[The simplified Chinese edition is under contract. Updates on its progress will be posted on Weibo.]
[Complete. One-on-one pairing, happy ending. Writing is hard, so please support the official release. The next novel is Winter Night Reply. Visit the author's profile to add it to your reading list =W=]
Many years after leaving school,
before she received the long-overdue apology, what lingered in Shu Yuan's memory was still that dark storage room from her youth, the door that was always "accidentally" locked from the outside, her unanswered pounding, and the classmates' looks and jokes that they thought couldn't hurt her. She remembered it all for years.
As for the one kindness fate had shown her, there was probably only one.
It was that, later, she got to marry the man who had stood up for her, opened the storage-room door, and sheltered her from the storm.
The story of Cinderella and her prince is nothing new.
Even Shu Yuan herself always thought that her marriage to Jiang Cheng was simply the result of his pity and generosity.
Only Jiang Cheng knew the truth.
From beginning to end, Shu Yuan had always been the one holding the kite string.
*
As a girl, she was a little round orange, sometimes sweet, sometimes bitter. He used to toy with her, manipulate her, and find her amusing and fascinating. He never imagined that years later he would fall into her hands and finally taste true bitterness.
He loved her until he was close to tears.
Vulgar and foolish. Just like she had been back then.
One-on-one pairing, unchanged.
Blurb for Winter Night Reply:
Every graduation season, classmate memory books become bestsellers.
So, in the year he graduated from high school, Xie Linyi bought one at his underlings' urging and passed it around for people to fill in. After lunch, he soon got back a whole stack of completed "replies."
Amid a sea of lovelorn confessions from girls, one stood out for its utter lack of tact. In the message box, it read: "Xie Lin, wishing you academic success and a bright future."
The wording was so earnest it was almost laughable.
He immediately set that memory book aside, crumpled it up, and tossed it into the trash.
The student on trash duty was Chi Xue, who cleaned up especially thoroughly that day.
*
As luck would have it, he lived up to everyone's expectations, and his future really wasn't bright.
Instead, he took one step and landed in a quagmire. Nearly ten years passed like a dream. He quit the police force and moved into a rundown public-housing block. When an old injury flared up in the middle of the night, he had no choice but to brave the snow and seek help at the shabby little clinic across the street.
The desk lamp inside flickered on and off. The doctor, bent over a medical chart, raised her head. Her features were plain and delicate. He felt he had seen her somewhere before.
"Name?" she asked.
"...Xie Lin."
Soon, the room fell silent, with only the scratch of her pen against the paper.
He suddenly said, "You actually knew which Xie it was."
Her hand stopped.
She suddenly stared at him, stunned. But Xie Lin's expression remained subdued, his brow slightly furrowed.
Ten years later, she still felt inferior beneath his gaze.
*
"His gaze suddenly fell on the blue vase on the desk in front of him.
It was empty. For the first time in all these years, the vase was empty on his birthday. There were no flowers in it. He was startled, as if an invisible door had suddenly opened, letting the cold draft from another world into his quiet room.
He felt death. He felt immortal love."
Stefan Zweig, Letter from an Unknown Woman
Theme: Love helps her become a better version of herself.
Today is very difficult because there are a lot of worldly things piled up in my heart and a lot of mundane things to do, but after talking with my roommates and friends and reading the article, I suddenly became enlightened. Live your own life. This is such a wonderful statement that I will devote my life to it. I will experience all its emotions and then sleep in eternity. ——Three brushes to stay
I cried again when I saw this. The extra personal experience is more touching than the main text.
I can't get out, woo woo. Really, A Yuan and Jiang Cheng have really upright views. Their relationship is like a small sailboat that has been lost for a long time. They suddenly meet and become each other's guiding light. Their love may take me a lifetime to digest, and it has given me so much inspiration. Because my youth was too plain, I envied their wanton youth.
Damn, it looks really good. It made me cry. Spread flowers.
How could I keep watching it with tears in my eyes? But I really think, if possible, I hope that one day technology will not let us separate. Because there are many people, relatives, friends, and lovers who are not yet there. Even if we know that we will have quarrels, differences, and regrets together, I really, really want to be with them all the time, live together, eat some firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar tea, and watch some romance. There are all kinds of things in the world, listen to all the sounds in the world created by strangers... Perhaps to be precise, in fact, I want to be inseparable from all the people I have met and all the people I have never met. I don't want to die, and I don't want to see him die... Maybe I am just an immature childish ghost...
It's a really good book. It's a pity that so few people have read it. The author has also given up. There is so much to reflect on ???
I can't get out. It's so beautiful.
I was so moved that I cried. TT I cried so much that I couldn't post photos. I even looked at the author's glasses for the past two days and my glasses were swollen with tears. What is the author's Weibo?
The writing is really good, I cried when I read it
I was really moved when I read this chapter after four months. The high nose, red lips and double eyelids at the end were so teary. They will continue to be husband and wife in the next life (cry, cry, cry)