Rebellious youth & enthusiastic and wanton
Fang Wenjing's roommate died suddenly in the room.
She didn't find out about it for three days.
When she returned home from get off work, the police were in and out of the home.
Her calm indifference caught Zhang Zhiyi's attention.
It was as if all this was expected by her.
During the process of taking notes, she answered a total of five "ok"s, like a puppet following orders.
When Fang Wenjing saw the police, she was strangely not surprised at all.
Because she had thought countless times in her mind about what would happen if she, or her roommate, died suddenly.
Just like every time she takes the elevator, she thinks about what will happen if the elevator falls.
She thought about what would happen after her death countless times.
If you can't afford a cemetery, just scatter the ashes on the ground.
So does the sea.
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The first time she met Zhang Zhiyi, Fang Wenjing envied him.
Healthy and energetic, passionate and wanton, in sharp contrast to her numbness and indifference.
Later, when she learned about his family, she envied him even more.
You see, there are people like her who are stuck in the mud in this world, and there are also moons hanging in the sky like Zhang Zhiyi.
Later, Zhang Zhiyi said he liked her.
She thought, what does he like about me?
I am so ordinary, ordinary, timid, and have low self-esteem.
She didn't believe it, but she wanted to grab it greedily.
Zhang Zhiyi said: In the crowd, I can see you at a glance. You are the most special one. You are walking alone in a sea of people, and your whole body is filled with the aura of loneliness. How lucky you are that others are kept away by your indifference, but I am the only one who dares to get close to you and catch you.
Realistically.
I'm sorry that I changed to advance payment. I can't write anything else at the moment, so I'll write this first.
Intention: I suddenly realize that the business in front of me is full, but I need to know that there are many suffering people in the world