The Sparrow Spirit's Dream Dance: Returning Late

I like the character Yan very much. Yu Ge is not Yan's love, and Yu Ti is not Yan's ideal. But in the end, fate chooses Yan, not Yan's fate. That world is shameful. Is it really just a matter of choosing between first love and ideals in life? No, it is more of a helpless choice in life.

I really don't understand why two such good girls, Ti and Ge, like Mu Rongyan. Such a passionate person is actually the most ruthless. He wants to take care of everything without thinking about other people's feelings at all. In the first part, I obviously didn't like Xiao Ziyan, but I still kept her by my side, no matter where I put the song. During the war, in order to save the fourth brother, he abandoned the entire city. Is this what a prince should do? What should the people do? If you really put the people first when you seize the throne and become the emperor, you should take care of your own body and make sure to torment your body. Anyone who has anything to do with her will be very tragic. Murong Ying's character and Murong Ling's illness are all ultimately caused by her. If some tenderness is not given out, there won't be so many tragedies later. The most tragic one should be Xiaoti. Such a good girl really has nothing in the end, and she is pitiful. The girls who like Yan Yan are actually quite tragic. People who think this kind of thing looks good and are self-righteous must stay away from it in reality, otherwise it will be very tragic.

It's best to forget each other, but it's hard to reconcile. Thank you to the author for writing this story. No matter from every aspect, this is a good story, and it is also a story that I feel is very suitable to be put on the screen over the years. "It's best to forget each other, but it's hard to reconcile." This is a sentence that has been echoing in my mind after I read three books in one go a few days ago. I originally thought that this sentence would be most suitable for Mu Rongyan, but when I really started to write down my thoughts, I felt that this sentence could be applicable to all three protagonists. This is not the first time I watched Que Ling. The first time I watched Que Ling was four or five years ago. At that time, I was just a sophomore and I was still using the old Jinjiang number. Now I can't find that number. The first time I read it, I didn't read three books in one go, but read them one by one intermittently. No other, but the plot wasn't very popular with me at the time. Therefore, although I like the author's writing style, I still don't want to read the ending. Especially, I was a singer at that time, and I admired Geer's forbearing love, love that never let go, and the first love. Those childhood companions should be legitimate wives. Bai Yueguang is so good in my heart, but this bastard Murongyan doesn't cherish it so much! ! At that time, there were so many questions in my heart. When I read the novel, I wanted to ask Mu Rongyan over and over again, why didn't he keep his promise? Why don't you take that step toward me even though you like her? We are obviously the first people we met, but we can't be together? No matter from which aspect, we are obviously a good match? Why didn't you choose me in the end? As time goes by, as people grow up, they will gradually find that when you are in different positions, your ideas will change. I never understood why the people I liked at the beginning couldn't stay together until the end? I didn't understand before, why I didn't dare to get close even though we were so close physically? I never understood why I could say hurtful words and do hurtful things even though I liked her. In the past, I looked down upon me and had no choice but to do so. It was my destiny to be like this. I believe that my fate was determined by me and not by God. Not anymore. I read three books in one go the day before yesterday, and I found that my current favorite is Xiaoti. Or rather than liking it, it's better to say admiration. Appreciate her bravery, her indomitability, her courage to love and hate, her simplicity, and her strong love. At the ending of the third book, I think that if I were Xiaoti, after my death, I would not be like Mu Rongyan, wandering in the world for a year. I would look at the tombs of Amu and Xiaoti, smile with relief, and then step on the road to hell without looking back, drinking Meng Po soup without any hesitation, neatly and without any worries. Now, I can also understand Mu Rongyan. I can't say I like her, I just lament how difficult her fate is, her persistence, and her changes. Fate has always shown no mercy to her. Not only does he show no pity, but he also tries to test people's hearts. And the gentle hesitation she carries in her bones, that soft heart, is destined to be tortured by fate, bleeding and heartbroken. When she wants to change and become hard, she will break the heart of the person she loves when she is close to him. I can understand many of her choices, but I don't agree with her approach. Because too often, after making a decision, it is obviously best to forget both sides, as time will always dilute it. But Naihe, Naihe couldn't calm down, and still thought that he could deceive himself and others. I would like to thank the author again for bringing me such a good story. I would like to sing a song to Leng Lange as the end of my review: The evening breeze blows the white hair on your temples/smoothes the scars left by memories/your eyes are a mixture of light and dark, and a smile makes flowers/I still marvel at the vastness of the world/also indulge in childhood love words/no truth or falsehood left, no struggle, unnecessary jokes/I finally gave her my youth back/together with the midsummer popping out of my fingertips/what moved my heart, I just let the wind go/in the name of love/are you still willing? In the name of love, are you still willing...

Postscript: I have finally finished writing this long story. I will not elaborate on the characters here. I just want to lend you a little more time and say a few more words about myself. I suddenly started writing after working for three or four years. At first, someone asked me, you are very busy at work, how did you come up with the idea of ​​writing stories. I think it's because I really like it. Although it feels a bit late and out of my depth, as the saying goes, it's never too late to start life. How should I put it? In fact, my family is not perfect. It is not an exaggeration to say that it is even broken. My parents had been divorced for many years, and I followed my mother. However, because I repeatedly refused to face marital problems, the relationship between me and my mother became worse and worse. Ever since I was little, words have been the only thing that has been with me the longest. I am born in the 1980s, and there were no smartphones when I was studying, so reading has undoubtedly become my biggest entertainment activity. I probably read all of Jin Gu, Huang Liang and Wen before I entered high school, and then I plunged into the world of online literature and couldn't extricate myself. My reading is quite extensive. Although I haven't kept statistics on how many works I have read, in short, even now in my thirties, I still maintain the habit of reading at least one novel of more than 100,000 words a week. But among them, there are two figures who have had a huge impact on me personally. The first one is Mr. Jin Yong, who can be said to be my enlightenment; the second one is Jin He Zai, because his The Legend of Wukong made me understand that those words that seem to have no temperature can boil people's blood, make you shed tears, and even resonate with the soul. This story about Que Ling was actually something I wanted to write after reading The Eight Parts of the Dragon. However, due to many factors such as academic and career time, I only started writing it in 2014. There is a character in Tianlong that I personally like very much. He is not one of the three Tianlong brothers, but a tragic villain-Murong Fu. It was also from that time that I discovered a personal preference. I particularly like novels with tragic characters. Take Jin Yong's fourteen works as an example. My personal favorite is Jue, because the protagonist Di Yun is quite miserable (laughing), but I think the most tragic character in Jin Yong's works is not him. It should be Murong Fu, a villain who was scolded by thousands of people for his own evil. I think he can obviously be a carefree and carefree second generation ancestor who doesn't care about the world. He has a cousin who admires him like a beautiful lady, has a few but loyal retainers to support him, and has a good reputation as "Beiqiao Feng, Nan Murong". But he insists on destroying all of them step by step, just for the dream of national rejuvenation that will never be achieved. There are obviously so many beautiful things around him, but he turns a blind eye to them all. He can ignore everything except "Reviving Dayan" in his mind. So after reading Tianlong, I somewhat understood the nature of tragedy. Xiao Feng's suicide in front of the Liao Emperor for loyalty is not a tragedy at all, but the behavior of Murong, who pursues an unattainable dream like a moth to a flame since birth, is a tragedy. Some people may think that Murong Fu's final madness was the most cruel time in his life, but I don't think so. I always think that the saddest moment in his life should be in the secret room of Princess Xixia. At that time, he had already personally pushed his cousin to Duan Yu at the bottom of the well. The maid of Princess Xixia asked the heroes of the world a few words after drinking. Murong Fu also thought seriously about these three questions: Where are you happiest and carefree in your life? What is the name of the person you love most in your life? What does your favorite person look like? However, he couldn't answer these three simple questions. Others saw him as young and handsome, with great martial arts skills and fame all over the world, but in his heart, he had never felt truly happy. So he could only answer: If I want to be truly happy, that is in the future, not in the past. Alas, he thought that he would be truly happy when he became emperor in the future, and that he would be able to find the person he loved most in the future. But he simply didn't understand that the Murong family had no future six hundred years ago. It's actually quite ridiculous when you think about it. Not only Murong Fu, but the entire Murong family in Gusu spent hundreds of years unable to accept the fact that the situation was over. And this kind of self-deception without regard for one's own safety is the most tragic, but it is sad but very true. In comparison, looking at those so-called heroes who are invincible in the world, or the protagonists who can learn peerless martial arts by stretching out their fingers, I feel that such a sad madman is more flesh and blood. So when we look back at the story of Que Ling, it is not difficult to find that this is also a story of self-deception. The dynasty and surname were adopted by me to pay homage to Tianlong, but the characters are of course different. If Murong Fu went to destruction because of self-deception, then Murong Yan was saved because of self-deception. Deceiving yourself and others, just to protect a long-broken dream. This sentence actually applies to every character in Queling. All sentient beings are evil, and no one is unjust. How can it be easy to live in troubled times? There is so much beauty in the world, but the world is extremely difficult. But if those beautiful dreams are destined to be unavailable, or have been cruelly shattered by others, what should you do? Many people say that Que Ling is a sadistic novel, but I always deny it. In fact, it is because I think I am writing a redemption story. Indeed, the protagonists in my novel have experienced many hardships and misses, but, I think they are still lucky after all. Because they loved and were loved, even if they couldn't be together or were already covered in scars... They still tried so hard to protect each other. People say that companionship is the most affectionate confession. But I feel that protection is. Companionship is indeed warm and affectionate, with the long-lasting tenderness of apricot blossoms and spring rain, and the beautiful vow to grow old with your son. But, if you really want to protect someone, beauty alone is of no use, especially when you are not strong enough. You must pick up a cold sword, become ferocious, and pay a lot of unexpected prices. For a wordless confession, you will bleed, get hurt, and even have to give up yourself... In the end, you may have protected her, but your hands were stained with blood, and you became unrecognizable, and even lost the qualification to hug her. Is it worth it? I won't answer this question. And I'm going to throw more questions at you. If losing is painful, do you still dare to be moved? If falling is painful, are you still afraid of giving? If confusion is suffering, should it begin or end? If deception is suffering, is it persistence or withdrawal? Finally, thank you for reading this not-so-warm story, and thank you for accompanying them in the story as they grow up. Thank you for your continued tolerance and support for me. I have never been a diligent writer, and apart from the work itself, I don't put much effort into maintaining a relationship with readers. But I will still write out all the colorful dreams in my heart bit by bit. If you are destined, we will see you in the next work! April 2018 in Hangzhou

I don't understand why the extra chapter still includes Wen Lian's memories and Yan He Ge's memories at the end of the episode. In the end, Yan and Ge were together in another way, right? Xiaoti is nothing, she has been a tool for Yan to deceive himself and others from beginning to end, right? Maybe I can't accept that I was with Xiaoti and ended up like this. Finally, I still want to say that Yan is not worthy of Xiaoti, and Yan does not love her at all.

Just to commemorate my diving career In the past few days, I suddenly looked through my Jinjiang records, and occasionally saw the comments I had posted before, as well as the comments the author responded to me. Maybe after several years, I suddenly wanted to write something to leave a trace! Back and forth, intermittently, from Que Ling Meng Wu, to Gong Xin and finally to Gui Wan, it has been four years now. How should I put it, I have read many Baihepin novels in the past few years, but only the novels written by the author and you have made me deeply unforgettable. In fact, up to now, I have forgotten a little about the characters in this story and the plot of the story, but what will always exist in me is the insights this story brought me! Everyone's thoughts are independent, which means that everyone will feel different emotions when reading articles and stories. I am a relatively superficial person and a person who is not good at words. Maybe for someone like me, I feel sad when I read it. It's sad, and I'm happy when I read it. When I read the author's novel a few years ago, I struggled with the endings of some characters, but in the end I gave up the idea of deep thought. What I thought was, oh, I've finished reading, and it's time to find the next article. I watched it, but recently I went back and watched it again. I was a little confused, and I did have a different idea. This seems to be the ending. In the past few years, I have gone from an intern, to a graduate student, to my normal job now, from an ideal From doctrine to realism, from being afraid of strangers to being shameless now, from being cautious to being careless, from being ignorant to being observant of people, this society has taught me to grow after meeting all kinds of people, and allowed me to experience various tastes! Then, in an inadvertent moment of leisure, the story remembered in my mind suddenly took on a different flavor! I still remember that I liked one of the protagonists the most at first, but after I read the whole story, and now after looking back at these three articles and stories, I suddenly felt that I didn't like one of the characters that much, but I liked the characters' personalities and highlighted emotions more. (I don't know how to express some meanings with words, and I also know that my writing skills may not be clear. I hope you can forgive me!) Because I may understand what some of the protagonists do! In this world, with the passage of time, nothing is eternal. What remains unchanged is always the known that has happened, rather than the unknown that is full of variables. However, more people always want to go back and make up for the regretful past, but the answer is always yes, isn't it? Overall, I feel very lucky to have read this article, and I am also very glad that I re-read some chapters a few years later. The author is really great, yes, my brain capacity is not enough. There are no other suitable adjectives in my vocabulary! Finally, thank you to the author for writing such a story! (I used to be a member of Yan Ge and Yan Ti Party, but now I am a member of the "Charity Party". I like every protagonist with a different personality, because they make me experience something different!) The most impressive sentence I once saw on the Internet is that only children can distinguish right from wrong, and adults only look at the pros and cons! In reality this statement is true! (I don't know how many people will see these miscellaneous words. If it affects other readers, I apologize in advance!) -By a ten thousand year diving party!

I read it again, and I still cried the same way. Yan loves Ge'er and she loves Ti, but Yan still loves Ge'er more after all. Her love for Ti is mixed with guilt, just like Ti said that Amu is the one who loves her, and Yan just wants to do it. She is just returning to Amu. After all, she is not the Amu who is alone with Ti. The love between Yan and Ge'er is extremely deep and has not changed after the vicissitudes of life. However, Yan has to be responsible for Ti, so she wants to give up everything and become Amu again. Ge Er's feelings for Yan really made me cry. It turns out that you can really love someone for so long, to the point where you can't even remember her appearance. Even if you forget her for so long, a back view can remind you of everything. This love is engraved in Ge'er's bones. The love and hatred between the three of them are regrettable after all. If the high-spirited Seventh Prince had not met Xiao that day, would she have been able to hold hands with Ge'er? Would it be possible to meet someone more suitable for her without meeting Titi? But there are no ifs. If we can look forward to another parallel world where Ge'er and Yan Xiao can see all kinds of things in the world, and in another world Yan was not born in the royal family, and Ti is not the princess of Mobei, I hope they are childhood sweethearts and spend their lives together without regrets.

I feel very sad after reading this story. There are always many things in the world that cannot be perfect. The living can only protect them as much as possible, and the dead will be happy forever.

After re-reading the three works, I still find them very exciting. Thank you for your creation!

I read the three volumes of Que Ling Meng three more times. Since the year before last, I have become inseparable from seeing Que Ling Meng.