Diary

It can be regarded as a day of ups and downs. It's been a long time since I've been here, I don't know how I'm doing lately. I am very excited now. My cousin, who is also my childhood sweetheart, has shown signs of falling in love recently!!! (An exclamation mark can still express my surprise) I had always thought that it was unlikely that he would fall in love at this age (we are both sophomores in high school now), let alone fall in love, I even thought that he would not like anyone. Result,,. . ?! I've met that girl twice. She seems very well-behaved, but she's actually quite lively. If I were just an ugly guy, I would think my brother is unworthy, even though my brother is actually not ugly. But I know my brother's character very well. It can be said that he is long-term and dedicated. He is a warm man. So it's a bit unfavorable, and I don't know much about girls my age. But, today I saw how they chatted, and I really found it interesting. They would talk to each other about topics and sing songs. After meeting yesterday, the girl went home and recorded a video of a few minutes to teach geography to my brother. Today she asked my brother about a problem, and he immediately wrote a detailed explanation and sent it to her. (My brother is still very good at math and science) Should I say it or not? (I agree with this marriage!). At least I see that their interactions have some good buffs for learning. Now that I think about it, it's still a bit surprising. Tonight they were reminiscing about their first encounter. My brother didn't talk about the girl's new problem (we were classmates at the time), but he wrote a detailed explanation of it during self-study that night and passed it on to her on a note. At that time, he couldn't even put the girl's name to his face.

Time really flies by. The Chinese New Year is coming soon, but the epidemic has become serious again recently, and we are locked at home again, and we are still writing online coursework. In fact, I usually study in the evening at this time, but when I am at home, my hands are always cold and I am always distracted. Mathematics and physics are really becoming more and more difficult. I kind of want to choose politics, history and geography, and I always prefer liberal arts over science. Even though I originally wanted to choose physics, I always feel that I am unable to do so recently. There are more and more gossips among classmates. There is always endless things to talk about in the dormitory, but it probably stops there. Classes will be divided into classes at the end of this semester. Alas, none of my current classmates have fully recognized it yet, and I will have to start over again soon. One thing I'm happy about is that there are many beauties in our school, and most of them are outstanding ones that I need to look up to. But at the same time, many boys are very difficult to explain. Alas, let's study hard. As I write this, my homework is about to be handed in, so I'll see you next time. Best wishes.

I also collected your diary, not because I wanted to peek into the heart of a stranger in this world, but because I wanted to find traces of reality among the many wonderful but unrealistic works in Jinjiang.

Ah, it feels like a drama. When I read it out, it felt like a suspense drama. Fortunately, she didn't go down. It was really scary to think about the bad things. Leaving a review feels like a voyeur, but I still shamelessly left it because it's really... In short, it's a very good story.

That being said, I feel like I'm pretty good too.

Maybe relationships require fate, but I don't want to be lonely yet, even if loneliness has nothing to do with it

I also pay attention to ritual occasionally. I feel that without clear language to confirm the relationship or break up, it will feel unrealistic.

I feel like online dating, no, it's so easy to fall in love with a lot of commitments, and most of the time you can't do it in the end.

It can be regarded as a day of ups and downs. It's been a long time since I've been here, I don't know how I'm doing lately. I am very excited now. My cousin, who is also my childhood sweetheart, has shown signs of falling in love recently!!! (An exclamation mark can still express my surprise) I had always thought that it was unlikely that he would fall in love at this age (we are both sophomores in high school now), let alone fall in love, I even thought that he would not like anyone. Result,,. . ?! I've met that girl twice. She seems very well-behaved, but she's actually quite lively. If I were just an ugly guy, I would think my brother is unworthy, even though my brother is actually not ugly. But I know my brother's character very well. It can be said that he is long-term and dedicated. He is a warm man. So it's a bit unfavorable, and I don't know much about girls my age. But, today I saw how they chatted, and I really found it interesting. They would talk to each other about topics and sing songs. After meeting yesterday, the girl went home and recorded a video of a few minutes to teach geography to my brother. Today she asked my brother about a problem, and he immediately wrote a detailed explanation and sent it to her. (My brother is still very good at math and science) Should I say it or not? (I agree with this marriage!). At least I see that their interactions have some good buffs for learning. Now that I think about it, it's still a bit surprising. Tonight they were reminiscing about their first encounter. My brother didn't talk about the girl's new problem (we were classmates at the time), but he wrote a detailed explanation of it during self-study that night and passed it on to her on a note. At that time, he couldn't even tell that girl

A lot of things have really happened recently. Some time ago, the epidemic was severely closed for half a month. Grandpas and aunts got up at around six o'clock every morning to queue up for nucleic acid tests, and there were also many people who jumped in line (or maybe they didn't know where to line up, because they had to be divided into two lines in the middle). While taking online classes at home, I also volunteered a few times, which was really nice. But there are also a lot of bad things happening. First, a 19-year-old sister was suddenly diagnosed with acute lymphoblastic leukemia, and her time is running out. Every time I think about it, I feel that things are unpredictable; second, an 11-year-old child in our community fell from the sixth floor last month and was said to be paralyzed (no confirmation). I also heard about his background from my mother (abandoned since childhood and now lives with his adoptive parents), so I had to sigh; third, last week, a student in our school jumped off the building, and it is understood that the funeral is already being prepared. These three things are all regrettable. Maybe I still have some wishes that I haven't got yet, so I suddenly felt something after hearing this. No matter what the reason is, I don't want to die like this. But without other people's suffering, I really can't say that they really accept this ending (especially the sister). I think I've always been lucky enough to be able to grow up well. Perhaps for me, I don't want to see any misfortune on their part (probably everyone doesn't want to see it either), whether it's physical, mental, or family. I have also met very good teachers and classmates in the new semester. My future seems promising. I hope I can continue to be lucky. --Casual