The Daughter's Crematorium

I saw the tweet on Xiao Hongshu and after reading it, I searched for everyone's comments on it. Someone actually said, "I hope Xia Meng will take the child back to see it. The parents were so miserable in the end." They were shocked to the point of being speechless. In that home, Xia Meng suffered physical and psychological harm, as if she was stuck in a quagmire. She wanted to stay away from the harm and become a little successful. However, she was dragged back in because of a little tenderness. She was unwilling to do so and tried her best to save herself. She struggled hard and was as hysterical as a madman. Time and time again, she experienced endless waves of pain and finally separated from her original family. Her new life was peaceful and happy, and there were people who wanted her to go back... Either they were stupid or they had a bad conscience.

While watching it, I felt that Xia Meng's and mine's lives were surprisingly similar, even the details and dialogues were consistent. It's funny. When I was 24 years old, I discovered that as long as I was protected by my mother, I could walk sideways in this family. It turned out that the reason why I had to apologize every time I was beaten was because my father would cry to my mother behind his back about his childhood misfortune, crying that he didn't want to be like this, but he couldn't control himself. Then my soft-hearted mother would forget that I was the one being beaten, and would only care about my father and ask me to apologize. One day I also learned this trick. I told my mother that I couldn't hold my head up in front of my classmates because my father beat me. I said that I envied other mothers' unconditional love for their children. You didn't love me. I said that I was going crazy. If one day I really go crazy, you will never find me again. My mother may have been frightened or not, but she no longer faced my father unconditionally and would fight back against him like me. I now live far away from them, alone against the influence they had on me in the first half of my life, with no results. Sometimes I am the bright little sun in everyone's eyes, and sometimes some people think I am cold and heartless. But it really doesn't matter to me. Most of the time I just want to lie at home and not go out alone.

Xia Meng and I are living the same life. I only discovered when I was 24 years old that after my father beat me, he would pretend to be pitiful to my mother, saying how miserable he was when he was a child, and saying that he didn't want to be like this. My mother would feel so distressed, and then forget that I was the one who was hurt, and instead asked me to apologize. I started using this trick, which shocked my mother. I don't know which part of it stimulated him, but he never did anything that dissatisfied me again. Then I left and began to struggle with the legacy of the first half of my life in a city far away from them. I still have recurring emotions, but I try not to hurt others. I am very jealous of Xia Meng and Mu Yunshu. I think a strong soul does not need any sustenance. But I also know that I am sick and cannot be cured through my own efforts. I think I still need a warm and patient love. I don't know what I will face tomorrow, I don't know how long I will have to fight against myself, I don't know whether I should choose Xiaoman or Xia Meng in the end.

Very shocking... The violent and coercive father and the cowardly mother are the epitome of many families. Although not violent, my father was very good at yelling, being cold-blooded and swearing for no reason. He is usually gentle and considerate, and he takes the initiative to take on difficult things. He was worried about my surgery and was extremely caring. But when someone says something wrong or I challenge their authority, it's like a different person. At this time, no one will speak, only the person being scolded will bear the responsibility. I also became cold and violent. Always subjecting friends to cold violence. I fear and stay away from anyone with a bad temper. I don't believe that anyone will love me. I always make inexplicable guesses and have weird thoughts. What I love most is people who don't love me. I think people who love me are not good things.

2024.2.21 1:27 A. M. Oh my god, it's so late at night that I'm crying. The data is really bad. I hope more people can read it.

After reading it, I burst into tears [crying] [crying]

Nora's body wouldn't be in that polar bear specimen, right? It feels like it was mentioned vaguely

Did Xia Meng really survive in the end? I am particularly afraid that Xia Meng is still dead and Mu is going crazy.

Polar bear? The first part mentioned that it was like it was real, the second part mentioned that it was a special look before leaving. It's so perverted, isn't it Li?

The first half of the story is so well written, Xia Meng's plight is as realistic as if he were a real person, and the appearance of Mu Yunsheng later is too beautiful, almost a dream, but it makes me feel disconnected