A Scholar Is Good for Nothing

[Talented, reserved, devoted scholar girl x proud, privileged artist girl] Perhaps the fireworks that New Year's Eve blinded me that year, for they left room in my heart for no one but you. The world is so vulgar. It cannot accept us. My repeated attempts to test the waters brought me nothing but your words: "You've gone astray." We are both women. How could I dare ruin your future? I waited until death for a single confession of love that never came. The world laughs at me for waiting for a wind I can never catch. But who knows... I'm waiting for a breeze to brush my skirt, for the flowers of midsummer to bloom, and for you to turn around and look at me just once. [Based on myself, and the person I like really is my partner] Theme: Don't be afraid