[Crossover] Child of the Calamity God

A child sat on a bench in the courtyard, very small, looking not yet three years old.

"I'm looking for my father."

When asked, he answered.

"Then why are you sitting here?"

a passerby asked.

"Because..." The child lifted his head. Under the night sky, his pale golden eyes were like the faint glow of fireflies in a forest engulfed by endless darkness. "I don't know whether I should go looking for him."

Your birth was "unwanted,"

or

Your birth was "intended to achieve a certain purpose."

Which would you rather it be?

From the very beginning, Nakahara Akiya knew he wasn't that man's child. He was merely a crude ploy by a despicable suitor, meant to win that man's favor. He had simply forgotten.

"If only he wouldn't acknowledge me. If only he wouldn't acknowledge me..."

[Before You Read]

1: A rewrite of an old story. Thanks for waiting! Thank you all.

2: This contains plenty of headcanon, as well as all kinds of unrealistic portrayals of real people. Fans of the real-life Dazai and his characters, especially hardcore fans, please do not enter. Reader discretion advised.

Also, the secondary pairing is Dazai and Chuuya, in either order. It won't be explored in depth. Reader discretion advised.

3: The completed story "To Be Born, I Became the King of Gods and Humans" shares the same universe (crossover featuring anime and manga, including Bungo Stray Dogs, and Greek mythology).

The completed story "A Plan to Save the Calamity" shares the same universe (Bungo Stray Dogs).

Theme: Father-son affection.