I Once Tried to Give You Up

I remember that I often ran around the entire teaching building just for chance encounters. I could recognize his shoes, school bag, and clothes at a glance. I tried hard to catch up with him, but unfortunately, the college entrance examination was about to take place! But I really want him to go to the same university. There is no wall. Then it will be difficult to know his university! But luckily I added him on WeChat. What I like most in school is waiting for him to get out of school, afraid that he will recognize me as the junior girl who asked him for WeChat, because he seems to have looked over, and I am even more afraid that he will find out that I like him, because I just added him on WeChat because I admire my senior. I wish him a happy new year, but he did not wish me, and it is true. After all, to him, I am just a strange junior girl who has just added to WeChat, and I think it is a group message. I miss him so much. What I like most is waiting for him to post to Moments. We didn't miss each other. We didn't even know each other. When the time comes, we won't even have the chance to wait for him to return to the dormitory after school, and there will be no chance to meet again. It's such a pity. What can we do? Who told me to meet you when I was 18 when I was 16? I only hope that you can be healthy, safe, happy, and free from pain in the days when things go wrong for us.

I have a crush on someone from elementary school to high school. It may sound ridiculous. After all, what did I know when I was in elementary school? But I persisted for a long time and liked him for a long time. Later, I still liked him even if I was not in the same high school. I was brave. Now I am married, and the person is not him.

The nine chapters are reality, and the extra chapter is a dream. I think my secret love will end in the real chapter. To have a secret love with an extra ending, it requires the right time, place and people. It turns out that time really has a lot of power. It wipes away the few precious memories I have of you in my mind. When I read the article, it reminded me of many unknown things I had done with my crush back then. Fortunately, when I decided to let go and tell you all my feelings, even though it was rejection, you steadily caught my feelings and took my secret love seriously. I may always like you, but I will no longer fantasize about a future with you. I can't let you go, but I have to be able to let go. I wish you all the best.

I have always felt that there is a sentence that is very suitable to describe secret love. If you like someone, will the other person not know? Do you really feel nothing when you lean by the fire?

On the day he graduated, he said, "Xiao Yang, you should study hard. I hope you can still call me senior in two years, and I hope your name can appear on the school's red list." In order to be in the same school as him in high school, I studied hard every day. Later, my name appeared on the red list, and he came back to attend my graduation ceremony (who knows the feeling of suddenly appearing in front of me on the phone), and then Come on, I entered his high school as I wished. On the first day of school, he brought his girlfriend and greeted me and said, "Xiao Yang, let me introduce, this is my girlfriend"... I met them some time ago, but I didn't dare to go up and say hello. I heard another senior say that they were getting married soon. To be honest, it was good. But I was distracted for a moment, as if I saw the young man wearing a white T-shirt walking past me in high spirits again. In fact, many times I have wondered if I was taking the initiative a little bit before, just a little bit, and whether the person standing next to him now might be me.

I always remember and seem to have forgotten, it was a summer when the sun was shining brightly, and the memory of my first meeting with him is not very deep, but I fell in love with him at first sight, and I just liked him very much. I followed him silently and watched summer turn into winter, the leaves withered, and the ice and snow melted. I thought it could always be like this. The second year after I knew I liked him, he had a girlfriend. Later, I also went to another school. The last time I saw him, I passed him by my friends. I quietly turned around and said goodbye. It has been more than a year since I last saw him.

Two-way love has always been the most anticipated thing in a crush. The slightest move by the other person can make you fantasize a lot. I haven't seen him since I graduated from high school. Every time I come back from vacation, it is the time I look forward to the most. I look forward to seeing him again in this small county. I just wanted to see his current situation again, but this county is neither too big nor too small, but I have never met him once. It has been almost four years, and I have given up and realized that he does not like me. Maybe I am a coward, so I can only boldly say here that I once liked him. HH, YY has liked you, ever since I was my roommate in the second year of high school, and has liked you for two whole years. I hope you can live a good life in the future, and I hope we can all find the love in our hearts.

The ending is reality, the extra is a dream. Not all crushes have an ending. Xu Chun's ending is lucky. I hope everyone's secret crush can be like Xu Chun in the extra story. Anyway, it's impossible for me.

So has the male protagonist been with that girl before? It doesn't necessarily require him to have a relationship without a relationship, but it just feels uncomfortable and sour??

There are not so many reunions in reality. After all, secret love is the chaos of one person.