[Qing Dynasty] Transmigration Diary

First of all, I would like to thank Shaoyao Da for writing such an article. It is rare for me to read an 800,000-word article in one sitting after work. Moreover, it is a fanfic and I have not read the original work. However, I read this book at 3 a. M. Yesterday afternoon when I woke up and read it in one breath. I couldn't put it down until the ending of Four Eyes. Secondly, I saw in the following article that Dada doesn't seem to be in very good condition. I really hope that Dada can be physically and mentally healthy! The author is more or less an ordinary person with keen senses. However, although overloaded emotional thoughts can become amazing words, they can occasionally become a physical and mental burden. I still want to be healthy, safe and happy in reality! [1. The resilience of survival] Xu Mingwen is the toughest and strongest woman in my heart after reading online articles for so many years. This book is also the most soul-stirring text I have ever read. In online articles, I have seen girls from romantic fairy tales who are gentle, cool, cute, smart, intelligent, etc. I have also seen those powerful, shining, lone wolf-like female protagonists. I like them, and I also like fairy tales. When Gein is reading, I often cover my ears and eyes to block out the outside world. I know clearly that I am immersed in this warm virtual text, just like hiding in the safe zone I have built for myself. However, this story keeps breaking the shell of the safe zone, making me must see the reality outside. Because of the bloody truth, I saw Mingwen's resilience from the bottom of her heart. She is a person who cannot be truly destroyed, just like a new branch, which can be broken, but will still be connected. The same goes for Mingwen, her spine can actually be broken, but she still lives on; her lower limit can be very low for survival, but she still strives to survive; maybe later she also doubts whether the so-called "true self" and the former "soul" have been wiped out in the endless struggle of fate, or have been swallowed up and alienated, but she has always struggled with the things that want to strangle her to the end, until there is no retreat. In fact, even in the ending of Four Eyes, in my heart, I feel that Mingwen has always retained the original part of her. For example, she did not really occupy Nanxiang. The two girls were called Huihui. She trained them to be as strong as herself... If she was really completely swallowed, it would not be like this. As long as she still has some original intention, it is the anchor point that the idealistic plain text gave me. Maybe this is a Ship of Theseus paradox. How far has the alienation reached that the plain text is no longer plain text. I am a narrow-minded protagonist, and I would rather struggle than die; I would rather ruin my heart than let her be bullied again; I would rather eat people when she can't avoid it, than want her to be eaten again. In the third episode, I saw many sisters commenting on the explanatory text, which I might as well be dead. Actually, I can understand it... But everyone's views on things are formed by their personal experiences. I will think of what Da Da wrote in the first chapter. The general idea is that when people really experience near death, they will burst out with an extreme desire for life, so that they will give up many of their previous persistence. For example, the scarred Zhan Zhao will start to live with the light; after Takako truly feels the danger of destroying his family, he will choose to betray. I thought the same way. I once had a desire for relief from death and tried to take a lot of psychotropic drugs to relieve myself. However, after I recovered from that, it gradually turned into an extreme desire for life. It was really painful when I watched the third episode. I know that Mingwen's life is painful and twisted, with endless tears and humiliation, especially when she becomes such a down-and-out old man later on, but I still want her to be alive. In fact, what are you doing living like this? Jiang Si was still found later, but at least he fought to stay alive until the last moment, and at least he left the note "Open Source Restaurant". Mingwen, you are really amazing... I really want to go in and hug her. [2. Officials, merchants and people and ideals] From the first week to the fourth week, I actually felt that it was getting darker every time. In the first episode, the blood behind the fairy tales in Qingtian officialdom was dripping with blood, but Mingwen and Nanxiang were still martyrs for their freedom and ideals; in the second episode, Qingtian officialdom retained a trace of fairy tales, but because of this retention, it swallowed up part of Mingwen's self, ideals and freedom. Therefore, she is bound to the symbol of the blue sky shown to the people; the three-week eye, the destruction of romantic fairy tales due to the collusion of officials and businessmen, alienated the appearance of Mingwen; the four-week eye, seems gentler than the three-week eye, but the alienation of the spiritual level of Mingwen should be the most complete. In my purely personal, irresponsible and over-interpreted understanding, this book has four core characters with symbolic significance: ①Mingwen - represents the general public (including common people and subordinate officials, etc.), Who survive in black and white, and move upward in chaos. The ideals, kindness, malice, desire, sinking, struggle, strength, and weakness of all living beings are intertwined with her. On this basis, she has more "female" characteristics. She is just like the bugs and humans in "The Three-Body Problem". She is weak but longs for strength, she is easy to die but wants to live. She makes the officialdom and capital feel that they can be manipulated at will. However, in the long history, this group of the weakest people has always been high-spirited and never really stopped. The cattails are weak but have a resilience higher than the sky. This is true for human beings, and even more so for women among humans. ② Zhan Zhao - officialdom, so he has a fierce, sanctimonious side with his fangs exposed, but also an idealistic side that serves the country and the people. It always appears in an attitude of protecting civilians. In front of Mingwen, he appears to be the side that is biased and can protect her more. However, in fact, it is precisely because he sees the value of Mingwen that Capital smells the smell and comes to knock Mingwen's bones and marrow to support this official. ③Jiang Ping - Capital, at first, made the general public feel honest and harmless, and even a little bit good, but the closer you get, the more you realize that it is dark and insidious. Businessmen's pursuit of profits without justice, more than officials, is capital's own way of survival. It knows best how to knock the general public's bones and suck their marrow out. It looks so honest, gentle and smiling, but it is the sharpest killing knife. ④Nanxiang - Spiritual Utopia, the 1st and 2nd episodes save the public, the 3rd episode is numb and sinking, the 4th episode represents the clear alienation of the masses, and she goes far away and goes in the opposite direction. Nanxiang is the "hometown in the south" that Mingwen has always wanted to return to. Mingwen and Nanxiang parted ways in the fourth week, and Mingwen seemed to have forgotten the hometown she came from. In fact, this idea originated from a plot in the third episode, where Jiang Ping began to persuade Zhan Zhao to kill Mingwen. Why? Was it because the explicit plea for mercy had shaken Zhan Zhao and allowed him to revive his conscience? From my point of view, firstly, Mingwen seems to have been squeezed out of almost all his value, and he has almost sucked the land; secondly, the officials represented by Zhan Zhao have become stronger by that time, and the barely balanced power of their government-business collusion alliance is about to be broken. Mingwen (or the general public she represents, or the common people) surrenders to the officials, which will suddenly make the officials realize that this seems to be a better way. At this time, the conditions are ripe for sanctioning capital, secondly, more capital can be extracted, and thirdly, the official's image as a blue sky can be maintained in the eyes of the people. Overthrow capital, the government and the people will live in harmony, and all the filth of the past will be washed away. It seems that the people will not remember the old history of government and businessmen colluding to squeeze them. For the officials, this is a good ending! Capital is aware of this, so it wants to quickly get rid of the surrendered people before the officials figure it out, so that the officials can give up the illusion of "making decisions for the people, and the blue sky is the master", and stabilize the cooperation between government and business. Combined with the three or four eyes, and continuing this view, there is no way for the common people to win over the officials and businessmen. The only way is for her to become an official and become a more ruthless and black official, so that she can avenge her former self. I feel that from the moment Mingwen sang the Internationale, her symbolic significance as a general public disappeared, because if she remained there, she would not be able to continue the struggle. [3. Women moving upward] The same goes for the struggle between men and women other than the class struggle in the article. We often feel that Mingwen is sometimes a spiritual man. The closest thing she has to a spiritual man is the fourth round and the second round. In these two rounds, she won. I often wonder if it is the same as before. In the same way, among the various prerequisites in the article, at that moment, it was clearly stated that Zhan and Jiang (and even her subordinates were actually men) were to be defeated in a fight. She could only survive and suppress the fight by alienating herself into men first from the physical to the spiritual level. This is a kind of helplessness, but also a reality. In those days, women were the women in their stereotypes, so she had to give up part of the woman in order to win against them. Mingwen fought very hard. She had an inner struggle between men and women, people and officials, but she always maintained a fighting attitude. I think it will be the same even in modern times a thousand years later. People who want to strive for upward power and freedom will have to give up some attributes of the original group. These attributes are formed by society and may not be innate. For example, those long-term disciplines and breaking those physical and mental shackles can get the same power treatment as the oppressors. This process is going against the current and must be accompanied by entanglement and pain. Mingwen is always fighting, which is a quality I admire about her. As a long-term romance reader, I actually noticed many moments that tempted me to fall while reading the articles. I even thought about what the direction of this would be if it were an ordinary romance article. For example, in the most depraved and numb area of ​​my heart, I would have thoughts such as "It would have been better if I had not fallen in love with Jiang Ping", "It would have been better if I had not abandoned Zhan Zhao", "Maybe it was like Jiang Ping said, he would be gentler if he didn't lie to him", "It hurts too much to resist, so just be a lady", "It's hard to be confused in life" and other such thoughts, these thoughts will soon be refuted by my own brain. But like sycamore catkins, they floated out from nowhere and landed on my nose. While I was leaking these thoughts, I despised myself for having these thoughts. Mingwen's experience and the following plot can always shatter these thoughts, and the author's writing style shreds every lucky moment that I try to fall into. My mind, like my body, has gravity, and it keeps tempting me to fall. Falling is comfortable and indulgent, while climbing is hard and tiring, and requires restraint with the mind. Keep going up, no matter why, as long as you keep going up and keep dancing, one day those sycamore-like temptations will disappear. I saw a sentence in another article I followed recently: If you don't take responsibility, you will often lose your power in the end. I firmly believe that Wenwen Township must be a place of loss of power, no matter what field or group (the Tianlong people are not included in this discussion, or in fact, those who are unwilling to take responsibility will be reduced to the bottom of the Tianlong people, although they can carry out dimensionality reduction attacks on civilians). Therefore, Mingwen has always wanted her own future, and she has always had to fight to find her own way. Whether she is alienated or unclear, I hope she can keep fighting and making progress. I hope that those who are oppressed or those who are oppressed will stand up on their own, move upward, use everything they can use, and seize everything they can to move upward. From an ideal level, I believe in the power of the sky; from a fairy tale level, I believe in the power of emotions; from a practical level, I just believe in the power of the individual. Finally, there is a lot I want to say, but I don't know what to say. I think I will remember this article for a long time... The power of words is moving, and the power of words to trigger people from all over the world to think together is even more shocking. This is the first time I write a long review, and it is written in such a long and verbose way that it makes the reader laugh. I still want to wish the author good health, peace and happiness.

Xingkong Island was massacred if line: Xingkong Island was slaughtered as one of the two big money bags, and the Five Rats were imprisoned. Xu Mingwen was a nostalgic person, and he happily took Jiang Si as his fresh little lover, imprisoned and raised him. At first, he struggled, whipped him, and gave him medicine. During the night, he had sex with his anus open several times. So docile! A lot more honest Often in the evening, Jiang Si would be dressed up carefully, loaded into a carriage, and sent to some of the most prosperous restaurants to socialize. Jiang Si was very familiar with those places. In his early years, when he was walking on this street, no one would greet him with a smile on his face and call him respectfully. Now he came back and stood beside Xu Mingwen, pouring wine for others, talking to others, and facing the interested eyes of the businessmen who once looked up to him. Some of the bolder ones stretched out their hands to touch his cheeks, saying that he was well-maintained and looked even more delicate than the average guy from an innocent family. The former big businessman wanted to play with him and many people humiliated him. Xu Mingwen would only pick the valuable ones and push Jiang Si out to accompany him. During the dinner, if Jiang Si became active for a moment and scorned the guests, Xu Mingwen raised his hands and smacked his lips in public. Beat Jiang Si until stars appear in his eyes "Go down and rest, don't make any trouble." Jiang Si lived in a small pavilion in the backyard and ate plain food, saying that vegetarianism nourishes people. He washes the front and back several times a day, cleans the residue from the folds, and then stuffs it with cotton soaked in perfume. Take specific fragrant pills every day so that his stools are fragrant. Once, a well-read poetry and well-informed adult told Xu Mingwen that Jiang Si's anus was too messy and needed to be reorganized into a neat image, like blooming petals, which was particularly elegant. Xu Mingwen was convinced and hired an experienced woman to repair Jiang Si's petals. "Brother, please don't move around. If you move too hard, it won't look good if it gets crooked." Fine tingling pains came one after another. Jiang Si gritted his teeth and never screamed. There were no words spoken in the room, only the sound of needle and thread piercing flesh. Wenpo's hands were extremely steady and her sewing movements were neat. She would occasionally stop to adjust something before continuing. I don't know how long it has been "Okay, stay away from water for the next few days and apply medicine every day. Seven days will be enough." Xu Mingwen filled a bowl of warm red date soup, sat down next to Jiang Si's couch, and smiled. "They said they've patched up your flaws and made you more elegant in the future." He scooped up a spoonful and handed it to Jiang Si's mouth. "Eat it. I do it for your own good. When it is raised, I will love you even more." "Eat it!!! Little prostitute who sells your butt!!! Don't know how to show appreciation!!!" Xu Mingwen would always have someone come in with some news from the prison to Jiang Si every now and then. He said that his eldest brother is still strong, his second brother is in pain from an old illness, his third brother is awkward, and his fifth brother is still willing to drink porridge. He also said that if Jiang Si was willing to socialize well and wait for the limelight to pass, he would find a reason to let them go and let them go back to the countryside to be good citizens. If it doesn't bring harm to his family, it can be considered that he is nostalgic for his old friendship. Jiang Si did not believe Xu Mingwen. But it's true that brothers are alive Until that night, Xu Mingwen sent someone to blindfold Jiang Simi into a dark room and asked him to serve the guests as usual. Jiang Si knelt obediently beside the couch, spread his legs and finished the work. Listening to the man's breathing and smelling the man's clothes, he felt that the smell was vaguely familiar. After finishing the work, Jiang Si did not move or speak for a long time. He raised his hand tremblingly and took off the veil from his face at the risk of being beaten. In front of him was something he was very familiar with, the flesh and blood of his own brother. The nephews and nieces were all put to good use by Xu Ming's cultural relics. They were all raised with tender skin and tender flesh, and smiles on their faces. They had already been trained into treasures in the romantic field and sent to the banquets of dignitaries. "Jiang Ping, the red jade man, how do you feel about your family? You have always loved them, and now you are kissing them. Isn't it a beautiful thing?" Then one day, Xu Mingwen said that he had taken care of everything and could let Bai Yutang out first. It's just that before he was released from prison, he had to have a small operation - cleanly remove the roots. This will save you from causing trouble in the countryside and causing trouble in the future. On the day Bai Yutang was released, Jiang Si changed into plain clothes and sat waiting for him in a teahouse outside the city. It should be a happy moment for brothers to reunite. However, Jiang Si looked at the other party's empty robe and said nothing for a while. Bai Yutang was castrated and became a castrated rat. "Fourth brother, I didn't expect to see you before I die." Bai Yutang raised his hand and hugged Jiang Si, just like when they were children. Then he took off the old cloth belt from his waist and wrapped it around the beam. Before standing on it, he turned back and took a deep look at Jiang Si. Xu Mingwen sat in the dark, watching this scene through a curtain, his eyes full of interest. Someone beside him whispered unbearably: "If this continues, I'm afraid he won't be able to hold on." Xu Mingwen sipped his tea slowly: "No. He still has brothers. One is dead, and there are three left. This thing is enough to play with for a long time."

I read this book in three days at a stretch. During the reading process, I sometimes laughed and sometimes cried. All kinds of words turned into a wisp of smoke when it finally ended, leaving me not knowing how to speak. First of all, I really want to thank Goddess Peony for creating such a piece of work that is both thoughtful and story-telling. I was a little worried when I saw Zuo Yan. I wonder how the goddess is doing now. Is she feeling better? You must be safe, healthy and live a long life. A good body is the capital of everything. Just like Xu Mingwen, he does everything possible to strengthen his body. Only with a good body can he continue to do what he wants to do. It's been a long time since I've written a literary review. After much deliberation, I finally picked out a few points in the book that impressed me most: "Exploitation and Alienation" 1. Women's alienation and exploitation Xu Mingwen is a very special woman. She has a world view and knowledge in the 21st century. She was forced to disguise herself as a man in the Northern Song Dynasty and live as a man. The first person in the article has a strong sense of substitution, almost completely peeling off the character to look at it clearly - under the patriarchal and feudal system, in order to survive, Xu Mingwen was oppressed and eliminated his female identity and identity, thus transforming into a man who stands on the side of the man. Those who have vested interests have become a spiritual "male". For example, Xu Mingwen, the second Zhou Dynasty, became the prime minister, completely indulged in eating, drinking, gambling, and even had the same orientation and thoughts as men, and became a member of the "male". This is the first kind of alienation of women. The second type of alienation is objectification. For example, Xu Mingwen, a three-week-old woman, has completely become a vessel for men to demonstrate their power, becoming a creepy "good wife and mother". Every word is about eating people, every sentence is crying blood, a person is completely objectified, and the body becomes nourishment and props, but the thinking is still a "human" thinking. He is exploited and oppressed, his bones are broken and his marrow is sucked out. Like countless women in history, they become a handful of loess to help people climb higher, and finally die tragically. Xu Wenming didn't want to be oppressed to become one of them or the exploited, so she could only strip off her female identity and become a male. She would be alienated and exploited on both sides, but it was always more possible for a male than a female. Men oppress women, and women oppress women. Under patriarchal rules and feudal systems, women are often willing to stand on men's side. This is also the case today. As long as you don't become an exploited person, it doesn't matter whether your natural position is male or female. It is always just a material that can be used to help those in power. There are not many women in history who have stood in high positions to defend the status of men. To defend men is more often to "protect their own interests." Just like Xu Mingwen, she knows that doing so is harmful to female compatriots, but so what, she can gain benefits, so she loses sympathy for others for the sake of profit, making people completely become tools. Even with 21st century thinking, they cannot break away from the limitations of productivity under their feet and are assimilated by the times. This is the alienation and exploitation of women in the book. 2. Human alienation and exploitation Since human society entered feudal society, production relations have changed, and classes have emerged. The emergence of classes has created the country. The contradiction between landlords and peasants in feudal society is closely related to their productive forces. No matter how many Kaifeng prefectures Xu Mingwen's bureaucratic group belongs to, It is absolutely impossible for Bao Qingtian to successfully crack down on gangs and eliminate evil, so Xu Mingwen's hard work in the first, second and third episodes can only temporarily save some people. This is the shortcoming of the system and the limitations of the times. Faced with the cruel reality, Xu Mingwen also embarked on two paths: idealism and realism. Xu Mingwen, who was a trafficker until her death, was undoubtedly an idealist with a strong will and a very charming personality. She was unwilling to bow to power from beginning to end, and was exploited, oppressed and died tragically at the hands of others while she was being objectified. Xu Mingwen, the 24-year-old boy, accepted this alienation and obeyed it. With unfettered power, he became a ghost that exploited people. He completely assimilated in his thoughts and behaviors and became a slave of power and desire. He lost himself. This is also a kind of alienation. As Bao Xiang said, everyone who reaches this position will rot in the end, no matter how innocent they were before, without exception. Similarly, the exploitation and oppression of workers does not distinguish between genders, but women naturally pay more than men, and the alienation is more serious. People are the sum of all social relationships, and in this era, in that kind of society, no one can be alone. Xu Mingwen is, Zhan Zhao is, everyone is. Even now, even under relatively strict institutional control, power can still alienate people into ghosts, because resources are limited, and people's desires are infinite, and in the face of absolute interests, most people still cannot change their fate of becoming stepping stones. In feudal times, When building a society, the landowners suck out the bones, and in the capitalist society, the capitalists squeeze out the surplus value. No matter where they are, in a macro sense, people are still tools of alienation, but the alienation and exploitation have been packaged, and they have become no longer brutal and bloody, but more silently deadly. After the industrial revolution, clocks appeared, and people's time began to alienate. Different time flow rates became a unified standard, education and work became assembly line production, and every minute and every second was clearly marked with price. If you peel away the modern appearance and look inside, you will find that some things have not changed much. Are humans standing still? This is the discussion point for the next title 3. People and the world Xu Mingwen's moral level in many movies has no fixed limit, which is normal, but no matter which movie it is, Xu Mingwen has a unified purpose: to live freely and comfortably. This can also be called - liberating yourself. In order to liberate himself, Xu Mingwen broke away from his female identity, because women had no possibility of being liberated in that era. In order to liberate himself, Xu Mingwen climbed to a high position and became a part of all exploiters, relying on exploiting others to achieve "self-liberation." She remembers the Internationale and the ideal of great harmony that liberates mankind, but has she successfully liberated herself? Of course it didn't work out. The limitations of the times, the limitations of individuals, the limitations of productivity, etc., All need to be promoted by the development of productivity. Only by solving oppression and exploitation can we take a step towards liberating mankind. When Xu Mingwen and Zhan Zhao learned that all their efforts were useless, they both fell into a situation of meaninglessness. In fact, no one can push the entire human race forward by himself. In most cases, batches of sacrifices were made to build up the upward ladder. The purpose was to achieve the "Great Harmony" world originally conceived, without oppression and exploitation, to realize everyone's freedom and liberation, and to reach the "freedom kingdom" from the "kingdom of necessity". Most people just make materials for that ladder. Zhan Zhao knows that Zhan Zhao cannot accept it and Zhan Zhao is crazy. Xu Mingwen knows that Xu Wenming tried to resist but still failed. But what Xu Mingwen does better than Zhan Zhao is: she is pragmatic and not a purely theoretical idealist. She mostly focuses on tangible interests, so she can persist. In the third episode, after killing Zhan Zhao, Xu Mingwen wanted to see more places instead of dying. It was not only a nostalgia between life and death, but also a way for her to liberate herself. Live well, go out and see the world more. This is what I highly recommend everyone to do when you are trapped in nothingness. Go out, see more, and find your original appearance. It is not a tool, not a fuel, but a pure, capitalized person. People are the purpose itself. Don't lose yourself in the torrent of the times, don't be alienated into tools and monsters, maintain the anger that belongs to humans, and the anger that belongs to women. Like Xu Mingwen, who is constantly resisting, never go into that good night gently. After a lot of verbosity, I finally wish the author, everyone and myself, good health and peace, and live up to the years ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

It makes me want to embroider the red flag all night long, praise the Party, and thank the Party for allowing me to live in modern times [covering my face and crying]

The experience of finishing this book is very good, the plots of several episodes are very rich, and I enjoyed watching it. The author's outline shows that the plot is very sophisticated, with various allegorical analyses, and the criticism is not the most vulgar. However, the heinous behavior of both men and women in this article is disgusting enough, and it has formed another intertext, with great tension and bloody aesthetic value. The writing appears as a patch to this article, making the entire article seem natural. Although I feel that watching suffering is indeed mental torture, as a woman in this world, as long as I have some conscious awakening, living in a female body can already reach a kind of madness. When it comes to shouting and fighting for certain benefits, it is even more of a loss of power, so what I feel is a kind of solemnity. Mu is profound, this is what happened to Xu Mingwen, and it is also what happened to our collective female phantoms. Madness is inevitable, and the resonance of madness is also inevitable. In unknown corners, women always have a moment like Xu Mingwen's tears streaming down his face, or his soldiers licking their wounds with twisted facial features. The first level of cruelty is that civilized society will become more and more "civilized". There will be more and more people. There used to be a lot of people, but there will be more and more people again. The population will reach the peak of density, and the population will hit the peak of density again, one after another, and precious human lives will be lost. The desire to be taken seriously, the desire to be rewarded for hard work, the desire for justice, the desire for fame, the desire for money and power are all screaming, and no one is alive. The second cruelty is as a woman in a patriarchal tradition. Next, let's talk about the reading process. I came here to read it in July, and after reading Chapter 36, I felt like I had too much interest in Zhan Zhao's personal charm and appearance, right? At one point, I thought I had been deceived by Nuwu's tweets again. I couldn't stand it any longer, and I wanted to leave it at that. I regret to leave. Until Wenhuang picked it up last night, it was very late to meet. The following pain points are very profound when I read them quickly. I wrote them in a comment, revised them, and posted them here. 1Love is not set on high ground. Love itself is luxurious, illusory, hedonistic, and whitewashed. The heroine talks about her love for Nanxiang. She uses her body to talk about love with a woman. It is not completely considered love, but it is already the purest love in this article. The illusion of love that the heroine hopes for comes from the reflection of modern free love. This is a pair of equal people who have accepted the theory of relatively open and clean love, so this kind of love sounds so precious. But in this world, she has the qualifications to be Nanxiang's lover, and what she implements is love because her social identity is that of a Tianli, because her identity requires a source of security. So it's really very subtle and twisted. Xu Wenming's love for Nanxiang exists completely apart from the object of love, and her love for her itself cannot be proven to exist. As the author said, belief and truth are two different things. As an aside, if these two people are LL, there seems to be no difference. Based on the established story of Zhoumu, it doesn't matter how Nanxiang responds to the heroine. In his thirties and forties, it is the age to fight. When considering his partner, he will still pragmatically return to some kind of marriage contract. In fact, Tian Li can also talk about love, but it's just disgusting. And regarding the topic of love, the love of men in this article is completely off track. Tian Li only talks about love and liking in a superior manner after reaping all the bonuses, because in this environment, such emotions are used for entertainment after having enough food and leisure. They are illusory interpersonal connections built on the economic basis. Even these Tian Li's declarations of love are grown from reproduction. In the category of men and women, love may not exist. 2. Ancestral halls and women are naturally at odds with each other. For these deformed human beings in the clan system, marriage comes from the vanity of compliance, and the use of discipline and punishment is a self-evidence of anxiety in the collective. The love that netizens talk about is nothing more than the natural flow of human connection without purpose, but there is no soil for talking about freedom and dignity in the feudal era. But as far as today's society is concerned, there are still so many diseases of the old society. Even if there are no such diseases, it is impossible to find the love in imagination. 3 It is completely impossible to talk about freedom under the feudal system. The heroine can clear the game in one life, and the heroine's daughter and the heroine's daughter's daughter can also clear the game in one life. It is impossible to create a female-friendly world. As Duan Shu said above, there are too many people in this world, which is dizzying. No matter how much the number of humans is reduced, it will still be inflation. Productivity is low and primitive jungle laws are everywhere. The scholar-bureaucrat class once created a bubble of dignity unique to Tian Li, but it was also a bubble. A woman with a declining status cannot even get this kind of dream. She is just endlessly exploited and oppressed in front of favorable groups. She is obviously a human being and cannot even have the right to be equal. Therefore, Zhan Zhao and Xu Mingwen can only go from the superior-subordinate relationship on thin ice to the relationship between slave and slave owner. This is already the culmination. It just depends on who is the slave owner. Even now, the status of the heroine as a slave owner is based on psychedelic vanity. As Zhan said in his family garden: I gave up the throne to you in the last week. His force is indeed not as strong as the heroine, but objectively speaking, the alpha wolf culture is very illusory, and it is difficult for one person's fist to work on such a structure and system. As a member of the privileged class, he announced his abdication with great pride. ... In short, I feel that in ancient themes, the time-traveling woman has her own pursuits, and she must be crazy. Just like when I see all the restrictions and hidden gazes in today's life, I will be irritable and want to donate my human form. The fundamental lesson is not far away. From the past to the present, there will always be blood, a lot of blood. The blood in the feudal period was more conspicuous, like a ritual spectacle. Now they disappear in the darkness and rear their heads from time to time. We need to scrape the bones to cure the poison, and we need this kind of thoroughness.

I finally finished reading it. In fact, I haven't read a novel for a long time. Without him, the more I opened my eyes to see life, the more incredible it became. Even if it was just the tip of the iceberg, I felt secretly frightened. Sometimes I would be confused about what is real, but life is not a fairy tale after all. I used to feel angry, but after I realized that I couldn't do anything, I couldn't help but feel numb. I am still a little confused now. The only thing I can confirm is that I do not regret my female identity. Even if I have to choose again, I am still willing to be a compatriot and close friend of women. There is not much I can do, but now I am insisting on donating money to girls in poor areas and speaking out for women who have suffered injustice in various incidents. I hope that I can see the world become better and better for women in my lifetime. I hope that all the women who read this article will live a safe and happy life.

Finally read this. I discovered that I really like this kind of black clay novels, and I read a few of them one after another. Only this one, I didn't dare to read first, because I don't read fanfics myself. But this book came up on my home page over and over again, and people talked about it tirelessly, this Amway book. I started reading it a few days ago. After reading the first few chapters, I felt that I couldn't bear it. I read a few chapters over a few days, off and on, and decided to finish it in the past two days. Xu Mingwen, you are truly invincible to me. I am very happy that the author created the character Xu Mingwen. There is so much tension between her and Zhan Zhao that it made me play with the jumping machine in my heart. But the label is Nvwu, and I firmly believe that it is the ending of Nvwu. Although Jiang Si didn't take revenge severely, it was a pity. In this world line, if she didn't go to Jiang Si when she was upset, there would be no vigorous revenge line. Xu Mingwen, work hard to climb up! I still remember the description of Xu Mingwen at the beginning. In my mind, he had a dirty face, bandaged himself, and his eyes were shining. I remember her at the beginning, and I also remember her in the final world line, when she seemed to be a eunuch. The desire for profit dazzles people's eyes, but she does have this constitution and can easily provoke others to have evil thoughts. It is best for such people to climb up. I would rather she be like this now, having done everything she has done, and not having to repent. Repent, the Eighteen Hells are only for weak people who will curse repeatedly. If you live so freely, your heart will be guiltless. Who cares about those metaphysics. Xu Mingwen, you have to climb up. I have never loved a character so much, or a woman. Such people have always been designed to be men. I wanted to find a protagonist like Xu Mingwen, and I also fantasized about a beautiful, strong and miserable heroine, but it was indeed missing some flavor. My lack of knowledge made me imagine Machiavellian tactics and salvation. Author, you are so talented!!! I don't regret reading this book!! Because I have been following the heroine, I almost completely support Xu Mingwen. I don't think she is a spiritual man. She just has a weird physique and a competitive spirit. In this troubled world, she can't survive if she doesn't fight. She can only do this. I understand her. There are several lunatics around her. I can't imagine what I would do if it were me. It's just hiding away and dreaming, fantasizing about living on earth, and having a mental breakdown. 🙏 These three words Xu Mingwen will linger in my heart for about half a month, and I will be like a maniac, chanting Xu Mingwen's name. I will live bravely.

Your writing is all very good. From Crocodile to Crocodile, I like every one of them very much, especially Wang Anhe in Crocodile, who clearly longs for power. Suddenly I thought of the heroine Yun Qing in Lianhua Langmian's novel: "If I had to choose between becoming a strong person and being admired by a strong person, I would definitely choose to become a strong person." In recent years, there has been a lot of controversy over the name issue. Wang Anhe's name, regardless of prejudice, is often associated with the beauty of the spring flowers and autumn moon children that the author pursues for the heroine. The atmosphere echoes, peace, peace, peace and love for little ones, harmony with the world, peace and safety. Love in a room, peace and compromise, there is a gap in her chest, she comes to troubled times, and she is struggling step by step. She is a human being, and she knows how to love, but she is a strong person, one in a million, a strong one in a million, nothing can stop her from getting closer to her goal. I'm reading Ai Lan's "It's Time" again recently. To be honest, I didn't like Ai Lan very much before. I read her Dragon Girl in junior high school. In several stories, her appearance is described as gazing at the heroine. In each story, Qing Huan gives birth to those men and sells her body (to prevent words). Her stories are different and the writing is good, but it makes me uncomfortable when I read it. It seems that the only way for women to take revenge is to pray for the impossible to come with the help of gods and Buddhas. But in Chai Jing's works, those women who either actively or accidentally picked up sickles, kitchen knives, and hot water to resist made me depressed and happy. Their resistance mostly started on the stove with kitchen knives, hot water, and poisoned rice. The ending was not happy, but compared to the original ending, there is no need to say more. It was only through female reporters that their injustice was seen, and salvation always happened among themselves. It was women who stormed into Congress and fought for women's suffrage. After resurrecting from the dead, the crawling Zhan Zhao is an evil ghost crawling back from hell. After three reincarnations, Xu Mingwen is an evil ghost chewed out by the feudal society and the patriarchal system. She was eaten in too much pain. She refused to be numb, so she could only go crazy. If he used pain as a ghost, Xu Mingwen, who had been tortured for three generations, would definitely win. She had strength to begin with, and her only weakness was destroyed. She won, and the last human elixir was so enjoyable to eat, but from the beginning of the abduction to the present, reincarnation is ridiculous, making people applaud, shed tears, cry and laugh. (The original intention of writing these words is to ask Da Daxia if he will write again in the future? Will he still use this pen name?)

In fact, I was really horrified by the previous few chapters, and only this chapter made me feel a little better. I don't know what language to use to express my shock. I can only say that Taitai is great and how difficult it is for a woman to move forward. Not just moving up, but also trying our best to maintain the status quo. Devoured and assimilated by the times, oppressed and abused... I kept crying when I saw the end of this week. Mingwen, you are really great. You are a strong-willed and unyielding woman. I cried so much that I couldn't form words. There was nothing left to say. There is no need to say more about how great it is.

The writing is really good, I finished it in two days, and I got it through the recommendation of Heini. But it is clearly written from a realistic perspective, a woman's perspective, and a man's real perspective. At one point, I was afraid that "they" would read this article, and seeing the huge bonuses of gender and class described in it would make them stick together more closely and secretly. But the current situation is not the same. I think it is the real thoughts of the author who wrote it again and again. Female compatriots, don't be afraid, they are also human beings and have weaknesses and will be afraid. As long as you enrich yourself and become stronger, they will naturally be afraid and give in. There is a world that you can carve out, just do it.