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After reading it twice in a row, I roughly sorted out an idea for speculation - the male protagonist was mentally contaminated when he first came into contact with "Him". As the situation escalated, the male protagonist may have vaguely felt that his spirit was contaminated, but he was unable to stop the expansion of the pollution, so in order to preserve his final sanity, or his human mind, he split his personality into two parts: "Chris" and "I". "Chris" is the part that is mentally contaminated, which is why Chris is the one who insists on laying eggs, that is, the one who is obsessed with "closing the loop". "I" is the personality that still retains humanity, and in order to protect this part of personality, the most unbearable memories are isolated by the self-protection mechanism. Then came the "closed loop" process - "He" came into contact with the male protagonist and gradually came into the world. Under "His" mental pollution, the male protagonist and the people at the institute arranged for the male protagonist to give birth to "His" eggs. After the eggs hatched, "He" was eaten by his own offspring. The descendants have destroyed the world, leaving only the male protagonist who is still ovulating. (There is also a very ridiculous speculation. At this time, "He" has been eaten, so whose eggs are the male protagonist still laying? There is a sentence in the original text of Chapter 9: "They have been unwilling to let him go, so he will keep screaming." - So the male protagonist has probably been OX'ing the offspring of "His" that were hatched, so he continues to lay eggs for the offspring... Ugh... I am disgusted by my own speculation. I need to read a real brainless sweet article later...) Then at the beginning of the story, a grown-up offspring, the male protagonist's favorite offspring (he himself did not recognize it) came to the male protagonist and listened to his story (at this time, the male protagonist was still ovulating someone's eggs... Ugh...), And then this most favored offspring will take the male protagonist on an interstellar journey for billions of years, which is what the male protagonist once dreamed of. After the trip, this favored offspring will be attracted to the male protagonist in another parallel world, descend to that parallel world, and as the "him" of that world, lay eggs with the male protagonist of that world - repeating the previous process, completing a closed loop. (Due to the different time and dimensions of the gods of Cthulhu, "He" and his most favored descendants should have been able to see the entire process of the situation from the beginning and be committed to closing the loop. "He" has mentally polluted the male protagonist since he came to the world from the beginning, so part of the personality of the male protagonist "Chris" is also committed to enabling himself to lay "His" eggs and start the next closed loop). Then, after this favored descendant left the male protagonist and came to the parallel world, the male protagonist recognized this descendant of himself and "him", and realized that this descendant went to the parallel world to repeat the next cycle. The male protagonist may have retained a part of his humanity that was still resisting, and wanted to break the cycle, so he put this part of his experience Instilled in the brain of the male protagonist in the next parallel world in the form of a dream, reminding him that Zisha is here to break the cycle - because the time he inserted into the dream was when the male protagonist's spawning experiment was in progress, but the eggs had not yet been laid. If the male protagonist succeeded in self-shaking at this time, he would not have laid eggs that would lead to the next cycle, and the cycle would be broken. It's a pity that the male protagonist's efforts failed in the end, and the cycle continues.

... After that long dream of traveling in the stars, the most profound and memorable thing you remember is "I must kill myself." During the process of laying eggs, you struggled wildly in blood and mucus countless times. You said, "If I can really control them, I will let them kill me." Facing "Chris" with his abdomen filled with eggs, you wonder, "How could he do this without committing suicide?" But the reality is that you don't have any thoughts or actions to commit suicide. The miserable human mind is always screaming to commit suicide, the assimilated body is always ignoring this choice, and is always loving and close to Him. Finally, tens of millions of years later, new evil gods were born on human corpses.

Help, help! I keep eating eggs and ovulating! Ahhhhh! ! ! Ah! ! ! ! ! Keep eating and eating ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ! ! !

The closed time loop can be said to be the most despairing ending. It's my first time to come across a Grammar novel. It's both fascinating and nauseating at the same time (both the description and the plot are disgusting).

Nice. But one thing that matters is whether He is wise or not. There should be none. But judging from the "brothers and sisters", it was Him who spoke to me in the end. Combined with the fact that we went traveling together in the end, what I thought of was that He who listened to the story took the initiative to travel, and He also made the boat. I still like to talk about wisdom, just think of it as if it has it. Good reviews

The author is amazing. "I" remember my own name, and I also remember that I want to commit suicide, but I don't connect the things I remember with myself, which makes the cycle unstoppable - some good mental states.

After reading this, I feel that my wife needs some inspiration or a sanity evaluation [changed]

I keep ovulating and I feel bloated and bloated. So weird

It took me three hours to read it carefully, and another three minutes to think seriously, and finally I seriously came to the conclusion: I couldn't understand it. Everyone in the comment area seemed to understand it. I read all the explanations but still couldn't understand it. I didn't feel any discomfort or nausea at all. It was just confusing. Maybe it was my first time coming into contact with this kind of subject. It was a very new feeling hahaha.

When I saw Chris laying eggs, I guessed that "I" was Chris, but I didn't expect that the protagonist forgot his name.

Hey, for those who like Mr. Ke, he is really the best [cat head]. The offspring of Him and Chris devoured Him, then devoured each other, and finally became Him again and traveled together to the end of the universe. Go to another parallel world to repeat this reincarnation, how can it not be a beautiful love [cat head] [cat head] [cat head]

I don't know why, but every time I see a book title, I always have a vision of it being three-dimensional. The letters in the middle are the front and the letters on both sides are side-viewing three-dimensional images, just like the three-dimensional animation of the company logo (?) At the beginning of the movie.

! ! So the supplies are actually eggs laid by Chris?

I feel like this article is a little more popular. I still remember that I didn't understand it the first time I watched it. I still can't figure it out by relying on the comment section, and the comments at that time didn't have so many pages. In fact, the explanation was not as clear as it is now. The article about my beloved wife is still very interesting to read again.

He called those things children. . .

After reading it, I felt chills all over. It's obviously not very scary, but just inexplicably uncomfortable.

Why can't we finish the food reserves? "I" is Chris, does it mean that "I" is actually the administrator of this institute?

Simply delicious. . . . . . I just said there is something wrong with this Chris, why is the scene so weird? . . . . It's delicious! ! ! 2

What is the end of time?

Points are returned [crying] The leader will kill you and do all the bad things

I can talk to Him because in the end I have been alienated

I couldn't understand, so I didn't lose san [poor] [poor] No wonder everyone always says "the less you know, the better"

Endless Möbius strip...

Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good, I want a sequel [poor]

Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy😭