I've Gone Crazy, What Should I Do?

“Preorder: ‘After the Imperial Uncle’s Failed Rebellion.’ Visit the author’s page to follow.” Proud, aloof, flirtatious bottom X devoted, reserved male-god top [This is your brief and extraordinary life, ] Your mother’s family has a history of mental illness. If she has twins, one of them is certain to inherit it. A genius on the left, a madman on the right. Your younger brother is the genius, and you are the madman. No one wants to be seen as a madman, so you keep pretending to be a genius and push your aloof younger brother into the spotlight. At first, you succeed. Then, at seventeen, you have an episode and slash a man. After that, you are sent to a psychiatric hospital. Two years later, unable to bear life at the sanatorium, you kill yourself. But it doesn’t matter. Your death has no effect on the world at all. Then he comes back... The man who drove you over the edge and turned you into a madman. I originally thought none of this had anything to do with me... Even if you were my older brother. Until that man mistook me for you. On the day he met Lin Xidi, he dreamed he was pinned against a tree on a mountaintop. The night was still and serene, the sky full of stars, and below the mountain, countless lights glimmered as brightly as the stars. The moonlight was hazy, the branches swayed gently. He was forced to accept the other person’s kiss, the fresh, clean scent of youth lingering at the tip of his nose. His hands pressed against a young, beautiful, taut chest. A soft laugh sounded. Someone said in his ear, in a low, sensual voice, “Between moonlight and snow, you are a third kind of beauty...” 1. There is a little suspense. Please refrain from passing moral judgment on the protagonist for now. 2. The author will explain why comments containing spoilers for the final chapters are temporarily deleted. Please understand, everyone, and don’t post spoilers. 3. If you don’t understand the blurb, try thinking of it this way: if the author could write a blurb that made sense, she would have fixed it ages ago. ...Cover CG authorized by Dian Xiao Wang Sheng.K ...Typography: Siyue Preorder 1: “After the Imperial Uncle’s Failed Rebellion” In the twelfth year of Zhaohé, Prince Cheng, Ning Shu, failed in his rebellion and was imprisoned by the new emperor. The King of Dongqu sent a letter from a thousand miles away, offering five cities in Youzhou in exchange for Ning Shu. The entire court was in an uproar. Officials petitioned one after another to have Ning Shu executed, calling him a treacherous wolf with vicious, ruthless methods who had nearly wiped out the imperial bloodline. Letting a tiger return to the forest would surely bring endless trouble. Unfortunately, the young emperor was indecisive. He neither released Ning Shu in exchange for the cities nor found the resolve to execute the rebel. Despite the ministers’ objections, he kept Prince Cheng, Ning Shu, imprisoned in the palace. Before he transmigrated, Ning Chengxuan was a high school senior, a cool and aloof campus heartthrob, a rich second-generation heir, and a prospective Ivy League student. After he transmigrated, he became an unwanted, intellectually disabled prince, a mute and a human test subject for medicine. Ning Chengxuan survived countless brushes with death and endured every kind of humiliation before finally ascending the throne. He knows that Ning Shu has always coveted the throne. Beneath his gentle, beautiful smile lies a black-hearted lotus rotten to the core. It’s just that, back then, Ning Chengxuan was set up and accidentally stumbled into the lotus pond, where he had his way with his young imperial uncle. Ever since, whenever he feels the urge to kill Ning Shu, he remembers the way Ning Shu leaned against the edge of the pond, his long, pale neck bared, brows slightly furrowed, his expression restrained and unable to endure it. Then Ning Chengxuan can no longer bring himself to kill him, and can only “teach him a lesson” another way. The breeze stirs the gauze curtains. A young eunuch catches a glimpse of Ning Shu’s jade-white back, faintly visible and covered in red marks, and immediately looks away, blushing with embarrassment. He can’t help sighing. The man who was once a noble of the imperial family, radiant as the moon and peerless in grace, a celestial being among mortals, has now become a plaything of the emperor, swallowing his pride and enduring humiliation just to stay alive. 1. The refined, aloof, dignified and upright (not really...) young emperor top VS the gentle, cunning young imperial uncle bottom who failed in his rebellion 2. Younger top Theme: As long as you have the courage to embrace happiness, you needn’t fear taking a wrong turn in life.