Melon Field Diary, Notes of Inspiration

Today I suddenly flipped through my notes on a whim, and I had a lot of feelings. First, it turns out that some people think the same way. Second, I was lucky enough to meet the author, who gave me a glimpse of other people's experiences and thoughts. Third, I can't tell you. The last few articles almost moved me to tears. I left some comments. I don't know if you mind. If so, I apologize in advance.

I am thinking about something, which is related to my recent creation of fan fiction. (I only read it recently) Fan fiction is mainly about emotional creation, because I am a science and engineering major. Some of my fragmented short video entertainment and visual novels make it difficult for me to describe a scene (because I am accustomed to using vision, I rarely use touch, smell, hearing, and taste to construct a scene) cognition), this was really painful for me. My later reading habits gradually changed to reading stories with emotional feelings as the main purpose (often looking for emotions in a large number of dramas). In my self-writing, I found that I was extremely rational and too goal-oriented... (I felt that my ability to control words, expressiveness, and capture emotions were slowly losing... I couldn't help but burst into tears)

Replying to my wife, I think the two paragraphs in that article were probably from a female perspective. One is that the female protagonist felt that the marks on her body and body still hurt when touched for several days, and she did not want to get close to the male protagonist (for fear of being angry, the male protagonist faced the betrayal of herself and her family (Big Head) and his rough sex in a premonition dream). The second is the part where she wanted to refuse the male lead during the application of medicine (but the rejection was ineffective, and she became even more angry when she mentioned this. The male lead didn't come to apply medicine to her every day a few days ago, right? I even remember that the male lead didn't ask the female lead if it hurt a lot, and why he would be much lighter next time, etc., 6) Then there is the heroine who is afraid that the hero will approach her (she is still sober in love). In the end, the medicine was not finished. It was not because the hero stopped applying the medicine to solve his physiological reaction, but because the heroine saw the right time and ran out (well, the heroine is now the hero's wife) The above is the feeling of the two paragraphs that can be attributed to the female perspective, but I still think it is very strange, because in the two paragraphs of interaction between the male and female protagonists written by the author, the male protagonist takes the absolute initiative, even if he is the one who is wronged, there is not even soothing words and considerate actions (applying medicine is considered overwhelming). For example, when the heroine found out that she was angry, she forcefully pulled people over and wanted to kiss others to eliminate her fear, and she also admitted that she was using sex to punish the heroine (and then she felt that the heroine liked having sex with him, so she wanted to comfort her through this behavior); and the heroine didn't want the hero to apply medicine to her, so she said she was not hurt. When the hero saw it, he said, "Huh? And you said you were not hurt?" Then from the heroine's perspective, he was obviously questioning the heroine (and it was also an intimate tone). The following is what I typed before. The male protagonist said that his two sexual relations were very rough. He did not reflect and regret the harm he had done to the female protagonist. Instead, he questioned how the female protagonist could still be afraid of her (not doubts, but questions) (obviously he felt that the female protagonist was possessive of possessions, and that kind of questioning was like a kind of maintenance of his own authority. Because he may unconsciously care, he did not allow the other party to be afraid of him even for his own sake) All I can say is that it's weird to add that female perspective. . . . . . (In order to write this review, I went back and read it carefully several times 🤔) It's difficult to comment, because from my fragmented thinking, I can see that the logic of the male protagonist is completely unreasonable (maybe the author did not understand the logic clearly) I can't say whether the author agrees with this point of view or not. Anyway, what she wrote later seems like she really agrees with the male protagonist (paralysis, because my wife may also misjudge because of my description, such as whether the author agrees with this concept, but I think the author agrees with the feasibility of the male protagonist being completely driven by desire and having some kind of rough sex as punishment) Anyway, now I hate why that comment dragged me to read 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 If I hadn't read these ten chapters of this article, I would be a very happy girl, and I wouldn't want to drag my wife to discuss these outrageous plots [cheek-holding] [cheek-holding] [cheek-holding] (after all, my wife is the worst, touch)

Although it is Mingge, Changge Sect is the most powerful, well King Thunder and Lightning is the most powerful!

Once, I looked at the alpaca for a long time. To be more precise, it seemed that I was glaring at it. It felt like it was about to spit on me, so I ran away. It's a bit bad. I'm sorry for you little alpaca.

It doesn't matter, even if I earn one yuan a day, I will buy myself fifteen large shrimp dumplings. I am brave and not afraid of difficulties!

Baby, you are a very good baby, I wish you all the best

There will be a chance!!!

You must insist on writing what you want to write!! You may be able to write articles that cater to the market and readers many times, but you may not be able to write what you want to write all the time.

Why can't you just go home 😭