Zhiya and I Died Together

The title says it all. I want to die with a man named Osamu. [Does anything truly exist that's worth prolonging your life through suffering to pursue?] It does, Mr. Dazai. It's just that neither you nor I have found it. Trust me, the ending is HE, and it's a good ending for both the male and female leads [knowing smile]. The female lead is very depressed. She's probably the kind of girl no one but me could like or accept. Theme: I vainly attempt to use my ideal self to drag you and myself down together.