A friend called me, sobbing uncontrollably after reading my novel. I want to apologize to her here: this is a tragedy, so please look elsewhere if you can’t handle that.
I’m not a strong woman. Life led me step by step to where I am now. Nor am I suited to being a strong woman, because I’ve never been able to cut off my feelings or stop loving. And I don’t aspire to be one, because all I know how to do is love others, not be loved. Four men came into my life. Li Gen taught me that a woman is like the most beautiful, pure, brilliant firework: she can only bloom once in her lifetime, for the one she loves. Pang Qiye said that beauty comes from being fleeting. Qin Zhongcheng kept trying to tell me that there are kinds of beauty in this world that cannot be seen or touched. As for my love for Cang Li, it wasn’t about possession. It stayed in my heart, never to fade.
This is the story I’ve always wanted to write: about a happy woman working in a government office, basking in the spotlight.
There are three parts in total:
Part Two
Part Three
Theme:
I read your book and was thinking about it for weeks! It felt like it was happening around me! Especially the image of Yang Xi is like being by my side! I cried several times at the end... Let me ask you a question; is this story made up by you or is it realistic? I feel it is realistic! Your □ number is... Can you add me as a friend?
I have watched "Blue Love" before, in which Eun-seok died of leukemia. At that time, I felt very scared and disgusted with this kind of death ending. I always felt that the story should have a perfect ending. But after so many years, I suddenly felt that going to heaven might be a kind of relief. (I am not talking about myself, I don't have this tendency.) But the hope in this is really heartbreaking, but Her life is the greatest pain, and imperfect endings are the best endings. Nothing has a perfect ending like in fairy tales. Xi is so tired, and I feel sorry for her. Having such a father, such a marriage, such a life, and such love is even worse than Xiao Baicai. Xiao Baicai can still cry like a little woman, but Xi can only face it with strength, which is so heartbreaking. Cang Li is too young, and time will change a person. If hope doesn't treat him well like this, one day, Cang Li will become a double-edged sword for Xi. I think hope should understand this too well and choose to fulfill Cang Li. And the time is not right. A woman's youth lasts only a few years. Once it passes, we will never live as freely as men. It is like we have been sentenced to death after our youth. The only thing we can worry about is having a child of our own. But Xi Lian has no right to have a child. It is better to go to the Naihe Bridge and forget the past and start over. What Cangli brought to Xi Love is just a drop in the bucket, it's too late, just like what is said in that poem: You gave birth to me before you gave birth to me, and I gave birth to you when you were old. I wish I could meet you before we were married, and be good to you every day... The time is wrong, and no matter how hard you persist, you will miss it, so this ending is the best for hope. I only hope that she will be a truly cruel and selfish woman in the next life. Women, it is better to love yourself more!
Some people say: Behind a successful man there must be a woman who supports him, and behind a successful woman there must be a man who hurts her!!!
I like the ending because it's very pure. If love insists on having a happy ending in Chinese TV dramas and making many concessions, then it would not be pure, and it would rather not have a perfect ending. I can understand the psychology of a strong woman. It's not that I have experienced this, but that I have the same survival and security crisis as she does. Even if the salary is only a few hundred yuan, you must continue to work, because it will not betray you; do not sacrifice yourself for anyone in the name of love. People who truly love you will not ask you to sacrifice but pay for you. The only ones who can be there are your parents now, and the only ones who can last forever. What I appreciate is also hope's insistence on purity. How many people only reflect on what they have lost or what they should stick to when they are frustrated, and then delete them all when they go out the next day. I envy Xi. Although it didn't have the ending that everyone expected, she got to experience the taste of true love. In the eyes of a mediocre person like me, love is a rare treasure that not everyone is lucky enough to taste. Maybe in order to make up for it, you can choose to truly love someone without any desire or desire, regardless of whether the other person is like you. The author reminds me of Bi Shumin. Sorry, I only have an impression of this female writer. Seeing an excellent female author is another joy of reading this novel! I am also a big feminist ~
I laughed when I heard this: "Then what are you doing with your mouth?" Changed to "Then what are you doing with your mouth?"
I don't know what to say, the ending is so damn sad. We have suffered so much pain, why can't we have a hopeful future? It's like a Korean drama, if everyone dies, what's the point? Although I think the male protagonist is really cowardly, cowardly and stupid as hell, but at least the heroine truly loves him, so considering how much pain the heroine has suffered in the past, she should be happy. But why did it end like this? People can't see hope. Maybe this is the reality, but why can't we make everyone feel better?!
Didn't you feel bad when you wrote it? Reality, reality, you can't see reality too clearly. If it's too clear, just pretend to be stupid. Otherwise, the reality will either make you suffer or drive you crazy.
I didn't insist on reading. It's not my style.
After reading it, let's make up for the points!
Dese! Changing my name again has wasted so much of my "love"!!! I quickly bound it.