Rice and Wheat

Fate led me to encounter this story. I personally like this story subjectively. If the full score is 5 points, I will give it 4.9, Which is 0.1 Worse. It is not that the story is not good, but I feel that I did not understand the story. To use an inappropriate analogy, if the process of reading the story is doing reading questions, the question given to me at first seems to be love, but after reading it, the question I understand has become life, and love has become an additional question. I feel that the answer to life may be something I need to explore throughout my life. I hope more sisters will read this story or find their own answer in other stories. The story has no copy, so I take the liberty of dedicating two sentences to the author. Two tired souls cling to each other, support each other, and return to Hong Kong! Life is short, but it is just an experience. You must dare to choose and not regret! I seem to feel the author's tolerance. The author leaves a lot of blank space in this story. Perhaps it is because there are not so many reasons to explain the choices in life. When people make the next decision, if it is not impulsive, then it is cautious after weighing the pros and cons. Looking at the results of the harm that has been caused, regrets and explanations have always seemed feeble. This is my personal rough understanding, dedicated to the author who wrote this story. Although I don't know if it will still be seen by the author, I hope it can be seen by the author. I hope every gentle author will find a gentle destination. *Contains a lot of spoilers, which will affect the reading experience. Readers who do not want to be spoiled can skip * Mai Wei, a dermatologist, wears a prude at work and lets himself go home after work. He thinks the world of children is simple and simple, but Mai Mai, who likes to chat with children, seems to me to be a child who has not grown up (psychologically). He will go crazy and fabricate things on the Internet. "Internet personality" makes up stories to vent, and consumes the emotions of netizens to regulate itself (well, this behavior feels not very legitimate and it is better not to learn from it), but as a doctor or in other words, everyone has their own undigested emotions, and choose a legitimate way to vent them without hurting others. Negative emotions are necessary. Dr. Mai tries to cleanse his soul by chatting with Xiao Bamboo Shoots. Others see him as polite, gentle, elegant, and charming. But Mai Mai, who is so angry when Lawyer Mi sings with Xiao Bamboo Shoots, may be the real him. There is a book on his left hand called " "Secret Record of a Pure Heart and Calming Qi", click on the VIP Phoenix website with your right hand, contradictory and real, restrained and tacky, the cowardly and timid Dr. Mai has a house and a car, but does not have a "home". The empty residence welcomes Lawyer Mi with his own fireworks, and the house has since become a home. Mi Xihui, a lawyer, has a cold face and is accustomed to the sophistication of the world. His pen and ink are light but profound, and he depicts the seriousness and attentiveness of a father with a baby and his uncontrollable excessive worry and doting. Although he is a small boy, I feel that he is very maternal and rigorous. This can be seen from his explanation of his relationship with Dr. Mai by saying "not at the moment". He said to his brother, "You "I am loyal and I am filial." Responsibility and responsibility often mean sacrifices and carrying forward with a heavy burden. His colleagues secretly laughed at him for being stupid, but I think stupid and pure are just a little different in spelling and pronunciation. When he echoed the baby's saying that the gunshots were the sound of firecrackers, I seemed to see an extremely gentle picture. He was obviously a cold-looking person. He is a human being, but his surroundings are filled with hot smoke, which brings heat to those close to him. At the same time, he consumes a lot of himself internally. The burden on his soul is not as obvious as the fatigue on his body. He may be confused when he sits alone in the hospital and relaxes himself. His father has his mother to take care of him, and his baby also has his own father. Looking around at a loss, it seems that he is the only one who is real. He was homeless and no one needed him. The fate of a drunken night allowed him to touch a door. He brought his best self and applied for help. Although he was rejected by the timid Doctor Mai, he did not give up and made a last effort. He resisted the pain of life in silence for a long time. He did not admit defeat and finally waited until he said, "You will have me in the future, it doesn't matter." The story is full of hardships in life but also warm and playful. Lawyer Mi doesn't like to smile but has dimples. Dr. Mai, who is obsessed with online horseshoes, is so embarrassed that his butt is red in real life. Lawyer Mi sees the Jenga scene of Dr. Mai holding the baby and the baby holding the cat, which seems to freeze the image of what a real home should look like. There are many sides of people that are unknown to others. Perhaps only the people around them and those close to them can see them. The story of two warm protagonists probably goes like this [Human suffering cannot be compared, and suffering itself is not worthy of praise. I like to see people in stories who do not give up in the face of suffering, but I also hope that everyone can obtain ordinary and simple joy and happiness without experiencing suffering. (The interpretation here is a bit like a family ethics drama, a bit confusing. Everyone has their own personal position, which seems understandable, but it is really difficult for others to comment on everyone's life choices.) Mr. And Mrs. Xing, a grumbling old man and a somewhat face-conscious old lady, are so down-to-earth and approachable that they feel as if they are right next to them. Mr. Xing is getting older and suffering from ailments, which seems to have brought down his eldest son's family, and his younger son's marriage is in trouble. However, it cannot be denied that when he was young, he was a husband who worked hard to support the family's livelihood, and he was also a stalwart father who could "apologise" for his son's sake. Mrs. Xing also shouldered the responsibilities of a wife and mother, and a family went to film the whole family. Family portraits include her husband knitting warm sweaters for her children, lovingly sewing bellybands for her grandson, and caring for her husband even when he was seriously ill in bed. There are many details. However, judging from the fact that Mi Xihui was mostly taken care of by her brother during her childhood, livelihood problems also forced Mrs. Xing to not fully take care of her children, and she was also a mother-in-law who scolded her daughter-in-law for not caring about the family. These parents shaped the two brothers. One is Xing Longruo, the captain of the criminal police. Maybe he was born to be a public servant of the people, or maybe because he has taken care of his younger brother since he was a child, so he is habitually protective. Maybe it is due to his study experience in the Shaolin Temple. In general, the previous article has laid a lot of foundation for his image as a good policeman, but later he told Dr. Xu, "I don't know what I was busy with before." I was busy all day long and wanted to be a good policeman... By the time I realized it, the little guy had stopped kissing me. ... I am the villain who robs other people's children...] One sentence seems to describe a criminal policeman who has a heart full of love for his family and country and the people, but has been poured out by a basin of cold water from life. He considers himself not a good father, nor a good brother, and his guilt and unwillingness make him say "rob "other people's children"" and that he is a "villain" and "retribution" , he also felt guilty about his ex-wife, so he made financial compensation. It can be said that in order to be a good policeman, he paid too much. He was an unfilial son in front of his father's hospital bed, a homeless husband in the eyes of his ex-wife, and a strange father in the eyes of his children. Perhaps only in the eyes of his apprentice and the hostages he rescued could he be a hero for a moment. Mi Xihui, his parents had no time to take care of him when he was a child. His brother took care of him a lot and taught him martial arts. When he grew up, he could silently support his brother in being loyal. He may have found the shadow of his father in his brother, and gained motherhood in the process of taking care of the baby. When his brother-in-law and his sister-in-law divorced, he helped his brother "rob" the child, but he seemed to be helping himself "rob" the child out of selfish motives. For the obedient and sensible Xing Yanning, it was difficult for him to be just his brother-in-law's child. Perhaps it had become a kind of spiritual support for him. He gave a lot of love, and when he gave up, he would feel the pain of peeling and breaking bones. As the saying goes, it is better to give kindness than to nourish it. What is kindness? Gratitude seems to be feelings, love from the heart. Xing Yanning's child was not kidnapped or forced to come to him. It came to him unexpectedly due to various conflicts and reasons. I don't think it can be said whether to snatch it or not. Children are not objects. Children have their own emotional needs. Xing Yanning can be coquettish and sensible in front of his uncle, because his uncle has taken care of him since he was a child. Gu him gave him love and a sense of security, so he was even more afraid that his uncle would not want him. His sensibility may come from fear, or fear may come from the feeling of abandonment caused by his biological parents being irresponsible and not close to him. As for doting, maybe it is just right for a child who lacks love, and the best education may be to give the child just the right amount of love. Mai Junlin, Su Xinzhao's husband, Dr. Mai's father, when he was on duty in the emergency room, he faced a patient who was having an affair with his wife. He was asked to choose between the morality of a doctor and the pain of being a husband. It seemed excusable no matter what he did. Good and evil are only between one thought. Perhaps it is the choice of this thought that shapes a person's nobility and despicability, but based on the narrative of the story, I can only see that he is a good doctor and a good father. , An affectionate husband, I couldn't see more of him, so I don't know if he was good at playing other roles. Although it was a pity that he suddenly died on the job, it is difficult for me to blame his wife's cheating on the single reason, because the emergency doctor itself is a profession with a heavy workload. Perhaps the combination of physical fatigue and mental shock was the culprit that defeated him. Su Xinzhao, Mai Junlin's wife, was the cheating mother in Mai Wei's eyes. She was a woman who pursued freedom, love, hypocrisy and freedom. Her cheating behavior may have indirectly killed Mai Junlin, and also caused Mai Wei to suffer psychological trauma. A wife should be loyal and gentle, and a mother should be holy and selfless. Su Xinzhao broke this expectation. Let's say she is an extreme egoist. Or, Dr. Mai Junlin's deep affection is not wrong, but his stubborn wrongful exchange of affection has brought tragedy. The story does not say how the relationship between Su Xinzhao and her husband deteriorated, but there seems to be no specific reason for loving or not loving. She is consciously trapped by the husband she no longer loves. She seems to be faced with only two choices: enduring and seeking a solution or going completely crazy? Most of the descriptions of her are selfish, and are interview answers that are difficult to distinguish between true and false. However, the author does not explain who put down the withered flowers in front of Mai Junlin's grave. Su Xinzhao herself has never explained whether she regrets or feels guilty. Maybe she has, but the outcome is already determined when the choice is made. Regret is the most useless emotion and cannot explain anything. Sun Min, Xing Longruo's ex-wife, is a high school teacher. Most women are emotional and have good expectations for marriage. Part of their needs for their husbands is that they hope that they can rely on and protect her. When she faces a husband who is busy with work and cannot stay at home, as well as her parents-in-law and uncle who live together in a small house. With more children and different living habits over time, there are always contradictions and conflicts. The body is exhausted from giving birth and the pain and anxiety of raising children. She doesn't even have anyone to talk to and rely on. As a teacher and a wife, she may understand her husband's responsibilities, but understanding does not mean that she can Being able to support all the pressure from life by herself, it is understandable that she wants to spend some time with the child in the end, but the child may not be needed anymore. I personally feel that even if it is a biological mother and child, they have missed the best time to cultivate their relationship, and the child is still confused. When you understand, feelings can take root quietly, but when time has given the child a different look, the close relatives are also strangers. What's more, Sun Min also has her own life path to walk. There is no place for this child in her future life plan, so why bother seeing each other again? Dr. Xu and his wife, who had less pen and ink, did not go into details. They only wrote about one conflicting point, a child that Dr. Xu did not know but had already lost. The child was unilaterally decided not to be wanted by Dr. Xu's wife. The body is female. I agree that women have the final decision-making power on reproductive rights, but between husband and wife, I think at least communication is needed. Even if a big fight is still a mess, it is a little better than ending in silence on one's own initiative. Refusing to communicate actually kills many possibilities. For example, if the wife is unwilling to quit the workplace, will Dr. Xu sacrifice his career for this child? For example, if both of them choose to give up the child, continue their respective careers, and have another child when they are ready, I have read a sentence that says "quarrels are for getting closer, but silence is for leaving." ], Regardless of whether the words are true or not, when individuals can make their own choices, they will have much less room for regret and have much less regrets. In realistic stories, national BL seems to be normal. After all, in reality, only people of the same kind can understand each other and become friends. I can appreciate the very touching setting of the detective captain , both homeless, which makes me feel that these two people are a bit sympathetic to each other, and they work together to live together, which is not easy to argue with. But maybe this is just two men who have experienced failure in life and want to try a different lifestyle. After all, doctors and police are two professions that are really difficult to take care of their families. This story is really strange. It seems to give me the feeling of seeing a one-sided woman through a male perspective, and it seems that men in a female perspective are not omnipotent. Since the protagonist is a male, the story is told through a male perspective. The only descriptions of the other side of women are an unnamed flower mentioned by the author, an overseas phone call to greet Dr. Xu, and a notice about the distribution of the will after death. There are also self-defenses that I don't want to be heard, and there is no other unnecessary explanation, but the author seems to be telling me through these details that they are not only used to shape the background of the protagonist, they are actually alive, very much like satire, or maybe I am over-interpreting it, but the author's writing is easy and mature, and it makes me feel that I should not write some useless information, which made me think for a long time (>_

I watched it many years ago, and it still feels so warm to me when I watch it again. It seems that I have returned to the cold winter, but the author's writing is both cold and warm. I really like the author, so warm.

I must have read this article seven or eight years ago. Even if I read it again now, I can still feel the warmth in the article. I hope everything goes well for my wife in the third dimension!

I remember when I first read this article, my expectations for my future life came from the parents of Lawyer Mi and Dr. Mai.

Alas, there are very few articles like this nowadays, so I found a treasure [crying]

This novel was written more than ten years ago. I loved it when I read it as a teenager. But when I read it as an adult, I had a different feeling. There are not so many messy things in my life, but it is a bit bumpy after all. But the boat of fate is always swaying forward. I hope that like rice and wheat, I will welcome the future with expectations.

The writing is so gentle. I like the description of lawyer Mi watching Maimai, Baobao and Xiaomei playing Jenga in the winter sunshine the most, with the warmth of ordinary fireworks.

Rereading it, I am moved to qwq every time I read it. I never imagined that this article was written ten years ago. Time flies so fast.

I stayed up late today and read it again. I don't know how many times I have read it in the past ten years. I have been in love with this book for more than ten years. It is one of the few novels that I can remember the name of, and the plot is also one of the few novels that I can still remember after so many years. I read plq that there is a physical book, and I don't know if it is still available for sale. It is indeed worth buying a physical book. I sincerely hope that everything goes well for the author and that he can come up with new works that will be better. [Compare your heart][Like][Hold your fists]

I saw a tweet on xsh today and took a look. It's a very good article. It's warm and healing.