A Fan's Confession [EXO]

After reading the extra episode, I had an indescribable feeling in my heart. I am happy that everyone seems to have a good ending for each other in the article, but sad that in reality the members still have a long way to go. It can be said that I was a fan of Wanyan Group at the time, and then gradually became a career fan. I voted on the list and watched them get on the best stage and promised each other the next glory. I was very moved when I saw her losing fans. After working, it happened that Xiaotian entered the military retirement period. The attention was less, but I can still feel the sincerity from the new album. Maybe we won't have a novel-like encounter, or maybe we'll just be Ellie for the rest of our lives, but we'll be content. I will no longer be a fan of other groups. I wish each other peace and prosperity.

A very special article, I had an indescribable feeling in my heart after reading it, but it was very beautiful. I used to think that EXO was my salvation, because that period of junior high school was too long and dark. They were like light that saved me from the darkness. I was crazy about it for a while, until the day when I got my high school entrance exam results. I didn't have Xin Luo's self-control, so I fell. My grades couldn't be admitted to any college. Just like Xin Luo said, I really hated them for a moment, but this was just self-deception. The only one I could blame was myself. Later, I went to a vocational school and worked hard to enrich myself. I would join the student union or any clubs I was interested in to make myself a little busier. It seemed that only in this way I would not have too much time to think about my parents' sighs at night. During this period, I also followed them intermittently, but I wasn't as crazy anymore. It lasted like this until 2019, when I saw on Weibo that Lao Zhang was going to hold the last two concerts of his tour in Shenzhen. At that time, I didn't know what I was thinking, so I went to Damai and used my regular savings to grab a ticket to the top of the mountain for more than 1,300 yuan, 2019.1 I went to this concert on February 15th. When I saw the once underappreciated healing unicorn in the group singing his own songs and exuding his own light on the stage, I felt happy but envious. I was happy that he had become the person who was chased by others! I envy the light that belongs to him! Because I still accomplished nothing, this inexplicable feeling lasted until the end of the concert and I walked out of the venue. What woke me up was a phone call from my parents asking me if it was over? They came to pick me up. They thought a lot while waiting for my parents, but they also figured it out a little bit. If you are envious, work hard, not to catch up, but to work hard to be your own light. This is what I thought after reading it. By the way, I am still working hard towards my small goal. The big text is very gentle, but also very powerful!

It was great and really poked me. The first half has a lot of similarities with my experience of chasing EXO in junior high school (the Orange Light part is my own feeling, except it's not the same game). In a sense, I used to chase exo to escape from something. I'm not good at interpersonal communication and prefer to be alone. My grades are okay but I don't work hard enough, and I'm somewhat confused. Can't wait to enter a key high school at the end. In my freshman year of high school, I used the EXO concert as a reward to motivate myself to study, and the results were good or bad. After that, I transferred to a private high school with a higher admission rate. At that time, chasing stars could only be a thought in my mind, and it faded away. Then something happened. I firmly set my goal and worked hard to go to my ideal school. The last days were really not very pleasant, and they still are when I think about it now. I still remember one time when I was taking an exam and I saw the EXO album on the side of my schoolmate's bookcase, which was still on a small card. I felt like I loved it and was relieved. After I went to college, I only knew the news about them, so I stopped chasing them. But this summer I downloaded Orange Light emm again to recall my youth, and emm fell into it again. To a certain extent, it's probably because I'm too autistic and prefer to be alone, but I'm also a bit lonely. This summer vacation is actually a very important time for me, and I wasted a lot of it. When I couldn't continue my pathology review at the end of the semester, I would watch exo videos to relax and then continue. I am lazy in reviewing and pursue efficiency, but the effect is good. Now that I think about it, it's more suitable to watch EXO during busy breaks. If you like it, you still like it, but you have to live your own life. I have also worked hard to become a truly excellent Chinese medicine practitioner. It's interesting to think that a steady old Chinese medicine practitioner was actually star-chasing back then. Finally, I really like Dada's article, and I would like to sincerely say thank you.

Wow, this article... How do I put it, ah, I feel so indescribable. I met EXO when Lu Han participated in Running Man for the first time. It was like 15 years ago. I was very curious about Lu Han because of his appearance, so I searched about him and gradually learned about EXO. The one that hit me the most was Miracle in December, and I fell in love with him out of control. They fantasize about stuff every day, but I have never bought any of their album peripherals or anything like that. But at the canteen outside the school, I saw posters and a kind of card that can be stuck on the wall (probably pirated). I saved my pocket money and breakfast money from my mother every day and bought five or six of those posters in one go, as well as Everyone's cards made me so happy that I felt like I was actually a little closer to them. Back then, I could pronounce everyone's names and knew everyone's nicknames. Rounding it off, I had been a fan of them for two years. Because Lu Han announced his relationship, I didn't pay much attention to them later. Now that I think about it, it's really... Stupid... I started from the beginning My favorite star at first was Lu Han, and then I fell in love with EXO as a whole. Even after I knew that he and the other two were no longer in the group, and more fans called me Ari, I still insisted on calling myself Planet Fan. , I just like Lu Han more, but he already has someone he wants to protect, so I also rushed into the world of the second dimension. During this period, I also knew other celebrities who were popular, sang, sounded, and looked good, but I couldn't like them. They didn't have the same feeling that EXO gave me at the beginning. But I was already a fan of them, and once again It made me fall for them, I still like them, but this time is different, I may have my destiny, it is Kim Min-seok, the South Korean fairy, just... Quite suddenly, I don't know why, anyway, I have a feeling that he is my ideal type, I like it very much, so I opened the browser again, a place where I can watch videos, and a software where I can read articles , □□ music and so on, just to search for them and xiumin. This time I saw them and I couldn't explain my emotions. I can't remember the names of some of them, but I still have those posters and cards. After reading this article, I always feel that I should really go to one of their concerts. One of their autograph sessions, I feel like if I don't go there, I will regret it for the rest of my life. After all, EXO is the first group I like and the only one I've ever fallen in love with. I will be an adult this year, so I'll have to wait, but I just hope that by then I can overtake those scary fans... After all, their hand speed is really scary...

I read it again. After I read a novel about secret love, I suddenly thought of my sad and bitter journey to chase stars. Then my uncle went into emo, Baozi, yes. I read this article again. I even put twelve Moon Miracle, Promise and Mermaid's Tears, holy shit, Yibao, you hurt me. I actually really want to see Chun Chun's campus secret love without a little regret. You don't have to be a fan. Come and make me cry in a short story, and torture me hard.

As you get older, you will really let go of everything. Last month, I accidentally looked at the vows made many years ago in the space. It was funny but not sad. We have lost and gained so much in these years. I can't remove them from my first thirty years of life, and they can't remove us from their lives. People who have never communicated with each other have common memories at the same time. This is the greatest luck. When I was a teenager, I always fantasized that if my fate and theirs were intertwined and we would never be separated, then that would be happiness. Now I find that living in the same era, the same world, and under the same sky is the real luck. Too close is easy to get hurt. When we are not far or not close, when we miss each other, I think that the other person is living peacefully somewhere in this world. I am very happy.

God, who knows how I felt after watching it... When EXO debuted, I was still in elementary school. At that time, I just felt that I was the only one who knew so many things. It was not very exciting. I still remember how much "adoration" I felt in the eyes of my EXO classmates when I laughed and said that my idol was my idol. I am considered a family member, and I like Tea Egg Red Hair and Memory Stick the most. I had a great crush on them during Girls' Generation. Others are strangers. I used to have a crazy obsession with Tea Egg, just like the heroine. But I am ashamed to say that I have never charted for them, nor have I bought an album. The only posters I have were given by friends. Zhongda was already happy to be a father, and suddenly thought that the memory sticks were also growing up, and Tiaomeng was slowly growing up, but he still couldn't help but feel uncomfortable in his heart. Very well written, really. There used to be a boy band called EXO, they were my youth.

Thank you, really thank you, thank you for your words, they are emotional, they are like my life, I am about to turn eighteen, as a senior in high school, I am very grateful to your words for giving me another motivation to move forward.

Where do you feel the same way? The extra words are: people who should meet will always meet. As written in another article: (Another fan) As a lawyer, there are so many ways to meet an idol.

From the beginning to the end of this article, I really had a feeling that I couldn't express.