-You Are the Savior Who Ruined My Life-
[Blurb One]:
The bar was dimly lit that night. A friend pointed somewhere on the dance floor and said, "That's the woman Jiang Sui just started dating."
Zhou Liuguang looked up through the haze of smoke and saw a woman swaying against Jiang Sui's shoulder. She wore a skimpy black dress, her long hair loose, and a firework tattoo bloomed across her shoulder. With her back to him, she seemed a little mysterious.
When the song ended, Jiang Sui led her over and introduced her to Zhou Liuguang.
Their eyes met. Her winged eyeliner gave her a wild allure, but the look in her eyes was full of disdain that kept everyone at arm's length.
Zhou Liuguang's heart clenched.
He knew the girl who used to go bare-faced and love wearing white dresses would never come back.
"You used to eat strawberries. Now you smoke strawberry-flavored cigarettes."
[Blurb Two]:
A small town. Backward, narrow-minded, and full of prejudice...
Here, girls like Xia Xun don't have to do a thing. They're put on a pedestal for their beauty, and criticized just as much for it.
How should one describe Liuguang?
Later, Xia Xun heard a song called "Strawberries & Cigarettes": cigarettes and strawberries, that's what you taste like.
Your sweetness made me infatuated, and your danger made me addicted.
I thought you were my savior. Sadly, you were the savior who ruined my life.
From then on, I believed only in my own ability to save myself. I made myself my own deity, not to save all humanity, but to save myself.
Characters: A sensitive, stubborn, fragile girl × a ruthless, quiet, dangerous boy
Two beautiful, tragic souls. Genre: HE | Small-town life & redemption & angst & from school to the city
"You Are the Savior Who Ruined My Life" comes from Lee Hi's lyrics.
The above was written in October 2021, revised on June 25, 2022, and revised again on January 19, 2023.
Theme: Love is a process of finding yourself
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It's so beautiful. I haven't read such a touching article in a long time. It's sad but also very warm.
I can't sleep. Let me write down some thoughts after reading this story. This book often feels like I won't be able to read it anymore. The early stage is too sad and I finally read it again when it was sweeter. I always shed tears several times while watching it. When I read this book, I always think of "In the Thorns", Xia Lu, Song Cui, and mistakenly thought of Zheng Ying. But fortunately, the ending of this book is good and satisfactory. I like Xia Xun very much. She was born in winter but her name is Xia Tian. There is already a contrast here. I like Xia Xun, even the slightly cowardly Xia Xun in the past. She is very strong and occasionally fragile. After all, she is only a teenage girl. It is too much to bear malice. She does not dare to gamble for her own future. It is obvious that they are the ones who should go to hell, not Xia Xun and lose the future with them. She also clearly knows that no one can help her, not even the teacher can rely on except Zhou Liuguang. I like Xia Xun so much when she grows up, she is very feminine. She chose to broaden her horizons to see the mountains and rivers. Even if she lost her lover's ability, she could not let go and was always in pain. She did not choose to stop her progress. When she was young, she knew that she should study hard in that difficult environment. When she grew up, she continued to improve herself in an excellent environment. She had a tenacious energy in her body. No matter how she fell in love with Zhou Liuguang, at least in the end of their love and reconciliation, she slowly learned to soften and became more lovely than when she was young. Being loved seems to have a backer, no matter then or now, she deserves to be loved. Zhou Liuguang has also been burdened with too much. He has been alone until today, his mother committed suicide, his sister was abducted, and his father abandoned him. In the end, he even had to face the truth alone and was broken. When he was still immature, he chose to use revenge to help Xia Xun. It was extreme but very painful for him. Countless self-separation could not overcome the fact that he loved Xia Xun. He took her to watch the snow and set off fireworks for her. Zhou Liuguang, who doesn't know how to love, did secretly express his love to Xia Xun. The two of them are quite cute. He even remembers this agreement all the time. After the reunion, even if he knew that Xia Xun was seeking revenge on him, he was willing to surrender to her. At first, I couldn't understand this kind of purposeful approach to Xia Xun. But in fact, the two of them used each other at the beginning. Later, they fell in love very deeply. Xia Xun's grandma was really touched. She was older and deaf and mute, and she brought up Xia Xun. Give her a good life as much as possible, even in a difficult way. Grandma is really great. In the end, grandma's departure really made me collapse. And my mother, if her mother had not come back, I don't know what Xia Xun would have done after so much. Fortunately, her mother did not let her go and gave her a better life. Even when Xia Xun told the story of the two of them, including how Zhou Liuguang's father became like that, she never complained or stopped Xia Xun. She also has a tenacious and gentle temperament. And Huang Zhining, she was always a very good girl who dared to love and hate. In the end, she was still doing something for the world even if she lost her true love. She awakened Zhou Liuguang and Xia Xun. In fact, she was also very painful. The person she loved most was no longer around. I also liked Zhou Liuguang's uncle in this book. He was a good uncle and helped Zhou Liuguang a lot. Even if he lacked the skills to teach him to love, everyone is complicated. But Zhou Wanyu, you interpreted everyone's complexity very well, which made me love and hate him at the same time. I hope that the people I mentioned can continue to be happy and experience the sweetness of life instead of the suffering. I also hope that Zhou Wanyu's life will be happy every day. See you in the next book~
It's okay. If you're tired, just rest first. We've been waiting for you. See you next year.
Love has its own destiny. I hope Zhou Liuguang and Xia Xun will continue to love each other. (BGM here: Lin Zixiang's "Dare to Love, Dare to Do")
Oh my god, so beautiful!!!
Zhou, I really want to know your thoughts on creating Ji Tianya. He is bad but not that bad. But in my opinion, he was one of the sources of campus violence that Xia Xun suffered at that time. I know people are contradictory, but I always feel that his ending should be a little worse than it is now. When I read the previous chapters, I always wondered if he could die quickly. I feel so sorry for Xia Xun. I hope Ji Tianya's ending is the same as Zheng Ying. Although Xia Xun is relieved, it is too painful.
"May I be like the stars and the moon, with bright lights every night." Xia Xun and Zhou Liuguang in the parallel world will definitely be happy.
Sprinkling flowers with tears, I hope Ayu and Xiaoxun will always be happy. See you next year!
24.10.17