Inner Void

It's sad because it's true. My life is not that terrible because I am not that poor. They even love me, somewhat. But those invisible indifferences, neglects or biases in major life matters, such as buying a house, family resources, etc. Everything in the family belongs to my brother. If we can support you through college, we are already worthy of you. We will keep the betrothal gifts in the future. How much has it spent on supporting you in the past few years? The girl next door went to work after graduating from junior high school. How much money has she earned for the family in the past few years. . . There's more to it, all the little emotional ones, but that subtlety hurts more. I found that the heroine and I were the same. I saw it and wanted to escape, and I also worked hard to be able to escape. But there's no escaping it. I don't have the ability to love people, and I don't believe that anyone loves me. The most important thing is self-comfort, the same self-comfort as the heroine, my mother is not like this, she loves me, she is also forced by life, and it will be over if she endures it. Who is not like this? In society, it is true that boys cannot live without a house, and lies about family ties. I cried while watching it. It was really my own experience. I was the same at that time. I kept complaining and was very angry. Suddenly I realized, isn't this what I hate the most about my mother? Always suppress and scold, never praise! Never! Always sarcastic. So I am looking forward to the ending of the heroine, just like seeing another possibility of myself. How can we change? How can we change if we don't want to hurt our parents?

It is difficult for girls who have been disciplined to realize the injustice and abuse they have suffered.

When will the author come back to update? Wait for the bottom of the pit

This article seems cruel, but I don't know why we take it for granted when we endure it.

It is very painful to live without the ability to protect yourself.

Your brother was punished and you just go home like this? ——Okay, next time I'll kill him first and then go home. (Dog head)

I don't know what to say, but I feel I must say something. Real life is like this. You don't want to follow the established track but you don't have the ability to break away, so it's doubly painful. I have been walking in a hazy state for a long time. My life is getting worse and worse, my health is getting worse and worse, and I am getting older and older. Ah, I am so desperate. I am worried that I will sleep on the street in the future, and I want to find a place where no one is around to tear it up. I calmed down and thought again, how painful it is to die! There is no painless way to die, so just live. Live until you can no longer live. Timid, cowardly and unwilling, I seemed to be like her but not as good as her.

I like to read stories about ordinary people the most.

The good thing about being an only child is that your parents are always on the same page with you. There may be a lot of bad things about you, but you won't be afraid of being stabbed in the back.

When will Xiaoli think more about herself?