Weibo: @Xi Shan
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When I reached the twilight of my life, I was surrounded by children and grandchildren. My husband had passed away early, but he had treated me very well while he was alive. I enjoyed a peaceful old age, right up until now, when it is time for me to leave this world.
After sending away my children, grandchildren, and servants, I heard their muffled sobs outside the door. I lay alone on a carved wooden bed, my vision growing blurry. Memories flashed past like scenes from a film, but there was so much I could no longer remember.
Only one boy remained clear in my mind, dressed in crimson. Only his face slowly came into focus.
"Third Brother Shen, Ah Jiang suddenly wonders: was this life of mine nothing more than a dream of golden millet...?"
Theme: I am grateful to have been born in a society that gives me the right to love
Who is free in a society corrupted by feudal ideas? The three-inch golden lotus, the three obediences and the four virtues, and the three cardinal principles and the five constant virtues are all the products of that dynasty that restricted thoughts and controlled women. The heroine Ajaan is burdened with too many things, including the death of her mother, the death of her brother, her father's old age and helplessness, and the shackles of feudal shackles, which force her to obey the social order of the time and become a victim of the times. And Chen Shan yearns for freedom, pursues freedom, dares to challenge the feudal ethics of the time, and boldly pursues barbarism that belongs to the same type of people. He has too many things in him that the heroine longs for but dare not have. His appearance really shines on the heroine
I think the saddest thing that made me cry was my brother's death.
From the time Ajiang got married in the 24th year of Yuanjing to her death in the 71st year of Yuanjing, she had not been able to see Shen Shan for forty-seven years, nor could she return to her dreaming hometown, the hometown that held her good times.
In ancient times, a woman who married a heartless husband would be guaranteed a smooth and worry-free life. A person who attaches great importance to affection and love will become jealous because of his love, and will not be liked or protected by his husband. There is no truth in the world. Without love, there is no sorrow. Without love, there is no fear.
In the seventy-first year of Yuanjing, the last peach blossom fell. Ajaan, it's been a full fifty years. The peach blossoms are no longer limited to the young man's shoulders, and she also wants to experience the thousands of rivers and mountains in the world. Ajaan, be yourself.
Ajaan, be yourself in the next life
In the next life, Ajaan may be a chivalrous warrior who enjoys vengeance and travels all over the world; whether he is still timid and cowardly, he may have someone to protect him and enjoy the spring flowers, autumn moon, summer cicadas and winter snow. No matter what his personality is, I hope Ajaan will go and see the rivers and seas rushing, the wind blowing with the sails, the flowers blooming and the snow falling. It doesn't matter if I don't see you, as long as you are truly happy.
Woo hoo hoo, Ajaan is actually lucky, there are many people who love her, but due to the times, she is destined not to be free.
I wanted to say that the four chapters should not be tortured, but I ended up crying to death.
Forgive me for not having much education, so I can only express my feelings at this time with the bitterness and injustice in my heart.