Fools Deceive Themselves

Suddenly I found that everyone is like this. When I am sad, I will criticize myself. For six years, I was bullied for six years. I had good grades. What's the use of having good grades? The teachers didn't like me and my classmates excluded me. Sometimes I felt really uncomfortable. That is, I felt like I was relieved after leaving this environment. After meeting the classmates who bullied me, I was really calm on the outside, but I was turbulent inside because they bullied me. I remember that incident clearly in my mind, from the top of my head to the correction fluid, well, six or seven people came to laugh at me, but I didn't understand that someone actually came to save me at that time, and then I fell in love. Later I found out that I was just being sentimental. I fell in love because of a little charity from others. I was really hopeless. If I could go through time, I would treat myself well. It would be nice to be with myself, and no one would bully me.

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I hope I can live well, but I can't find the value of my life. How can I express my inner self? How can I live like an ordinary person in this world? I want to be able to cry and laugh and have someone to rely on. But I am lazy and greedy, and have never done anything serious. Maybe I was a fairly serious person before, but I feel like no one hears me, no one cares about my feelings, and I feel like I am trapping myself. "Don't talk anymore, don't think anymore. Everything you do is deceiving yourself. You could have lived a good life, but you are too weak to bear it. Get up, give up, get up,... Let's go." I cry all the time, but no one notices me. My cover-up is a line of defense, and people's indifference is an insurmountable wall. My voice, everything that hurts my heart, is blocked by it. "Why are you crying? It's so embarrassing. Stop crying! What are you crying for? Who are you crying for? What am I crying for? I don't know." I have no hope for my country or my family, and I am not filial. I don't know what I should do in the future, and I don't know what I want to do. I think some insurance can provide

It's a strange feeling. I seem to be divided into two "me". Whenever one "me" smiles happily, the other "me" will sneer coldly until both "me" become quiet. Nothing to be happy about.

It's really self-defeating. Who will love you, who will understand you, who will climb over the wall to save you? Only yourself.

It feels a lot like myself. Every time I feel sad or negative, I will burst out with a lot of words that ridicule myself, and then quickly adjust my expression and mood. It's amazing, but I'm worried that I'll become a psychopath. I'm already indifferent to people's feelings. If I were a psychopath... I wouldn't be able to survive.

An article that touched me very much. I wish everyone who has been hurt a happy life and a better experience in the future. Please keep living.

Sometimes I blame myself for eating snacks one moment, and I envy myself for drinking milk tea the next moment... Ah... This

Tears, feeling, tut, how should I put it, very touching, I don't know what kind of feeling it is...

How great! Come on big