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A reborn entertainment-industry story
Han Ji’s old friend is gravely ill. To fulfill his friend’s dying wish, he travels a thousand miles to find the love of his friend’s life, the person he had longed for but could never have. Instead, Han Ji discovers that his old friend has been lying to him for twenty years.
It turns out that the person who fell in love at first sight and ruined Lin Yan’s life was Han Ji himself.
If I could start over, I might still not love you. I only hope to protect you and keep you free from worry for the rest of your life.
One-line summary: Click to see how a straight man gets his comeuppance and falls for himself
Before he was reborn, Han Ji was sorting through Lin Yan’s belongings when he found a yellowed letter.
“No one knows I love you.
I secretly touched you once, never expecting you to scatter like a dandelion. After that, I saw traces of you everywhere.”
After he was reborn, Han Ji heard the brazen, arrogant young man say, “I like Han Ji? How could I? And secretly liking someone is even more ridiculous. Who has a secret crush these days?”
“...Tall, handsome, gentle, and refined, from a distinguished family? That’s Han Ji’s persona. Do I look like someone that shallow?”
But no one knows that this young man who “dislikes” him lost both his legs for his sake in his previous life.
Han Ji caught the young man red-handed badmouthing him.
He cornered him against the wall, smiling with gentle refinement. “If it’s not a secret crush, are you trying to pursue me?”
The young man blushed bright red and stammered, “P-pursue you... How?”
Han Ji kissed the corner of his mouth, his voice clear and low. “Congratulations. You got me.”
The real one-line summary: Teaching your wife how to pursue you is a technical skill
Reading guide
Gentle, refined actor top VS devoted, restrained young master bottom
No real-life inspirations, no projecting
Everyday romance, a short, relaxing read
One-on-one, the top spoils the bottom, and they spoil each other
Dual POV, the top is the one who is reborn
The poem in the blurb is by Jia Pingwa
Additional note
The top realizes the bottom likes him in Chapter 9
Some of the blurb's plot takes place in the VIP chapters
Here's a preorder: the next book, “I’ve Gone Crazy, What Do I Do?”
(PS: The second-person blurb is a little strange.)
Proud, aloof, flirtatious bottom X devoted, reserved male-god top
[This is your brief and extraordinary life, ]
Your mother’s family has a history of mental illness.
If she has twins, one of them is certain to inherit it.
A genius on the left, a madman on the right. Your younger brother is the genius, and you are the madman.
No one wants to be seen as a madman, so you keep pretending to be a genius and push your aloof younger brother into the spotlight.
At first, you succeed. Then, at seventeen, you have an episode and slash a man.
After that, you are sent to a psychiatric hospital.
Two years later, unable to bear life at the sanatorium, you kill yourself.
But it doesn’t matter. Your death has no effect on the world at all.
Then he comes back...
The man who drove you over the edge and turned you into a madman.
He suddenly begins investigating the cause of your death.
I originally thought none of this had anything to do with me...
Even if you were my older brother.
Until that man decided I was the murderer.
On the day he met Lin Xi, he dreamed he was pinned against a tree on a mountaintop. The night was still and serene, the sky full of stars, and below the mountain, countless lights glimmered as brightly as the stars.
The moonlight was hazy, the branches swayed gently. He was forced to accept the other person’s kiss, the fresh, clean scent of youth lingering at the tip of his nose. His hands pressed against a young, beautiful, taut chest.
Someone said in his ear, “Between moonlight and snow, you are a third kind of beauty...”
Among the sun, moon, and stars, you are a rare fourth.
Preorder 2: “The Young Imperial Uncle”
In the twelfth year of Zhaohé, Prince Cheng, Ning Shu, failed in his rebellion and was imprisoned by the new emperor.
The King of Dongqu sent a letter from a thousand miles away, offering five cities in Youzhou in exchange for Ning Shu.
The entire court was in an uproar. Officials petitioned one after another to have Ning Shu executed, calling him a treacherous wolf with vicious, ruthless methods who had nearly wiped out the imperial bloodline. Letting a tiger return to the forest would surely bring endless trouble.
Unfortunately, the young emperor was indecisive. He neither released Ning Shu in exchange for the cities nor found the resolve to execute the rebel. Despite the ministers’ objections, he kept Prince Cheng, Ning Shu, imprisoned in the palace.
Before he transmigrated, Ning Chengxuan was a high school senior, a cool and aloof campus heartthrob, a rich second-generation heir, and a prospective Ivy League student.
After he transmigrated, he became an unwanted, intellectually disabled prince, a mute and a human test subject for medicine.
Ning Chengxuan survived countless brushes with death and endured every kind of torment before finally ascending the throne.
He knows that Ning Shu has always coveted the throne. Beneath his gentle, beautiful smile lies a black-hearted lotus rotten to the core. It’s just that, back then, Ning Chengxuan was set up and accidentally stumbled into the lotus pond, where he and his young imperial uncle... From then on, whenever he feels the urge to kill Ning Shu, he remembers the way Ning Shu leaned against the edge of the pond, his long, pale neck bared, brows slightly furrowed, his expression restrained and unable to endure it. Then Ning Chengxuan can no longer bring himself to kill him, and can only “punish” him another way.
The breeze stirs the gauze curtains. A young eunuch catches a glimpse of Ning Shu’s jade-white back, faintly visible and covered in red marks, and immediately looks away, blushing with embarrassment.
He can’t help sighing. The man who was once a noble of the imperial family, radiant as the moon and peerless in grace, a celestial being among mortals, has now become a plaything of the emperor, swallowing his pride and enduring humiliation just to stay alive.
1. Refined, aloof, dignified and upright (not really...) young emperor top VS gentle, cunning young imperial uncle bottom who failed in his rebellion
2. Younger top
Theme: Cherish and notice the scenery you once overlooked
This ending may not be so perfect, but it is somewhat real. There are still some regrets. It is a pity that he does not know his biological father. It is a pity that the outside world does not understand the facts. Unfortunately, they did not meet.
I don't expect the blessings from the whole world. I just hope that one day in the future, same-sex marriage in China will be treated peacefully by the people. I hope that one day, when people hear about same-sex marriage, the first thing that pops into their minds is that it is nothing, nothing special. Two people who love each other and decide to spend their lives together should get married. This is of course... Natural.
So Han Ji's father is Jinyang? Or who?
I was really tricked into it by the copywriting. I thought it would be a secret love coming true, but it turned out to be a suspenseful article (__)ノ|bi
This ending makes people feel complicated. It is a bit difficult to reconcile, but it seems true. But if it is true, this ending is like a fairy tale.
I have a few questions: 1. Who is Han Ji's biological father? He should also be someone whom Boss Han trusts very much;
2. When I visited the prison, I said that if I can send the Korean boss in once, I can send him in a second time. Does this mean that the boss has been plotted before?
3. Was Mother Zheng paying attention to the whole process and was one of the driving forces behind the overthrow of the Korean boss? That is to say, Han Ji's disregard for others in his previous life was actually inherited from his mother. If she had always known what kind of person Boss Han was, she had never cared about her son's current situation.
It feels really strange that I don't know my father.
I feel so unexplainably sad that I spent a day chasing it all
I don't know why but I still feel very sorry. The hurt cannot be covered by happiness.
Completion and loss, but more like things in life
I have a knot in my mind that I didn't announce that he was not Han Jianbin's son.
This ending may not be so perfect, but it is somewhat real. There are still some regrets. It is a pity that he does not know his biological father. It is a pity that the outside world does not understand the facts. Unfortunately, they did not meet.
I don't expect the blessings from the whole world. I just hope that one day in the future, same-sex marriage in China will be treated peacefully by the people. I hope that one day, when people hear about same-sex marriage, the first thing that pops into their minds is that it is nothing, nothing special. Two people who love each other and decide to spend their lives together should get married. This is of course... Natural.
So Han Ji's father is Jinyang? Or who?
I was really tricked into it by the copywriting. I thought it would be a secret love coming true, but it turned out to be a suspenseful article (__)ノ|bi
This ending makes people feel complicated. It is a bit difficult to reconcile, but it seems true. But if it is true, this ending is like a fairy tale. I have a few questions: 1. Who is Han Ji's biological father? He should also be someone whom Boss Han trusts very much; 2. When I visited the prison, I said that if I can send the Korean boss in once, I can send him in a second time. Does this mean that the boss has been plotted before? 3. Was Mother Zheng paying attention to the whole process and was one of the driving forces behind the overthrow of the Korean boss? That is to say, Han Ji's disregard for others in his previous life was actually inherited from his mother. If she had always known what kind of person Boss Han was, she had never cared about her son's current situation.
It feels really strange that I don't know my father.
I feel so unexplainably sad that I spent a day chasing it all
I don't know why but I still feel very sorry. The hurt cannot be covered by happiness.
Completion and loss, but more like things in life
I have a knot in my mind that I didn't announce that he was not Han Jianbin's son.