What Should I Do? The Aloof Queen of the Screen Loves Me Too Much

Childhood Sweethearts Reunited After Years Apart | Healing Each Other | Older Top Pursues Younger Bottom Thrifty, cheerful, softhearted, beloved-by-all director bottom Cool and composed on the surface, secretly insanely jealous, always reflecting on herself, then going right back to being jealous: award-winning actress top Famous director Ji Youyi worked herself to death after staying up all night, only to wake up in another world, inhabiting the body of a washed-up actress in its entertainment industry. The original owner had a terrible reputation and debts piling up. With nowhere left to turn, she chose to take pills and end her life. When Ji Youyi woke, the internet was flooded with people cursing her. Ji Youyi had made a name for herself at a young age. What storm hadn't she weathered? She was ready to return to her old profession and make a spectacular comeback, with a bright future ahead... Then she discovered she was drowning in debt, her bank cards were frozen, and she couldn't even hail a car. Luckily, she managed to latch onto a rich young woman. With her superb acting and astonishing shamelessness, she not only hitched a ride, but also conned her into buying her a whole new outfit. Deeply moved, Ji Youyi thumped her chest and promised the beautiful, gullible, wealthy older sister, “I, Ji Youyi, always repay my debts of gratitude. One day, I’ll make a movie with you. I won’t stop until I’ve made you a triple-crown-winning Best Actress!” “Is that so?” Meng Xingshu, who had already won every major award eight years ago, closed the file she’d just received on her phone and said coolly, “Then I’ll look forward to it.” One day, Ji Youyi was casting the lead actress for her new drama. Among a blizzard of résumés, she unexpectedly came across Meng Xingshu’s. Respected Teacher Meng spoke calmly. “I have plenty of experience, good acting skills, enough star power to carry a show, draw viewers, and attract investment. Most importantly, you said you’d make me a triple-crown-winning Best Actress. So shouldn’t I be the female lead?” Little Ji: “?? But this is just a web drama.” . A director is busy. She has to socialize with investors, teach actors how to act, help the screenwriter revise the script, discuss storyboards with the cinematographer, and keep an eye on the producer and the budget... Meng Xingshu understood, so she waited patiently. She was used to waiting. On her birthday, she waited all day and all night, only to hear that Ji Youyi had gone to dinner with a popular actress. The actress’s new drama had flopped, and she was crying as if her heart would break. Director Ji had rushed over as soon as filming wrapped. How kind of her. Ji Youyi arrived in the final few minutes of the day, carrying the scent of unfamiliar perfume. Meng Xingshu didn’t ask. She pretended not to notice, smiled warmly as usual, and drew her into her arms. After Ji Youyi left, she sat quietly in the dark, thinking for a long, long, very long time. At last, she understood. She smiled and asked Ji Youyi, “Is it that whoever seems more pitiful is the one you’ll stay by?” She should have realized sooner. That was just how Youyi was. She’d always been that way, ever since childhood. . After her younger sister disappeared, Meng Xingshu once believed there was only one path left for her: Kill her enemy, then kill herself. But in the nineteenth year of her hopeless search, her Youyi appeared again. She had hardly changed. Still cheerful, clever, kind, and brimming with life. And yet she had changed so much. She was covered in wounds but wouldn’t talk about them, exhausted to the point of collapse but still insisting she was fine. She refused Meng Xingshu’s money, her help, and the job she offered. But it didn’t matter. Meng Xingshu could still take care of her again, just as she had when they were children. ...Though it would be even better if Youyi could belong to her again, just as she had back then. · Little Ji syndrome, advanced stage: severe separation anxiety, wants to die whenever her wife is away. Possessive to the extreme, but insists on acting calm in front of her wife, playing the gentle, generous, steady, considerate perfect older sister... until she can’t keep it up and completely loses it~ · Even when she loses it, even if she hates the world, her enemy, and herself, she will always respect her wife. When she realizes her feelings are too intense, she worries about pressuring her wife and hurting her... so of course she keeps playing the perfect older sister ^^ · But really, her wife is willing to belong to her. In the end, they belong to each other. P.S. The childhood sweetheart is Little Ji, the younger sister is Little Ji, and the person she’s been searching for is Little Ji too. Teacher Meng only loves Little Ji. She can recognize her at a glance. But Little Ji doesn’t know. She has no childhood memories, and won’t remember until later. ◎ A fictional entertainment industry. Little Ji focuses on her career, while Teacher Meng pursues her wife. ◎ Happy ending, first-time lovers, four-year age gap, ten-centimeter height difference Next story: The Pretty Blind Girl Is Kidnapped by the Demon King A gentle, beautiful, frail, slow-witted blind girl x a wicked, scheming Demon King who spoils her rotten Theme: “You must be like a bird and fly to your mountain.”