When you're so sad you can't even show it, and all you want is to surrender to life.
Zhu Jingwen wonders: What's so great about being human?
She'd be better off as a dog, wagging her tail for scraps. At least that would be kind of cute.
"People throw themselves into fame and fortune, into glittering riches and fine food.
How do they weigh what they gain and lose, and decide what it's worth?
They take other people's praise as proof of success or failure.
Behind all that glory, a shrinking figure hides away.
How very amusing." -- "Sandcastle"
Fucking the world / ordinary people / heartwarming melancholia
PS:
1. Happy ending.
2. I've decided to write a second book. Click into my author page to pre-save it.
I'm looking for pre-saves for two modern romance novels~
Blurb for "Surrender, Part 2":
Innocence fades. She admits she's getting old,
and gives up fighting fate's blade with a cotton candy heart.
"Do you remember how long it's been since you had a good cry?
Do you remember how long it's been since you laughed from the heart?
Trying to become an adult, pretending everything is fine.
In the sea of people, we race to climb higher."
-- "Children Song"
Blurb for "Thirty Lies":
Their story began with the words "I love you," and ended with the words "I love you."
Only the first was a lie. The second was a sweet little song.
A compulsive liar x an honest person
Theme: We race to climb higher in a sea of people. Even when we fall, we must keep hope in our hearts.
This is the only book in so many years that I can read every sentence and every word. Although it is plain, it is not boring. On the contrary, I learned a lot from Jingwen. I really like this book.
The writing is really good. I saw it in this story. I saw my friends and saw too many people. Thank you for being willing to write this story. Thank you for the ending of this story, which is at least hopeful.
They seem to be half and half souls, so much so that I think they are a complete person together hahahahahahaha
I tell you I will read this article over and over again 😚😚😚😚😚! So well written!!
Let me enter the article! Let me give this stinky piece of shit a real beating!
The author wrote it very well, and I seemed to see myself in the heroine. The senior year of high school is so tiring, and it will eventually pass if you grit your teeth. Thank you author
Wow wow wow, it's so good to read, every chapter resonates, I feel like it could be made into a TV series, a drama
Angry and powerless, it feels so real. Even if you are so angry that you want to explode, even if you want to do something at all costs, you still have to endure it in the end.
The quarrel between the female lead and her boyfriend in Subject 2 was really real. I am such a sensitive person, but my boyfriend said that girls should learn automatic transmission, which really irritated me, especially when he said that it was not sensitive enough. Hearing this sentence, I might be really angry. This female lead really seems like me. Many things are similar to what I have experienced. Suddenly I feel as if I have not learned to live with sensitivity for many years. It's so tiring. This damn life. The author writes very well!!!
Sos the love of normal people is so beautiful hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha