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Explore more →Perhaps I Will Keep Rehashing Them Until I Know Them Backward
I probably don't hate the gong. I don't usually hate the shou either. I go straight to hating the author for writing characters who act like real people. Whether I end up loving the shou and how much of a shou stan I become depend on the gong's characterization and the couple's dynamic.
Mutual-Pampering Stories with a Top Protagonist That I Read Back in the Day
Recommending some strong-strong, mutually devoted gong-centric stories, without obsessive fans, harems, or male leads competing for the heroine. This list was merged from several others, so it's a bit messy. Two stars means proceed with caution.
Gong-Centric Stories Collection 4
Good writing, good plot, or both
The Top Has Power, the Bottom Has Connections
Top-controller with a preference for tops and top worship. They're all loyal puppy tops or worship-worthy tops. I'm a level-ten supporter of mad-dog bottoms and ghostly stalker bottoms. I don't know which lunatic messed with my list, but if my wording offended you, I won't apologize.
Top-Centric 1V1 Stories
I'm usually on the top's side, but there's not much to choose from. I don't give one or two stars; three stars means I really don't recommend it. Four stars means it was okay, but I wouldn't reread it. Five stars means it totally hits my preferences!
Xuanhuan Stories
May include serious drama, old-school stories, cultivation and spiritual growth, and melodramatic stories.
A Little RE, Mostly Top POV
I can only guarantee that I really love all the tops in this list. This isn't a recommendation list, just a few thoughts after reading.
The Amazing Stories That Hit All My Kinks
I read both top and bottom POVs, and these are worth rereading. I prefer nonhuman characters, horror, cultivation, Western fantasy, and sci-fi, with strong couples, mutual devotion, and ensemble casts. Plot over romance
01 Seme-Centric
Top-led stories I've finished and haven't removed from my favorites. Since four stars on Jinjiang is already a low rating, most get five stars. My actual personal rating is in the description.
Random Thoughts: Completed Male-Lead Romance, with a Few No-CP Stories
A dumb romance focused entirely on running a business. Love childhood-friend romances. I hate angst inflicted on the gong for no reason. Right now, I keep getting kicked away by gong fans and shou fans alike.
Top Protagonists Make Me Happy
Personal taste
Top-Protagonist: A Couple Giving Each Other Their Whole Hearts
They’re all five-star reads, but the site won’t let me give them five stars... (sad). Mostly for fans of mutually doting couples. Those with strong ship preferences or character-control preferences should proceed with caution. May these couples stay together forever.
Full-Subscription MVP Series
I'll read anything if the writing is good
Top
Saved for rereading: protagonist-top stories, mostly serious, satisfying reads
Complete Collection
A collection of books I've bought in full. Something for readers who aren't bothered by any particular tropes. Includes danmei, romance, no CP, and other genres. Still being sorted.
Great Plot and Romance, Both a Must
Mostly top-centric, strong leads, handsome tops and gorgeous bottoms, the bottom pursues the top, a top who takes charge, a bottom who’s a wish-fulfillment powerhouse, older brother types who are devoted puppy dogs, and sapiosexual romance. Not for me: weak tops or weak bottoms.
My Personal Reading Log
An old-school top-lover (not a eunuch) and a devoted shipper. I prefer equally matched couples and read whatever strikes my fancy, so this list reflects a lot of personal taste. Writing reviews to stave off senility (.)
Great Protagonist-Top Stories
Pretty neutral overall. I enjoy a bit of melodramatic, unhinged nonsense, so I’m keeping track of stories I think are good. I won’t add anything that’s already on my other lists.
Good Novels Saved for Myself (No Favorite Character Bias)
Novels whose plots I personally enjoyed, or whose romances I found compelling (though they might not be compelling, they just make a good match).
Older Master-Disciple Couples, Fully Endorsed
I prefer shou protagonists, melodrama, chasing the wife, and star-crossed love. I also enjoy sweet, pure-love couples. My tastes are pretty open except for master-disciple relationships and older gong/younger shou. Also, I haven’t finished some of these. Ongoing...
A Record of Books I Abandoned Halfway Through
Good book, good author, good characters, just not my cup of tea. A thousand reasons to drop a book.
Personal Reread Notes 1
For easy reference. Anything without a special note has its original rating.
Top-Centric Stories
Pampered gong, morally gray, and more
A Lifetime of Giving Up on Tragic Love
Tags: gong-centered, gong fan, pure love, mutual affection, gong-focused, melodrama.
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It's a rare group portrait with all the villains in it. This book almost jumped out at me, but it's also the most enjoyable book I've read in the past six months. One of the cool points is that almost all the members have three-dimensional characters. There are no pure good guys and no pure bad guys. Everyone follows their so-called "high road" and gets their heads broken and bloody. Zhou Jue seems to have a rare chivalrous heart, but in fact he regards all things as stupid dogs. In his eyes, the life of a drug rat can be equated with human life. It is harmful to people to use drug rats to test medicine to save people. It was destiny that the drug rats escaped and caused the plague, and people died. Zhou Jue's bottom line and principles were terrible. He had "tried his best" and "did it" and the rest was his fate. Pei Yu was an example of this. He lived with Yagyu for decades and finally buried him beside the river bank. Before leaving, he turned back and straightened the crooked willow branch. In fact, it was no different from the weeds plucked at random on the roadside, but Zhou Jue was determined. Li Xingyue is a promoter throughout the whole story. Although he got the plot in advance, he didn't care. He still went his own way. In the early stage, he would take out "Against the Heaven" from time to time and read it. In the later stage, it no longer mattered, even if he knew the outcome. He will still do this, this is not the stupidity of a moth flying into a flame, but an almost incomprehensible stubbornness; he is hateful and pathetic, he is no better than rotten to the core, he can thanklessly rain rain to save people, and is regarded as a god by mortals. En's actions were just because he was afraid that Jian Ying would die out of water, but because he found it interesting when encountering difficult and complicated diseases. These did not affect his ability to refine elixirs in Yunzhou or even the entire Thirteen Continents, nor did they affect his ability to kill people at will and test medicines for experiments, or that he was already dead. After all, what does the humanity that sadly rests on Zhou Jue prove? He doesn't care at all whether he is Zixiao Immortal or Li Motou. He will do it when he is interested. When he wants an answer, he will find it. He is almost the most ruthless person in the whole article. Yagyu is a person who surprised me. He is also a very complicated person. He thought he was just a cannon fodder NPC, but he managed to get into the Underground Palace as a disciple, and even had the opportunity to become Li Xingyue's personal successor later, but he wanted to check out the Underground Palace. He liked Zhou Jue and wanted to live with him for the rest of his life, so he was able to refuse Li Xingyue's generous conditions. Going out would kill him, and he would not allow him and Zhou Jue to be "free" for decades, but he would also cause trouble and harm others. He couldn't bear to become a mortal while Zhou Jue was still young. He emphasized in Zhou Jue's ears over and over again the dedication he had made for him. He knew that Zhou Jue was the only one he had, and he became sensitive and fragile. He would use the reverse moth to harm the young master of the Jin family, and he even wanted to harm Zhou Jue at the beginning. I think his ending is the best one in the whole story. Zhou Jue stayed with him throughout his mortal life, and he also left the underground palace to truly have his own life. So when his death was approaching, when he lay on the bed and told Zhou Jue about his funeral, this was the moment when he really let go. Wei Shengchao's choice to ascend and merge into the so-called way of heaven is not an escape. He can no longer deceive himself. The pursuit of the road in his life is false, and the comfort of killing relatives, teachers and friends is false. What other choice does he have? Zhuang Xuesong and Wei Shengchao are in the same line. Wei Shengchao killed her master Xu Yuehua. As a disciple, she killed her master Wei Shengchao. Jiang Yingying and her son Jiang Sixing killed her again. It was escape and retribution. Treating Wuqing as a fairy is already crazy. It's hard to say about Shen Qiuting. There are almost no plots about him in the later period, but he is also a representative of Hehuan Dao. He is completely opposite to the above people. He regards indiscriminate love as a fairy. From the beginning of the pitiful, weak and helpless appearance, to the end with the indiscriminate moth, he becomes unrecognizable. He is just another kind of madman. The second cool point is this double-interspersed closed-loop plot line. The beginning and ending plots are exactly the same. The whole world is just a huge stage created by blackmail beasts. One scene is played and the other is played. Immortals regard mortals as ants, and the so-called "Dao" regards immortals as mortals. The three parties play their due roles on this big stage. Occasionally, three or two people look up to the sky and take the wrong position. What can be changed? Will the play be stopped because the scene is wrong? Absolutely not, because there is no wrong scene at all. Just as Li Xingyue got a storybook called "Defying the Sky" at the beginning, then what scene was Li Xingyue in when he got the storybook of "Crazy" at the end? Everyone has feelings, but if they pursue ruthlessness, the end result will be madness!
Ahhhhhh! ! So is the original work like this? Actually! So what version was Li watching before? It couldn't be an adaptation, right? Or do different people have different perspectives, but the amount of information that can be expressed in the book is limited?
Although, it has been hundreds of years, and all the people in that village who thanked Xingyue in the past are all dead.
Will he turn into a big octopus after ascending? Cthulhu?
As soon as I turned the page and saw this, I couldn't hold back.
You are using others as a trap [fear]
Ahhh, I really want to see the follow-up! ! !
So funny, so ridiculous, so hellish
Alas, I even feel a little pitiful for Yagyu now. I'm so worried that he will be killed by Zhou Jue in the end.
Oh my God, it makes me cry😢😢