Among the Thorns

Some things I talked about with readers on Weibo (containing spoilers): 1 Reader: I want to see the days after Xialu. Me: I think this needs to be imagined. Whatever life you imagine she will lead, I think that is the life she will lead. Just like I think she will be very painful and spend her whole life unable to let go. She will help Ah Cuo complete some unfinished life events, such as providing for his grandfather in old age and attending his funeral. I think she would even break up with her mother because of Ah Cuo. Because her mother always thought Ah Cuo was a bad boy. This was something she couldn't bear. (Rather than loving her mother, it is better to say that Xia Lu needs her mother. She needs the convenience and protection brought by her mother, which is also determined by the environment in which she grew up.) 2 Reader: She should be a little relieved to have returned to China. Want to see how the boy she likes so much is doing now? Me: She was a little relieved when she returned to China. To be more precise, she was used to it. But the most terrifying thing was that when she was about to let go but not yet, when she was at peace but still not completely relieved, she learned the most earth-shattering truth. 3 Reader: If Song Cui hadn't lied to her in the first place, she would never have gone abroad. Me: Yes, this is a cycle. A strict point is: she will not leave easily. And he knew she wouldn't, so he found a way to make her have to leave. All because of love. 4 Readers: Zhou Zhou said that Zheng Ying doesn't have a real friend around him, so tears... Me: Yes. No one is really nice to him, others are just afraid of him or look down on him from the bottom of their hearts. 5 Reader: He grew up in an environment where no one could unconditionally love or choose him. Me: His character is also the reason why no one wants to get close to him. It was written in the article that one thing Song Cui was wrong about was that he didn't regard his younger brother as a human being... I forgot the original words. But Zheng Ying will regard his brothers as human beings. About Zheng Ying's ending: Although I haven't written it out, Zheng Ying is already a psychopath to me. He is mentally ill without knowing it. His ending is the tragic climax of his person, although it is brushed aside. His mother was in a vegetative state, and he could not accept this. He personally removed his mother's oxygen tube and committed matricide. Matricide is the transformation into demonization. But he ended up with the same fate as his mother. 6 Reader: I'm actually afraid that he will wake up eventually. Me: No, he will be in a vegetative state until death.

If I can't publish a book, can I write some extras?

The cover has been changed again. Is the physical version finalized?

Ah Cuo is a good boy who wants to marry a bride

Three brushes have always been my top 1

Good boys get brides, bad boys go to heaven

He died before he reached adulthood and stayed at 17 forever.

Song Cuicao, be brave next time and be nice to Ah Lu. Zheng Ying, please atone for your sins in this life and live a good life with your mother in the next life.

Bad boys and good girls go to heaven together

When I saw Song looking at the band-aid given by Xia Lu, I didn't dare to look down. I knew that there would be a beautiful story between them, and I also knew that the final ending would be be. Although I already knew that the final ending would be unsatisfactory, when I saw Song deliberately pushing Xia away at the airport, his last look at the airport, the last page of the diary, tears still came to my eyes. Song is not dark, he has a warm heart.