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Gu Kai sees his unrequited love, Pei Wen, at the hospital. He lies in an ICU bed, pale and gaunt, with no color in his face.
Even after all these years, seeing you again still makes my heart flutter.
But the boy who once seemed as bright and clear as the moon has become like a flower on the verge of wilting. He stares silently at the white ceiling, his medical chart on the bedside table reading:
Severe depression.
From then on, through countless sleepless nights, Pei Wen no longer has to lie alone in bed, despairing as he waits for dawn.
Because that person is by his side, and the notes of his Goldberg Variations flow from his fingertips, together soothing all his pain in the quiet of the night.
"If the future seems too far away, if even next week feels impossibly distant, then let's start with every minute and every second right now."
"I'll be with you this second."
Gentle jewelry designer seme x depressed stage actor uke
P.S.
1. Seme protagonist, and the seme pampers the uke. Both have exes, so please don't read if that's a dealbreaker.
2. A warm, healing little sweet treat, a story of redemption.
3. Updates daily at 9 p.m. The author is reliable, so feel free to dive in.
4. Feel free to criticize the characters, but don't insult the author. The author has a temper.
Theme: Resist depression and embrace a beautiful life.
Ever since I read this article, Bach's Goldberg Variations have almost become a must-have BGM for my work and study. I strongly urge all Jimei fans to listen to it. It is the same healing style as this article! Moreover, Gu Kai's kitten is also named Bach. Now every time I listen to this piece of music, a picture will appear in my mind: the afternoon sun shines in from the window, Gu Kai is playing the piano in the house, Pei Wen is sitting by the piano and watching him tenderly, Bach is sleeping soundly in Pei Wen's arms. There was also Hugo and her baby, having fun around the piano, with flowers blooming in the sunshine outside. Yes, it is my life ideal to live with my lover in a small garden house, be self-sufficient, and have both cats and dogs. Although this article has a gloomy beginning, while reading the article, I can feel that the brushstrokes used by Da are very delicate and gentle, which is completely different from the previous cruel and cruel abuse articles. It seems that there is also beautiful piano music flowing in the words. What struck me the most was the process of Pei Pei gradually opening up and coming out with the company and help of Gu Kai. The two suicides made my heart tremble, especially the second time when he cut his wrists, and it was paired with the drama "Red". Even a person like me who doesn't faint was almost infected by the despair overflowing between the lines. It was particularly uncomfortable, and it took a long time. Fortunately, they reconciled in the next chapter. Thank you for your mercy. I have talked about depression with Jimei before, and I have also had the experience of hurting others because of my inability to comfort. Please refer to the article when Gu Kai was first with Pei Wen. Every time Pei Wen was depressed and depressed, he would only comfort him to think more openly and see more of the good things in life, but he ignored that the mental states of patients with depression are different. Hearing that his lover asked him to think more openly made him blame himself even more, because it was only because he couldn't think better that he got sick, and it was even harder to think better after he got sick. Pei Wen was worried, and he was afraid that speaking out about his problems would make Gu Kai uncomfortable, so he withdrew himself again. On the surface, he pretended to be very optimistic and positive, and seemed to be getting better, but in fact it was getting worse and worse, so much so that he had to break up with Gu Kai, and eventually went to the step of self-destruction. The family lines of the two protagonists are also handled very well. I listened to a teacher's psychology lecture before and said that if you want to save a person who is about to commit suicide, you must not say that your parents will be here soon. Because for some people, family means a harbor where they can stop and rest, but for some people, it is a burden that they cannot bear and is the reason that drives them into a desperate situation. At this time, saying that their parents are coming is not only useless, but it will become a driving force for them to make up their mind to commit suicide. For example, in this article, it must be a very enlightened family to raise someone like Gu Kai who is extremely aggressive, free and gentle, bright and aboveboard, but not everyone is so lucky. Pei Wen's misfortune comes from his original family because of his strong mother and lack of father's love. This is also the conflict point between the two protagonists in their initial relationship. Because Gu Kai has lived in the light since he was a child, he cannot understand Pei Wen's mental state at all, nor what it feels like to live in darkness for a long time. Therefore, if they want to truly become each other's soul mates, they must go through the process of breaking up and standing up. Simply liking is not enough. Gu Kai needs to learn how to get along with patients with depression and how to make himself a beam of light shining into the darkness. What Pei Wen needs to do is to open his heart and bravely accept this beam of light. These two points were not easy for the two protagonists to achieve, but I am very glad that they did it in the end. People are like this, and they need to pay some sunk costs before they know how to cherish. From understanding the problem, not avoiding the problem, to having the courage to face the problem, and finally solving the problem, this is a qualified healing article in my mind. Thank you again for bringing us such a wonderful story!
A very warm article, the sunshine always comes after the storm!
It ended like this, so strange
I cried during the middle of it, but the ending was so healing!
It's outrageous to see why this article is full of criticism? Several times we broke up because of my unilateral refusal to block him, and Gong has been very tolerant. Moreover, Shou didn't tell Gong anything about the past with that fish, so how could he know what to do and what not to do?
I'm going to start the second brush! The capital writing is really good*^_^*
Loved it. Very warm. I didn't cry.
I cried several times while watching it, but overall it still felt so warm~
I was promised a healing cookie, but it made me cry with tears on my face. Oh my god, it is healing, but do you have any misunderstanding about sweetness?
Did Gu never realize that he was dating a person with severe depression? He was really a little angry when he saw this. During the relationship, he had never tried to understand the symptoms and treatment methods of depression in depth.