Everyone Knows You've Transmigrated into a Book

Do I have some misunderstanding about laughter? The first chapter feels very dark at the beginning

Chapter 6: It's incredible. Exquisite settings. Dare to write about this kind of subject matter, which made me face this kind of fear and pain, but the author didn't seem to be involved. Chapter 8: Human beings are creatures that long for love. As long as they still have a desire for the world, whether it is noble or ugly, detached or close to the essence, as long as they are still calling, they can survive by relying on the desire to survive that clings to their desires. The reversal of light and darkness, the reversal of good and evil, the reversal of misfortune. What we will encounter in the end may not be the extreme of reversal, the reversal of love and hate. From wanting to die to wanting to live, to being hated and wanting to be killed by the people I once loved, from having the ability to love and working hard to live like a human being to having the appearance of hating and losing people. That's why I hate thinking about living, because I might end up not being like myself. Since the purpose is to live happily and experience the world, then there is no need to force the appearance of losing oneself into the world by force. Either die or be happy (as a human being). Chapter 9: I hate it. To gain happiness is to take it away. To have happiness is to feel more pain. I would rather not have it. I hate it. Chapter 10: Do you love people? No you don't love, all your feelings are meant to make you miserable, but you don't love. You don't care, you just feel pain. (Insanity

... Began to get excited, squatting silently