submission, and finally to self-loathing.

Only he knows that, despite being surrounded by applause, flowers, and admiration in public, in private he's no more than a caged bird, unable to control his own fate.

They came together for mutual benefit, and parted when the benefits ran out.

The year he graduated, Lu's mother died of illness. At last, he heard the girl's casual words: "I'm tired of you. You're free now."

*

When his friends heard he was free again, they eagerly arranged a party to celebrate on a rainy night.

But in the bitter wind and rain, they saw him with his hair tousled and drifting in the breeze, his eyes hollow as he downed one glass of hard liquor after another.

He had always been composed and self-controlled, never once losing his composure like this. Everyone who witnessed that scene later looked back on it with a sigh.

Some still remember what he said when he got drunk, lost control, and spoke with red-rimmed eyes:

"No."

"It's that, for the sake of love, even freedom can be cast aside."

[Coming Soon]

Please Stop Thinking of Me

Launching in September~

Li Sheng rose to fame at a young age, but her career was ruined after she crossed paths with the madman Qi Yanchuan.

Qi Yanchuan has power and influence, and a notorious reputation. From the day she fell into his hands, Li Sheng never thought she'd be able to escape.

But a car accident gave her life a new turn:

Qi Yanchuan lost his memory. He remembered everyone except her.

She pretended to throw herself at the madman's hospital bed and wailed theatrically: "You said you'd love me forever. I don't believe you could forget me."

Qi Yanchuan pushed her away coldly. "Have some self-respect. I don't know you."

But to make sure the vicious bastard wasn't just putting on an act, Li Sheng put on a lovesick front and brought him chicken soup for over half a month.

Qi Yanchuan found her even more irritating. "You're a nuisance. Don't show up in front of me again. I could never like you."

*

Li Sheng promptly got out of there and moved to another city, planning to return to her old line of work. But after years away from society, it wasn't easy to break back into show business.

To make ends meet, she had no choice but to try livestreaming first and build up a following to raise her profile.

She tried mukbang livestreams, but threw up halfway through one.

She tried game streaming, but got berated by her teammates and cried halfway through.

In the end, she gave up and decided to become a suggestive streamer. But no one told her how to be suggestive. Did she just have to wear less and dance around?

Got it.

After all that effort, a dance video sent her straight from the suggestive-streamer category to the comedy category. Every day, people teamed up just to laugh at her.

Li Sheng couldn't take it anymore. That very night, she put on a full face of makeup and a miniskirt to regain some dignity.

No one expected her face to be what made her famous!

*

One day, after regaining his memories, Qi Yanchuan watched the girl dance seductively in her livestream and crushed the wineglass in his hand.

That very night, he kicked open her door. The girl was dressed in a sexy sailor outfit and about to start streaming. She trembled so much she could barely stand. "What are you doing?"

Qi Yanchuan pulled her into his arms, his expression dark. "Who are you planning to show this ridiculous outfit to?"

"You... I'll show you," Li Sheng said.

Qi Yanchuan: "All right, sweetheart. Then could you turn off the livestream first?"

Li Sheng: ???

Viewers: Who the hell are you? Shut up and let go of my wife!

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