I Can't See Clearly Out of the Corner of My Eye

After another three months of agreement, "Can't See Clearly from the Peripheral Eye" has finally been completed as scheduled - I'm still more accustomed to calling it "Yu Guang". This is really one of my favorites. I feel a lot of things I haven't experienced in the previous novels. Overall, it's just like the current title Glass Orange expresses. The fragility and orange flavor are intertwined, outlining the sweet, sour, bitter and fragile youth of Tan Luo and others. The secret love line between Tan Luo and Chi Qingyang is what I liked from the beginning TT. It is said in the article that Chi Qingyang has been in love for a long time, but I am very sure that it is the only one. If it is not Tan Luo but someone else who lives with him under the roof, Chi Qingyang will not like anyone else, or maybe the person he likes just happens to appear under the roof of his house. I think Tan Luo is someone who has been stuck in the quagmire for a long time. When she first fell in, she would sink quickly and be covered in mud soup. However, the layer of soil gradually dried and cracked due to the wind and sun all year round. She used this layer of shell to wrap herself up, and then she was just trapped and stopped sinking. Chi Qingyang seemed to be living in the mist at first, but unfortunately when he cleared the haze, it was not sunny weather waiting for him. Although neither of them knows the other's past pain, people who have experienced despair always have something in common, so they become each other's sun. Seventeen is so beautiful... I like being seventeen so much. She has gradually lost her childishness but is still young. There are no disasters in life and there is no need to worry about the future (suitable for developing a girl's mind (yes)). But because Tan Luo has experienced too much darkness and injustice in the past, when she sees the light of Chi Qingyang, she never dares to think that he is coming for her. She only hopes that the sun can stay longer this time. She is afraid that the loss will be more painful in the future. Therefore, Tan Luo's emotional stupidity is not only a slow response but also an instinctive protection for herself. When she finally realized that the person she only dared to look at with her peripheral vision was really only looking at her, she began to carefully respond to this feeling. At the same time, she gained friendships and family ties that she had never dared to think about before. Then she finally began to let go of the past and heavy baggage and grow towards the sunshine (I always like sunflowers) The age of eighteen also coincides with the end of the college entrance examination. The cherished confession in the warehouse after the rain, looking back now, is as dull, humid and low-pressure as the day it rained. The weather never goes as planned. Tan Luo Mingming was just a few seconds away from being pulled ashore, but another heavy rain completely extinguished the sun. From then on, it was the last eight years that she didn't want to mention. In fact, no matter how sweet it is, I will always feel that this part is very regretful. Eight years is a big concept. We were only eighteen years old when we parted ways. So many things can happen in eight years. I don't know how devastated the trio will be when they truly realize that Tan Luo disappears, and how much determination it takes for Tan Luo to give up everything she owns. Maybe it's because the sense of substitution is too strong. Anyway, I was very desperate when I saw her working hard for two years without even having the chance to see her admission notice (big tragedy) Parting is not scary, memories are. In the past eight years, Tan Luo has just felt that she owes something, and has been forcing herself to let go of Chi Qingyang, but she will never want to forget him, and she will recall the past again and again if she does not want to forget. Each memory will only be deeper. I wonder if Tan Luo will think of the small base of the calligraphy classroom when she picks up the pen. Will her heart feel a little bitter when others praise her beautiful handwriting? When she sees the bus, will she think of every morning she spent with Chi Qingyang, shoulder to shoulder on the bus, and the sea and sunrise they watched together. When you see students wearing school uniforms, will you think of yourself in Qingzhong, Xiaoxing and Jiang Che, the love letters from teachers and classmates, and even Jiang Xue, the exams and competitions in high school and the days of tutoring with Teacher Chi in Xiaohonglou? I wonder if Chi Qingyang will resist every rainy day because of this. When taking the train to find someone, will he think of the train they took for the game together? The little koala's earphone pendant was carefully repaired and rubbed day and night. He practiced Tan Luo's calligraphy for eight years, and then put his thoughts into muscle memory. So I really have an unspeakable regret for the eight years I missed. However, when we actually reunited, there was an inexplicable estrangement. There were still cracks in the broken plates when they were glued together. We reunited in this way and with this identity in this situation. Neither of us believed that the other would still miss us (even in every interaction, I could see tensions rising (You are so cruel, Chi Qingyang). People are still the same people, but they are getting farther and farther away from their high school selves. They are also sad when they see Jiang Che and Xiao Xingxing. Jiang Che subconsciously thinks that he can't let go of Tan Luo and forcefully numbs himself with new feelings. Xiao Xingxing is hurt by Jiang Che and completely indifferent and ends up with someone he doesn't like. It seems a bit depraved, but it is indeed the reality that he has to face. So I was really emotional when we finally got together, and I also loved the extras. After all the hardships, there are joys. The person Tan Luo had quietly looked at out of the corner of his eye for ten years finally looked at her. After experiencing all the pain, sunflowers grew out of the quagmire, and the stars finally merged into the clear. The same goes for Tan Yongde in the last chapter. I didn't expect it to be handled this way... At the beginning, I was still worried that no matter what kind of ending was arranged for him, it seemed that it would not be suitable. In the end, this kind of evil-retribution result really solved all the problems perfectly... God is watching what people do, and God will not make good people sad. All the dust has settled, and the next time will heal the scars of the past. I like it so much, I like this kind of comedy that leaves behind regrets. I have a deep feeling after following it all the way. The most inspiring part for me is when I was in high school and Tan Luo was alone. The campus part is so real. Whether it is studying for exams or the daily atmosphere, I can feel every detail. Every time I watch the update, I feel the urge to learn, which truly conveys a lot of power. Thanks for accompanying me all the way! The Nanya quartet will always be happy from now on!! I always love hemlines!!!! Happy birthday in advance!! So I'm looking forward to the next journey (I'm going to watch The Great Escape now)

First of all, congratulations to Zhuozi for the successful completion of "Glass Orange"*★,°*:.☆(￣▽￣)/$:*.°★*. This is a novel that has accompanied me for half of my sophomore year in high school. Most of the article tells the story of a two-way secret love in high school. To be honest, my high school life may only be a part of the group 1 in the book who study hard, and what is missing is that I did not meet a boy as outstanding as Chi Qingyang. Therefore, spiritually, this novel also gave me good material for dreaming. It was not about dreaming about meeting Chi Qingyang and having a sweet love with him, but about hoping to become an outstanding person like Chi Qingyang. In a sense, Chi Qingyang's high school life was also the direction and goal of my high school study efforts. The relationship between Tan Luo and Chi Qingyang is just like the title of the novel. During their two-way crush in high school, they were like oranges, sour and sweet at the same time. What was sour was that they occasionally misunderstood whether the other party didn't like them, which resulted in some near misses. What was sweet was that the most pure emotions in youth were accidental. The fluttering of the heart when the other party notices each other when they look at each other or inadvertently reveal their love; and due to an accident after graduation, it is the persistence of Chi Qingyang's eight years of hard pursuit, and the heartache of Tan Luo having no choice but to run away. Together, it is a piece of broken glass that will make people's hearts hurt; but never forget it, in the end There are echoes. The fate of eight years later made them meet in that village, and the broken mirror was finally reunited. One was a cultural relic restorer who had lost his childishness in his student days and became more mature, allowing his calligraphy expertise to continue to be extended in the restoration of cultural relics. The arrogance and stability of the surgeon allowed his academic mind to continue to be used in the medical field. The love that was lost always seemed so precious. Both of them cherished this sweet relationship, just like the sweetness of an orange after it has matured and cultivated into a good fruit. I feel that Chi Qingyang was a proud man in middle school. He was a decathlete, handsome and had good grades. As a result, he would sometimes look down at the world with his arrogant head. However, his overlooking was a kind of overlooking from a strong person who "sees all the small mountains at a glance", rather than contempt. When faced with other people's confessions, he would not ignore them and reject them immediately. Instead, he would listen to the other person's words carefully and then reply politely, "I'm sorry, thank you for your love." Facing Tan Luo, a sudden thought came to him. When he broke into his own tenant, he probably didn't notice Tan Luo, an inconspicuous little girl at first, because Tan Luo's upbringing and her life experience made her not like to cause trouble to others. But maybe it was because Tan Luo cared so much about other people's feelings that he began to gradually notice her and discover her shining points. Perhaps he first noticed the next door when he was awarded the physics award on the podium. Tan Luo was awarded the calligraphy award, and the time after Tan Luo moved in happened to be the time when he was most frustrated because of his father. However, Tan Luo, who was called to his side to watch him play games, could always speak up when he should speak up, and praise when he should praise him, which healed him to a certain extent. In addition, maybe he asked Tan Luo to take a bath early, but little did he know that it was just a sudden noise when Tan Luo was practicing calligraphy and washing his brush at night, but no matter what the reason, Tan Luo always He would listen to his words and live upstairs like a ghost. It was probably the combination of these little details that made him fall in love with Tan Luo for a long time (●'?'●). It just so happened that Tan Luo also liked Chi Qingyang, and was more willing to love and protect Chi Qingyang with all of himself. However, Chi Qingyang, a man with a strong sense of responsibility, liked Tan Luo more than Tan Luo liked him, but it didn't matter, because Tan Luo had tried his best to love him! The stability of the Qingluo couple's relationship probably lies in love, which is love that goes beyond like. The biggest difference between like and love is probably that they still love each other after the hormonal passion subsides. This is reflected in Chi Qingyang's calligraphy practice for 8 years by copying the copybook given to him by Tan Luo as a birthday gift and the diary left by Tan Luo, because he firmly believes that when he can practice calligraphy as beautiful as Tan Luo, he will Tan Luo can be found; it is reflected in the eight years when Tan Luo shouldered all the debts on his own, and the search history of the mobile browser is filled with countless Chi Qingyang; it is reflected in the fact that Chi Qingyang is transferred to the hospital every time just to get closer to Tan Luo; it is reflected in the fact that because he loves Tan Luo, he pays enough attention to her and understands her well enough, even when she frowns, he knows what she is thinking... For Tan Luo, God was indeed unfair to her, allowing her to be born into such a family. She had suffered enough from her father's exploitation, her mother's abandonment, the looks of her relatives, and the insults from her classmates in the first half of her life. But fortunately, in her days after high school, she met the kind grandfather and grandma Chi. The friendly and united Class 1 family especially explained the differences between Xiaoxing and Jiang Che. She is a good friend who is willing to leave half of her annual leave and millions of dollars in projects to help her discuss solutions when she is in trouble. Meeting Teacher Qiu, who regards her as her own, and meeting the best Chi Qingyang in the world, gave her a sense of security and dependence for the rest of her life. When she was tired, she had shoulders to lean on and arms to warm her, because she was no longer alone! At the end of the day, I really couldn't let go of "Glass Oranges", especially when I learned that this might be the last campus article of Zhuozi. I like "talking about love words quietly while looking at your lover, don't look at your lover with your peripheral vision", the kind of secret love that you want to see but dare not see clearly. I wish "Glass Oranges" to the end again (?? ω ?? )Y I would like to dedicate this long review to Chi Qingyang and Tan Luo in the parallel world, to Zhuozi, and to all readers who like "Glass Orange" www. Looking forward to seeing Zhuozi's new article "The Great Escape" in two months~

Chi Qingyang is still as jealous as she was in high school, hahaha. Originally, everyone thought that Chi Qingyang was a cold-blooded person who isolated herself from the outside world and usually only forwarded some academic articles. After she found her place, she went to the class group that she had not used in almost 10 years to announce to the world that he was married. It felt that on the one hand, he was proving his love to everyone, and at the same time, it was also to prove that his persistent love would eventually lead to good results. Who else was severely poked by Chi Qingyang's sense of responsibility! He is aloof, but his heart has long been filled with Luobao. He will take into account all Luobao's feelings, or the carefulness of the top student. He can always give people a very comfortable feeling, and I think this also comes from his sense of responsibility. When he was a student, he had good grades, which was his responsibility to himself. When he pursued Tan Luo, it was for the person he liked. Responsible, he will not abandon his job for the sake of love. He is responsible for his career. He will guess what his wife is thinking through her little actions, give her everything she wants, and love Tan Luo with all his heart. Fortunately, Tan Luo also blooms everything about himself to repay Chi Qingyang's love. The next chapter is the last chapter, but I really don't want to leave this article, and I also really don't want to leave the best Chi Qingyang in the world555

Or the original title of the book, which I can't see clearly from the corner of my eye, feels more like it

In this life, I hope to meet an infatuated sheep. Mature men like it even more - (crying loudly) It's the last chapter. I can't bear to leave it. Can there be another hundred chapters? I want to read the rest of their lives. (I'm not kidding) (Beat)

Eh? Is it over? I still want to see the ending of Little Xingxing... But it's not impossible to leave it blank...

From Hurry up to Jinjiang, I love skirts

I've finished watching it. Qingluo is so beautiful. I really burst into tears when I saw them reunited after eight years. They were two people who should have embraced happiness long ago... Fortunately, these eight years have also made Tan Luo braver and more sure of Chi Qingyang's love for him. I hope that the two people who go both ways and heal each other can last a long time and be as sweet as they expected.

Wait for my 1k8 long review! (Looking around) It seems to have been swallowed from the homepage. Damn it. Can you see the long comment column?

The broken beads are strung again