- Finished! Tossing flowers to celebrate. Next up: Transmigrating into a Book as the White Moonlight's First Love, Then Falling for Myself -
◆ Aloof, abstinent professor bottom x sinister, twisted, hedonistic alter-ego top
Yu Han watched the mirror as the beautiful man who was usually cool and untouchable was driven to blush at the corners of his eyes, panting in embarrassment and distress. In a foul yet delighted mood, he called out, "Professor..."
Yu Shan had been locked away in Yu Han's mental world for three days, but now he had managed to wrest back control of his body. He splashed cold water on his face, trying to suppress the unnatural restlessness.
Yu Shan had no idea what Yu Han was thinking. Who would drug their own self?
Yu Han touched the face, made all the more alluring by the droplets of water, and answered the question in Yu Shan's mind. "Because I love you, A-Shan. Seeing you like this makes me want to humiliate you so badly."
Yu Shan grabbed the hand messing with his face and spat out three words, cold and disgusted: "You're insane."
Yu Han laughed. His sinister gaze fixed on his own incongruous reflection in the mirror. "We're both too far gone to be cured. I can't stand that haughty, aloof air of yours, like you're begging to be taught a lesson. We're both rotten to the core. Why pretend otherwise?"
Every attempt to resist was easily crushed, and Yu Shan lost control of his body once more.
Yu Han pressed down on the heart beating faster and faster, as if he wanted to rip it right out. "My professor, who in this world could love you more than I do? We share the same filthy heart, and it beats for us both."
◆ The story is packed with secondary couples. Ninety percent forced, angsty romance, and every character is a scoundrel! Everyone gets a bad ending! See the author's note in Chapter 1 for detailed content warnings. This story has a completed prequel featuring extensive backstory for many characters. Find it in my profile under Your Silhouette.
◆ The writing is still rough. The plot is sometimes stupid and sometimes neurotic. This is an old-school kink project from three years ago, written to satisfy my own tastes and drenched in outrageous melodrama. Best read without overthinking it.
◆ If this is your first time reading, please turn off the author's notes (but you absolutely must read the note in Chapter 1!!), or you'll see a mentally ill author who's been driven even crazier than the protagonist. QAQ
◆ The blurb appears in the story as a flashback in Chapter 3.
-The following is the blurb for the next story, Transmigrating into a Book as the White Moonlight's First Love, Then Falling for Myself-
◆ Affectionate, indulgent, sunny, teasing bottom x insecure, suspicious, brooding, aloof top
Qi Qingque had a first love: the target he pursued in his first practical assignment in a small world, during his first class in the high school division of the Time Management Academy. His custom-created character for the assignment was "Elf King Aslan."
The target's initial affection score was a cheat-level 96. Qi Qingque helped Aslan without reservation, pulled him out of a mire, and protected him through a perilous story arc.
He seemed to understand every thought and feeling Aslan had. "Don't be afraid. I'm here. I know everything, and I can foresee everything."
Because of this first love, the white moonlight in his heart, Qi Qingque nearly lost himself in that little world.
As soon as he returned to the academy, the discipline committee gave Qi Qingque a yellow card. From then on, he was forbidden from entering any small worlds involving romantic storylines.
But he told everyone he met about the lover with whom he'd shared such a deep connection of souls. That lover had lived in his memories for six years.
They had the same pair of eyes, like icy green jade.
It wasn't until Qi Qingque was a third-year student and entered a dangerous magical world at the end of the semester that he accidentally triggered a quest in the dark grimoire, The Chapter of Lies. Only then did he learn that the first love who had once grinned and played make-believe with him, acting out a mentorship, forced love, and a game of cat and mouse, was himself, six years in the future.
◆ An ultra-short selfcest story, with a little mentorship, coercion, confinement, dog training, a twisted top, and reaping what you sow.
Theme: Never kneel to the self you despise
Everyone Performs, Everyone Is Me [Infinite]
Glass Candy Wrapper
What a Joke, Why Would I Back Down from Him?
I Transmigrated into a Book as the White Moonlight's First Love, Then Fell in Love with Myself
The Kite Feather Collection
I Caught the God of Love, Then Cast Him Aside, and He Turned Dark [Western Fantasy]
Luring the Lamb (Quick Transmigration)
A Pretty Face Fan's Diary of Epic Fails
The Moon Hangs High, Shining on Me Alone
The Caged Bird's Crown of Thorns
Cold Stars Illuminate the Endless Night [Interstellar]
After the Female Lead Proves Her Dao Through Killing and Takes a Wife
Ending of the story of "Spreading Flowers" [Good Luck Lotus] by the owner of Modo Modo [Spreading Flowers]
Yay! It's a reunion! (But I still think Yu Han and Yu Shan are the best match! The official match cannot be separated!) 🐶
Finished spreading flowers! I have been following this book for several months, and I read it in one breath with just one word - so cool! I feel so good till midnight that I still have stamina. Knocking one pair to the left and one pair to the right just doesn't work. Master, I'll give you one. I feel like any pair is a good match! 💪 💪 💪 (Of course Osamu is the most versatile, this character creation is so awesome!) Narcissus is so twisted, it reminds me of my originator of narcissus. Sure enough, Narcissus only loves himself, just himself! With Ashan as the center and radiating outwards, the most impressive one is of course Osamu. They are really a locked pair. If they could really meet in real life in the early stage, they would probably fight for real, but the big reversal in the later stage confused me, Osamu! (😭 😭 😭 Crying) He is not a bad boy. Although he is a little bit like that, he really never wanted to hurt Ashan and has always been protective. It's a pity that fate plays tricks on people. If only they could have solved all the misunderstandings before the pain happened, they would definitely be able to live a good life. (I think the extra chapter is the ending!) 🙏 🙏 Maybe it will be different when we meet those people again. Doctor Qi and Master Zongda will fall in love with the people they fall in love with, but they love Ashan and Xiaohan who are healthy and grew up in love. Then there will be a non-distorted version of Shura Field. It is exciting to think about it! There are also the few people that Ashan and Xiaohan spread out. Doctor Qi and Master Zongda are the most special ones (although I bought the wrong stocks at first, but they are really exciting, aren't they! 🐰 🐰 🐰) I thought that Ashan was the one who was stalked and then softened his heart, but I didn't expect that he was actually the owner holding the dog leash! Dr. Qi, please try to be more angry. You should learn from Ren Xiaozong! (Don't learn from some of them [oh oh oh]) Then in the end, Dr. Qi suddenly died and I was stunned. He was a tragic character (although he could die or not 😭), and I didn't see Ashan in the end. So does Ashan like him? Unknown. Then there are Xiaohan and Master Zong, this pair... It's hard to describe in one word. If they were taken alone, they would be exciting, but add Ashan, especially when they gradually merge together, Ashan's special emmmmm towards Master Zong is so annoying! (Why do I feel like he is so pitiful but he has bullied so many people...[Oh oh oh]) Our Xiaozong is so versatile, but unfortunately he is a stubborn + lawless maniac. Only Ashan and Xiaohan can tolerate it. Of course, it is also possible that the police have no role in the novel. The eldest young master is worthy of being the eldest young master. He single-handedly kicked the No. 1 Shi in my heart off the stage and firmly sat on the throne, especially when I saw Shi's attitude towards the eldest young master... Cow! Master, as expected of you! 🤩🤩🤩 I thought that even if Shi was not interested in Xiaohan, he still knew that he had a single arrow for Asugi... Unexpectedly, he turned out to be the young master Zongda who has good vision, is rich and is also single-minded (these are the only three advantages, right? Outlaw! [Transformed]). The reason he has good taste is because he likes Xiaohan. Of course, the way he turns into a dog looking for Xiaohan in the later period is also very pitiful~ It's a pity that your Yuhan doesn't want you! (Breaking down, screaming and crying 😭 😭 😭) He doesn't want anyone! Asugi doesn't want it either! However, both Ashan and Master Zongda regard each other as Xiaohan's relic. Will they get up in the middle of the night and miss Xiaohan during those ten years, and then cry into each other's arms together? (Thinking 🤔) (Weakly smiling and forgetting 💔) In fact, at the end, it's not clear what their thoughts are, and it may be quite painful. In fact, especially Ashan, he seems to really like Dr. Qi (perhaps because of psychological suggestion). I don't know if he is relieved or just because of dependence. Alas—— It's an article that makes people feel a lot of emotion. Even though it's a be, it still jumps, which shows that the author's writing skills are outstanding (surrendering...)
I really want to see the moon hanging high in the sky shining alone on my book 😍
Ahhhh! I don't know if Mianmian has been updated! In this chapter, Yu Han has an unprecedented emotional catharsis. As the embodiment of Yu Shan's pain, his scarred soul has never rested... But he longs to be loved, so here (in the "dream") Yu Han smashes things like crazy, just to know that he who is so violent and twisted can also be allowed to cry and be angry. Ps: Who knows!?! It really hurts me when I saw Yu Han crying! I felt that at that moment he was expressing the pain of his mature soul through his young self in the "dream"! When he cried bitterly, he really cried like a child who had been greatly wronged!
I first saw it through the new book list. In fact, normally I should have given up when I saw the various conflicts between the two characters in the middle and the supporting characters (because I am a mysophobia and don't like to have too many conflicts with other people), but I didn't abandon it, because, it is really true!!! Too!!!!!!! Fragrant!!!!!!! Got it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Author Wife, I want to follow you all my life 😳 Let's talk about Shuangyu first. In fact, I feel sorry for Yu Han more in Shuangyu. He has shouldered too much and was despised by Professor Yu (bushi), but he is so wanton and unrestrained. If someone else saw the person closest to him together with the enemy who killed his parents, it would be fine if he didn't kill the other person 🌈, but he still loves Professor Yu deeply. As for Professor Yu, I think from the full text, he doesn't love anyone, he only loves himself. He wants Yu Han to come back partly because of Zong Huan and partly because of his own epiphany, but I think this epiphany does not include his love for Yu Han. Whether it is for Qi Qi or others, he has always loved him. It's because they are useful to him, and he loves Qi more because Qi takes up too much time in his life. I dare not say that Yu Shan has no love for Yu Han at all, but I think he has more hatred and angry negative emotions for Yu Han (a tribute to the legendary and super-loved brother Yu Han) Finally, let me talk about my feelings: I have rarely watched Narcissus before, and this type of Narcissus is unheard of. 🌈 When I saw the middle of it, I was worried about whether it would be unfinished, but the author's wife is really amazing, and the final ending was handled really well (I think the ending of the two Yus together was not as shocking as Be). Although I kept saying that I was anxious during the chase, it was still very beautiful in the end!!!!!!! 😚 😚 😚 If it had been any other ending, I think it would have been boring and too ordinary, but the final ending was really unexpected!!!! [Spread flowers] Finally, I would like to express my love to the author's wife!!!!!!!!! [Spread flowers][Spread flowers][Spread flowers][Spread flowers][Spread flowers]
When will we update our encounter!!
Whoops! Finished spreading flowers! 🎉 I have been following this article for a really long time😂 If the main text is sad, the extras are so sweet! Yu Shan finally got together with Yu Han. Judging from the extra story, Yu Shan really loved Yu Han. If he didn't love Yu Han and died 10 years later in the main story, I would be more inclined to die for love. Maybe it was because of his love that the extra story and their new life came about. Here, like other lovers, they have the interest between lovers (Yu Shan takes medicine) and take the initiative to communicate, these are all. In the extra chapter, everything is different, and we have truly started over; there is no emotional entanglement between Yu Han and Zong Huan, only the most unique love between Yu Shan and Yu Han for each other! I hope they can always be happy and spend countless birthdays, Christmases and other holidays together. Mianmian, thank you for your hard work writing! I wish Mianmian better and better in the future! Looking forward to the next article!
Yay! Updated!!! Looking forward to the completion of the rebirth line! 😳
Mianmian, have a good rest [Xingxingyan] This half chapter is here!!!!