Orange Soda

First time commenting~ I like Nanjing, maybe because of the rich history? Or the humanistic atmosphere? Or the city full of plane trees, oh yes, there is also Xuanwu Lake and the Qinhuai River. Just... I have a filter for the city of Nanjing. After watching "Orange Soda", I was even more impressed with Nanjing. The sister chapter Mileage Yuzhou took Ayu to watch Jay Chou's 2019 Nanjing concert. The wedding held by Cheng Yuzhou and Zhou Yu at Xuanwu Lake... Oh, I still remember in the last few chapters of Orange Soda that it was mentioned that there was a sidewalk outside Cheng Yuzhou's community with neat sycamore trees on both sides. I really longed for Nanjing. The city where I grew up has carried so many painful memories for me. Three years ago, my parents forced me to go to normal school due to forced intervention by my parents who signed up for volunteering. Now I am severely depressed and have dropped out of school. I really can't get out. . . Wuwuwu Originally, the college years should be a relatively relaxed period. There is no pressure to study in high school, and there is no financial pressure for the time being. Other people's college is to put on makeup, dress up, fall in love and travel (of course, this does not mean everyone). But for the past three years, I have been suffering from insomnia, crying, taking medicine and seeing a psychologist. . . I'm currently in a state of limbo. Normal school makes me want to die. I'm so scared. I'm really afraid of this major. I don't like managing students. I don't like standing on the podium with everyone looking at me. I'm afraid of being nicknamed by students, being teased by students, afraid of dealing with parent issues, and afraid that parents will say that this teacher can't teach my child to learn... My parents and relatives stood on the commanding heights of "for my own good" and moral kidnapping+PUA. Now they may also realize the seriousness of my psychological problems and say that as long as I am healthy and happy, it will be fine. I really find it funny. If you had the consciousness you have now, why did you force me? It's really ironic. Now you are really resisting, rejecting the school's majors, and even hating the teachers and classmates there. All the cells in the body are resisting that city. I have no motivation and no expectations. I am like a walking zombie. I don't know how many times I cried after I volunteered. How many times I quarreled with my parents. Every bad step I take in the future will be given by their hands. I feel wronged and hated. . . . I'm only in my twenties. I'm panicking without taking medicine. My heartbeat is racing. I can't breathe and I can't sleep. How can I let go? I really can't get out. As for my family of origin, it's broken. My mother subjected my father to cold violence for several years without speaking, so I was always forced to be the mediator. In the fourth grade of elementary school, my father was an alcoholic. I witnessed domestic violence no less than three times. My father cheated on me when I was a freshman in high school. The mistress was a teacher (this is one of the reasons why I rejected the normal school) and moved out directly. In addition, I was raised by my grandma. My parents basically ignored me when I was a child. After work, I would have a meal and then go play mahjong until the early morning. Only my grandma was with me so I wouldn't be afraid. But she also left a few days before New Year's Eve this year. How should I put it? I felt wronged and resented my parents. I felt that when I was eighteen or nineteen years old, they arranged a path for me that I could see the end of. At that time, I made it clear to them that I was afraid of this major (because there was a student in our county's No. 1 Middle School who made an appointment with someone from the public to beat up the teacher, and the news went viral. I was very scared). I didn't say that being a teacher was not good. It was just... It was really embarrassing for me. It was very painful. In the so-called best youth, I was confused every day, and gradually lost my fighting spirit. Because now I am also taking medicine, I can obviously feel that I have become stupid, my reaction is slow, my memory has declined, I can't sleep at night without taking medicine, and my learning ability has been greatly reduced. It's hard to focus. . . If I have the ability in the future and it is suitable, I really want to think about Nanjing where no one knows me. I can walk alone on Wutong Avenue, go to Pioneer Bookstore to check in, go to Xuanwu Lake to enjoy the breeze, watch the sunset at Yuzui, wander around Yihe Road, and Mochou Road...

Zhouzhou and Xiaoyu will live happily ever after!!!! 🎆🎆🎆🎆

Ah ah ah ah, I also want to see Qing Hang's reaction after learning about Wan Yue's condition. It ended so suddenly, but it's so good to watch 💪 💪 💪

It's not sweet at all, I just feel tired and heartbroken. I recommend another book by Xiao A: She Sees the Green Mountains, which is shocking and delicious. Highly recommended.

[Cry loudly][Cry loudly][Cry loudly][Cry loudly] How come you are so good at writing wuwuwu? The torture is also very good. Kuaishou

Little Couple 99, I burst into tears watching it in the middle of the night 😭 😭 😭 [purple sugar] kswl

It's very beautiful, and I made a lot of tears when I looked at it. The heroine was not defeated by the difficulties of reality. She is a very hard-working girl [Huang Xin]

I felt a bit unmoved after reading it. It was quite sour in the middle, but the ending was pretty good. The conflict between Yuyu and Yan Yan was also resolved. Everyone is nice. I hope Yan Yan can meet a better person! ❤️

Zhouyu 99 is so good, why is there no extra episode?

I read it again, I really like this group portrait story