A Lifetime in Disarray

I think it's so exciting, I really like this book, and the twist at the end left me dumbfounded. Moreover, this big twist is neither ridiculous nor blunt. I think the logic makes sense. Because many novels feel inexplicable. I also like Fu Nansheng, he is not a template character, he is quite special. I almost vomited at those poorly written templates.

Fu Ying'er hesitated and asked, "Do you really love him?" Chen Feiqing smiled and said nothing. ——The most annoying point in the whole article

I'm so sad. I think the author wants to take revenge on the readers. I'm so confused now that I can't read the text. But I can't bear to scold the author. In the end, this article is considered a he, right? I don't know if Feiqing still loves Xiaonan, but the two of them can no longer let go. This article always lacks direct emotional and psychological description of Feiqing. Although he suffered great betrayal and pain, the author still did not write about his emotions, as if he was not a real person. Everyone praised Chen Feiqing, but Chen Feiqing had no actual achievements. Only at the end did he realize that he was making up for it. I really don't understand Xiaonan's psychology at all. I can only guess whether he really wants to do this based on whether the plot is "balanced". Another person I can't understand is Gou'er. This person is really inexplicable. I don't understand his position. He behaves like a complete desert general, but he is obviously from the Central Plains, and he has no loyalty to the eldest prince and the younger prince.

I don't know what kind of mood I had after reading it. I felt that the ending couldn't be like this. Mr. Fu deserves to die, and it doesn't matter if Chen can die with him. How can he be worthy of the world if he doesn't die? It's so unfair, disgusting, and unhealthy to live well like this now. This is the story of a stupid Gong and a lowly Shou. Shou is very sinister and vicious and loves to pretend to be crazy and paranoid. He does not regard human life as his life. His hands are full of blood. He is the son of a prostitute. No matter what his identity is, he always relies on seducing men to achieve his goals. Regardless of his marriage to Gong, he has ambiguous relationships with other men. Kissing and hugging others is really disgusting, of course. He is not without merit, he is very smart and likes to play with his mind and feelings, and he will keep it in his heart if he is good to him. His past misery should not be his advantage or excuse. He is really mean, he loves sex and loves to go crazy, and when he gets it, he sometimes feels like abandoning him. As for attacking Chen Feiqing, I always feel that his character is a bit broken and can be solved with the word "crazy". Chen, in the beginning, he was a bit dignified, a bad guy, soft-tempered, and very gentle, but later he seemed to be particularly stupid. He believed everything others said, was kept in the dark about everything, was deceived by everyone, and was played around by everyone. As for Shou, when he was treating Shou's snake, Shou drugged him, and then he was bitten by the snake and his life was in danger. He ended up blind for a while. Everyone knew that it was probably Shou who was poisoned, but he just said that he would be sad and left it alone. Shou forced her to kiss him many times while she was blind. She was considerate and gentle to him, and then he was successfully seduced... I was speechless. He was also very cheap. Shou was interested in him at first but knew she refused sternly. From then on, he acted like a steely, ignorant and straight man. , And before he was blind, Shou was working for the enemy country and was with Ergou of the enemy country. When Shou was with others, he was seduced by Shou's appearance and demeanor and became a little obsessed. Later, when he was forcibly kissed, he heard the other party lie to him and said that he was forced by Ergou. He was forced to be innocent (bullshit) and then Chen believed that he had been seduced. Later, he said that he was lustful and beautiful from the beginning, and he dreamed of having sex with him. Then what was the straight man in front of him doing with his upright and ignorant look on his face?? Really broken. After Shou got to know him, Gong wanted to sleep with him, but Shou felt that he was just as disgusting as other men and refused, so he asked Gong to do the following. Gong hesitated for a while and agreed. (Personally speaking, if Chen Zhen lay down and let Fu fuck him at this time, he would be really disgusting and unacceptable. Fortunately, he didn't). Shou often deceived and used Gong. , Everyone around Gong knew that Shou should not be trusted and warned Gong, but Gong originally believed everything others said and was fascinated by Shou. Anyway, he believed in Shou and loved Shou very much. He was deceived a lot and indeed hurt him, but Shou was miserable and really loved him. Although he had doubts about Shou, he believed Shou when Shou denied it. , Who told him to love him? The double agent who suffered a lot of troubles later was willing to do anything for Gong, and he loved Gong very much. As for other people's lives, it didn't matter, and Gong's feelings and thoughts didn't matter. Anyway, he loved him, and it was all for him. Anyway, Gong had a kind-hearted temper and didn't care about anything. They even got married. , Was despised by many people, Shou was really notorious for being duplicitous and doing whatever he wanted, which later led to a war and many people died. In the end, it was inexplicably said that it was for attack. In short, everything was inexplicable. Anyway, Shou was crazy and paranoid, and then attacked and forgave Shou, and flew away with Shou, ugh. It's really unfair that these two people didn't die in the end. Who told them that they had any background? Does the emperor want to spare you? Is Gong going to take the punishment on his behalf? Anyway, everything is inexplicable.

After reading the article and looking at the title again, I felt a sense of loss. But looking at Gong's words "Go and see!", I feel that Gong's innocence has not changed and things will develop in a good direction. Moreover, Gong's father was still in a high and powerful position, and the emperor still cared about his old feelings for them. If one day the emperor dies and the young master ascends the throne, I think Gong is the most trustworthy candidate to take care of the orphan, and maybe he will be transferred back by then.

I read the comments before and thought that this article might not be a happy read, so I haven't read it. Recently I re-read several other books by the author, and I hesitated before reading this one... Well, it's very, very well written, but after reading it, I felt so unwilling. It's really like the title, life is in a rush, love changes people, but nothing seems to have changed.

I declare: Wei is the best author who writes about insane love affairs. I love Wei to death!

He is loyal and dedicated to serving the country and the people, and he is extremely talented in marching and fighting. I think it is a bit unreasonable for the emperor to hide him away. Although he has great achievements, his character means that he will not betray and conspire at all, but is the most worthy of trust. I think the emperor may just use it to cool down and hone his skills, and will eventually reuse his attacks. He would be a fool to leave such a perfect minister without using it. Moreover, being an official will do some practical things for the people, and it is also a way to atone for sins and alleviate guilt.

After having done so many evil things, it's really a good ending to have this ending. Gong said that he was accompanying Shou to bear the blame and atone for his sins. In fact, he was the only one who was atone for his sins, and he still took good care of Shou. Even to a certain extent, Shou got what he wanted, winning all of Gong's love, allowing him to stay with him all the time (just as he had hoped to imprison Gong before), and successfully gaining a reputation for Gong. The greatest luck in Shou's life is meeting Gong, and the greatest misfortune in Gong's life is meeting Shou.

I think it's obviously love. And whether Shou has slept with anyone besides Gong, I'm not sure until the end. After all, the descriptions of Shou's previous pick-ups are all about laughter and the like, and it doesn't seem to have reached the last step. He also mentioned the price of the first night auction several times, but it sounds like he has never auctioned it yet. Vague, not sure.