Sit Down and Look Out the Window

Sadly, when I clicked in, I was attracted by the comment quote "Afraid of the kitten leaving" because it reminded me of a conversation I had with my boyfriend two months ago. We have been in a long-distance relationship since we went to college. Except for winter and summer vacations, our money only allowed us to see each other once every semester. He has an enviable and healthy family relationship, so he chose to stay in Guangzhou in the province for college. I like adventure and exploring the world independently, so I came to Suzhou despite my family's objections. I said that there is no future for me to stay at home all my life, so no one from my family has been to my school or even Jiangsu Province since I entered college. Last month, my mother went to Shanghai on a business trip. This was the closest my family got to me. I said don't be annoying, I'm tired of taking care of myself. Obviously this kind of long-distance love will never end. According to my study plan, I will appear in the UK next September and continue to explore my world alone. In two or three years, I go to a different place and I won't come back. However, at this time our money is completely insufficient to support our emotional needs. In fact, since the admission notice came out, or since we met each other, we have been deeply aware of our differences in this aspect, but we have just avoided talking about it and have been looking forward to a turnaround. He thought that one day I would suddenly look away and say that I was so tired that I should go home. I thought that he suddenly became interested in the lands outside Guangdong and said that I decided to accompany you to go out and see. We talk about everything, our tastes are almost exactly the same, and whatever dish we order at any restaurant will be what the other party decides to eat. He is a very responsible and tolerant person. I like to lose my temper very much. I have been used to being the emperor at home since I was a child. I am particularly good at giving orders and making things difficult. But he took it all. Obviously I have much more savings than he does, but he buys me whatever I want, and he can spend it all on me if he has a hundred yuan to spare. We are soulmates who are in tune, but there is an imperfect gap here. After my family discussed my plan to study in the UK next year, I said that I never dared to think about it. Every time I thought about it, I realized that we were doomed. I'm anxious. He said are you thinking about leaving me and not wanting me anymore, or are you thinking about continuing to be with me. I said I've been thinking about how you could come over and stay with me. He said of course I will come to play with you, but I won't stay too long or leave too far. I can't survive where you want to be. I said I know you won't stay outside with me, you can't bear to leave them, and I don't have the money to keep you by my side, but I don't want you to leave, and I want you to stay with me all the time. He said that if you have to face it, if you can't bear it anymore, just mention it to me. I have no choice. You can't take mine away, you can only raise me here, or I'll raise you when you come back. I am not someone who loses his fighting spirit easily. I am curious about everything and I will never stay where I am. I would never do that. I said, it's like we are raising a kitten. We are now thinking about how to give the kitten immortality, but no matter how we think about it, we can only think of a funeral. But I don't want him to die. He said, I don't want to either, maybe this is fate.

A very suitable passage for publication. The sentence "I don't have any kittens anymore" made me cry for a long time.

No, my friend, the first sentence stunned me.

I haven't seen an essay in Jinjiang for many years. Such sincere writing.

Everyone who owns cats and dogs has already planted the seeds of sadness.

But I think the kitten will also feel very happy when meeting you.

There was a kitten at home who cried out loudly.

Oioioi I didn't expect that my wife had written about Shen Jian! I took a big bite!

I also like kittens, and I'm also afraid of kittens leaving

Watching it late at night makes the pillow wet from crying