Endless and Elusive

Yu Miaomiao is great, and Yan Juan is also great, but there are many Yu Miaomiao in the world, who have not waited for her Yan Juan. I am very grateful to the author for writing this book. It gave me a direction in my youth and became a better myself. When I read this book when I was young, I was moved by Yu Miaomiao's secret love. She cautiously liked Yan Juan and tried hard to walk towards him little by little, but she didn't know that Yan Juan was already walking towards her. Maybe it can be said that the seven years that Yu Miaomiao waited for Yan Juan was the obsession of a young man, but after Yan Juan knew that Yu Miaomiao had never had a boyfriend, he immediately returned to China to bravely recover the girl who belonged to him. He was not an obsession, he only liked Yu Miaomiao from the beginning to the end. There are many, many roses in the world, but the little prince's rose was only that one, and Yan Juan's rose would only be Yu Miaomiao. I am very grateful to Dada, the long-lasting love, and the two ignorant teenagers for letting me see such two wonderful people, Yu Miaomiao and Yan Juan. I am also very happy to meet them and let me know their stories.

I came across it by chance three years ago, but I didn't like anyone at that time. This year, I finally remembered it. The title and cover of the article really touched my heart. I decided to read it. The more I read, the more I can empathize with Miao Miao. If you like someone, you imitate his appearance, and also follow his hobbies. Miao Miao is brave and excellent. I also like her very much. I remember that when I first started my freshman year of high school, there was no row of seats and he sat behind me because his name was very special and overlapped with an adjective. I looked back in surprise. Unexpectedly, I started to look at him more and more often. I didn't have any superfluous feelings for him at first. I just felt that he was very attractive to me, especially his appearance and temperament. I have never been particularly good at anything since I was a child, but I am very accurate in judging people. As long as they suit my eyes, they are all very good people. I only crossed paths with him twice during my freshman year of high school. One was during sports events. It requires cooperation between a boy and a girl. We happened to be in a team. He is an i person and I am an i person, but he is more i than me, so I am a bit more e. I said it's okay. You can just put your shoulder on my shoulder. Otherwise, you are too tired. He accepted it, but still muttered a few words in his mouth in embarrassment. At that time, I thought, wow, he also talks so much sometimes. He usually looks very lonely. He has a good temperament and a strong sense of alienation. Maybe it is because he has friends behind him. I wish I could be his friend too. The second time was when he was reading a novel in class, and I accidentally read it. I was particularly excited because of the novel at that time. I asked everyone around me but no one had read it. I went to him excitedly to confirm, "You should also read this!" Our school is also a major high school. I took the first place in the class in Chinese in the mid-term exam. I also really wanted him to see me. Later, I especially wanted to get better at Chinese because my writing ability was not enough to describe him in my eyes. Just like when Miao Miao saw Yan Juan, she felt that there were no words to describe his profile. Goose But then I still failed. Miaomiao is really good. When I was in high school, I chose Geography, but I didn't expect that I wouldn't be able to stay in this class. The learning atmosphere and interpersonal relationships were not what I wanted. It happened that my best friend was in the politics class. Please tell me how to transfer to the politics class. I would have a chance to be in the same class with her. I was so excited that I asked the class teacher to change classes, but I didn't expect that I happened to be in his class. In the past, I was just curious about him. He is very suitable for me. I also mentioned it to my best friend. My best friend and he were sitting together when I was a freshman in high school. I didn't see him walking behind me at that time. My best friend suddenly turned around and shouted to him, "×f (his name code) xxx (my name) said you are her type." I elbowed her, turned around and said to him sheepishly, "Don't listen to her nonsense about that." He seemed to lower his head and smiled. When I saw him again, the seat in the examination room for my final exam happened to be his original seat. I said wow, what a coincidence. Then I chatted with my best friend and him about the physics scores of the last mock test. The second year of high school started in September because I transferred to the politics class. He was the only person I knew in this class. I said hello to him as soon as I sat down in the empty seat. He smiled again and was surprised by my arrival. One day at noon, I accidentally heard that he went to school in Shanghai. I turned around and said in surprise, "You really went to school in Shanghai! I went to school in Shanghai too!" I felt that he and I were really destined, but I didn't expect it. Two days later, his application was sent over. I added him and said hello twice, but nothing more happened. He asked me to borrow my homework for the weekend. After I finished writing it, I sent it to him. I brought up the last topic in Shanghai and started chatting with him all the time. Our relationship seemed to be a little closer. I learned about his relationship, family, etc. He asked me if I could renew the spark on Douyin. I said yes. You are also with more than one person. In September, he had me on TikTok. During this period, he often shared videos with me. I would patiently reply to him one by one, trying to think of interesting replies so that he would not think I was boring... Haha. I have learned about his zodiac sign. It said that boys with this zodiac sign like interesting and novel people. I am good for nothing and just want him. You can feel that I am a sincere person. I want our relationship to be closer. I am very lucky to be friends with him. In October, the number of times he shared videos with me became less frequent, but we did seem to have gotten acquainted a little bit. It didn't matter. I was surprised to find that he also likes to watch American TV series! I like watching it too! Is it considered lucky to have the same thing as the person I like? I never tire of discussing the plots of American TV series with him. I am so lucky. Although he talks to me very rarely in school, I always talk to him very openly. When I read this book, I can also sympathize with Miao Miao. I really can't help but talk to him when I like someone. I don't know if he finds me annoying. He likes to play billiards. I also like playing billiards. The first time I went out to play was with him. But the first time I was a little intimidated and a little scared In December, after the mock exam, we all took leave and went home. He took the initiative to invite me to play billiards, just like Yan Juan taught Miaomiao. He also taught me how to play. His hand touched the back of my hand. I have always been a person with a strong sense of boundaries when it comes to the opposite sex, especially the political class. There are few people, especially boys. He often joked with the girls in front of him and wrestled with them. From this point of view, our relationship is really nothing. Touching hands and the like may be because I am overthinking it. Sorry, I don't know you well either. After playing billiards, he said he didn't want to go home and we went shopping together. I recommended my favorite snacks to him. When he came home, he told me that they were delicious. I was very happy. He recognized my vision. We both like to drink a little ice cream and black tea. Later, I bought a diary. Every time I thought about Chi, I would order his favorite drinks and put labels on the little bits he occasionally bought. On New Year's Eve, I took the initiative to send Chi a message, Happy New Year! All the best! Then I would send him blessings on every holiday. January is a holiday for New Year's Day. He didn't celebrate the local New Year. He also went to Shanghai. He said he wanted to go there. Send me a message while walking. It's the scenery of Shanghai. He also shot me an advertisement for me to drink coffee. I want to go again if I have the opportunity. I also want to go to the places you have been to see the sky you see. Then I can see you countless times. Yan Juan likes to look at the sky. Miaomiao is curious about what the sky looks like in Yan Juan's eyes. Oh, do you know everything about the sky? Shanghai is very prosperous. I laughed and scolded you for pretending. I need to decorate my Moments again. In fact, he doesn't like to use WeChat, but I like to use WeChat, which he uses more frequently. But that day, he posted the Moments first and then the space. I am more selfish. I often say to him "I hate you" and I mean it. I only say this to close friends and people I like. It is more like a coquettish expression. He usually says, "Don't hate me. We all like cats equally." He once went to hang water and a cat sat on his lap. He photographed it and showed it to me. I am very happy that he can share it with me because he has always been a light person. I once told him that your sense of alienation is too strong. I have never been able to feel his emotions. Every time he chats with me online, His replies made me feel cold. Maybe this was what he thought was a normal reply, but I couldn't stand it. He said he would change it. I'm very happy. In this way, can I confirm that I am also special? In mid-January, we were all busy with the college entrance examination. He got closer and closer to the girl in front of him. They would play table tennis together in physical education class. They would play together after class and people around started to make noises. I was a little sad. It turns out that I am not special. I am a sensitive person, but I couldn't get into his heart no matter what. The alienation he made me feel was always heavy. I was so sad. He thanked me one night for not assigning him a labor position. I said it was okay and he made a few jokes. I replied "Yeah", I don't want this relationship to be unclear. If he likes that girl, then I should give up. He noticed something was wrong and asked me what was wrong. Am I unhappy? I said yes, I didn't want to say. He asked me what it was about and I didn't answer. He didn't seem to dare to ask anymore. He comforted me and went offline. After the college entrance examination, I asked him about this and he said he didn't like her. He asked me if he had done anything that crossed the line and made others misunderstand me. I was happy again (nothing promising.) Later, my contact with him became less and less. I don't know if it was because I neglected him during that period. He didn't like to talk to me much anymore. I'm not a proactive person either. We are both avoidant people. The last thing that impressed me deeply was that he asked me what gossip I had heard about him and that girl. I said, "Someone said that you want to treat her to dinner, drink milk tea, and play billiards." He replied, "Where can I get the money to treat her to dinner?" I paused. We had arranged to go out to watch a movie together. It was a horror movie, and none of my friends dared to go. He asked if he could go. I said yes, but I asked again, "Don't you have money?" "Don't worry about it," he replied. Do I also mean something to you? My grades are not good and his grades are always among the best. Just like in Miao Miao's diary, I really look forward to seeing him every day, but I am also worried about being looked down upon by him when I get scolded. I secretly wrote down his birthday, which was an Aquarius. Two minutes later that morning, I sent him "Happy Birthday!" "Thank you for remembering." I later found out that he celebrated the lunar calendar, but it didn't matter. One moment was enough. He and I were really not compatible. I saw a question on the Internet about what is the most difficult relationship among human beings. Deepseek replied, "Not lovers, not friends, not strangers." I really want to ask him what is our relationship. I don't know if it's important in his heart, but I also want to wish him a smooth life like Miao Miao, no disasters and no pain, meet a girl he really likes, get what he wants, and grow old together.

Every time I feel down, I want to read something about "Miao Miao No Time". From the second grade of junior high school to my sophomore year, my favorite novel has always been "Miao Miao No Time". I think what attracts me deeply is the feeling of liking someone. Maybe each of us has silently liked someone who seems out of reach. This kind of looking forward to seeing him every day, but being afraid to see him, because she is afraid that he will find out what is on her mind, and she is even more afraid that he will fall in love with someone else. But this kind of love is also pure and fanatical. Because of love, every move of that person becomes clear and unique. Maybe he is actually just an ordinary person, or the person we liked in life is just an ordinary person. He is far from as good as Yan Juan, but when you like him, he is the best person in the world. Because I like it, I feel inferior, because I like it, I feel timid, because I like it, I worry about gains and losses, because I like it, I feel anxious but have secret hopes. Just like Yu Yu said, "Maybe loneliness is not something you are born with, but starts when you fall in love with someone." Maybe when I read this book when I felt lonely, I just wanted to tell myself to never lose the courage to love, because I like myself who loves bravely the most.

Miaomiao is tired, long time no see! I'm back to see you again [spread hands]

Wuwuwuwu my youth after-sales service, this is not it

The stranger in the coming year will be the so-and-so who was dearest to me yesterday

I clicked on it from my favorites today and found out that there was an extra story published in 2022. I can no longer remember who Yan Xi is, but I will remember the sour feeling when I read this article many years ago. It was my favorite article when I was in school and had a crush. I really wanted to find that feeling in the novel. When I clicked on the book again, it brought back memories. He is her treasure, the little prince, please always be happy, my first love article, cry cry cry cry cry cry cry

I watched it again and it is indeed my top choice.

It turns out that I read this novel 17 years ago, 7 years ago.

This is my favorite novel. I have read so many novels and it has always been my unshakable top one. It contains sincere and beautiful feelings, pure and innocent youth. I hope that Yan Juan and Miaomiao will always be happy!