The Sparrow Spirit's Dream Dance (GL)

Why did I just find out about this good article now? I cried so much. Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Thank you very much for writing "Sparrow Spirit 1, 2, 3", it is very well written. I am very lucky to be able to read it. More importantly, your story is very similar to my own story, so I decided to leave a long review in Jinjiang for the first time and write down my experience for the first time. There is no special purpose. I just feel that since you can write such a story, then maybe my story will not disgust you. I am a woman who likes both men and women, and I think I should be about the same age as the author. I have ten cousins, and I am the eleventh in my family. I am the only girl in my generation, and also the youngest. I have been fond of chivalry and swordsmanship since I was a child. Coincidentally, almost everyone who has seen me since I was a child will say that I look like a mixed race and have the same appearance. I have big, deep eyes, a straight bridge of my nose, and thin lips, but I don't have brown eyes and I am not tall. I think my ancestors must have wandered from somewhere in the Middle East. When I was a sophomore in high school, it was the age when Yan and Ge first met in your story. I met my Ge'er. She is beautiful and gentle, with a temperament like an orchid. She is not eye-catching at first glance, but she is so gentle that people can't help but want to get close to her. Therefore, she was named the first among the "four small class flowers" in our class with so many beauties. Once she inadvertently rested her head on my shoulder, and my heart suddenly beat wildly, uncontrollably as if it was about to jump out of my throat. This was the first and only time my heart beat like this. At that moment I was shocked to realize that I had fallen in love with her. All I could think about was her. As long as she smiled at me, I would be extremely happy. Once, in the dormitory, I was lying on her lap to rest, and she suddenly pointed at her belly and said: She kicked me. I sat up in shock and subconsciously asked: Whose is it? She said: It's you, the heartless person! I was shocked and stood there for a long time not knowing what to say, but she smiled and said: You idiot. It was also in that year, in the same class, that I also met my Xiaoti. She is a student who specializes in dancing. She is slender and tall, with natural black and wavy hair that flows down like a waterfall. It is said that many boys have been pursuing her since junior high school, and she is also listed as one of the "four most beautiful girls" in her class. That year, during the school art festival, she played the role of an exotic princess in the song and dance program. She stunned the audience by wearing a European-style palace dress. I was the director, screenwriter and host of our class show. Our show got a good response. After the show, I pulled her through the audience, attracting the attention of the audience, and no one cared about the rest of the performances on stage. I didn't like her at the time, I just thought it was fun. Later, our program won the first prize in the school, and I became a "popular person" in the school, and because of this, I became famous... Some people began to question my relationship with my Geer, and I began to think about this issue. I'm in pain, and I'm thinking, should I confess my love to my Ge'er? If I confess, there will be two consequences. First, if she rejects me, she will think that I am a pervert, and we will become strangers from now on, and I will be heartbroken. Second, if she accepts it, and we will be together with me, we will be very happy... But then, her parents will not allow it, and society will put endless pressure on her. She is so well-behaved, so beautiful, so pure and innocent. She shouldn't have to suffer these unreasonable disasters because of me... She shouldn't... She should have a husband who loves her with a strong family background and an open-minded personality. She should have a happy family of three and enjoy the family happiness in the world, instead of following me to endure the endless pressure and contempt of the world... I thought I couldn't give her the happiness she deserved. I thought my hot emotions would eventually harm her, so I chose to remain silent about my song. It was at this time that my Xiaoti took the initiative to approach me. She told me about her life experience, and it turned out that she was also a poor child... Her father was a violent and incompetent man. He would beat her and her mother when he was drunk, and sometimes he would even raise a knife at them. I feel very distressed. I feel that since I was born in a happy family, why not let me be her friend and give her some sunshine. I didn't know at the time how naive I was. At that time, my Ge'er would sometimes pretend to ask me casually: "You and her seem to be getting along well lately." I knew what she meant. How could I not know the loneliness flashing in her eyes. I just said nothing and she didn't ask any questions. My Ge'er, I can't harm you... My whole world has changed since I decided to be my friend. She is very jealous and possessive. As long as I say a few words to other girls, she will cry incessantly. I am afraid of making her unhappy, so I have to have less contact with others. She is beautiful, withdrawn and cunning, so she is the public enemy of many girls. After becoming her friend, I slowly changed from a "popular person" in the school to a "public enemy". Rumors about my relationship with Xiaoti spread like wildfire. A naughty male teacher actually asked me in person if I was gay. I was speechless. My head teacher even told my parents. In order to protect my Ge'er and prevent her from being implicated by me, I had to completely alienate her without any explanation, because I didn't know how to speak at all. I only had one thought, I couldn't hurt her. My Xiaoti is different. She has nothing except her mother, so she is more determined. I am the only one who is willing to give her warmth, so she is not afraid of rumors. Her love for me is extremely fierce and pure. She will also be like Chu Xiati in your novel, who deliberately gets intimate with other boys in order to get revenge on me. She loves everything about me, including my shortcomings. She can do anything or give up everything for me. I began to feel very touched and felt that I had no virtue or ability. I would probably never encounter such love again in my life, and I would never be able to repay it. So I didn't care about the eyes around me and was with her openly. One day, my Ge'er called me to the playground alone. She handed me a thick letter and asked me in tears why we were like this. I just didn't say anything and she didn't ask any more questions. I received a total of two long letters from my Ge'er, with her beautiful handwriting on them and the faint traces of tears she left behind. Every time I think about it, my heart aches. Later I found out that my Ge'er had a boyfriend. I was in great pain. I could only tell myself that I hoped that boy would treat her better. However, one time, I saw my Ge'er crying bitterly in an empty classroom. I wanted to rush up to comfort her several times, but in the end I didn't have the courage to step forward, and I felt that I was not qualified. Later, I heard from my Xiaoti that she was also looking at me not far away. She said she saw the look in my eyes, and she said: You will never look at me with that look. The tone was full of loneliness, and I was speechless. I know that what I really love is my Geer, and I feel more pity and gratitude for my Xiaoti. My Ge'er has a happy family and harmonious parents. I think she should have a better choice. And my Xiaoti. Apart from me, she has very little. So, I chose my Xiaoti. But why am I in so much pain inside. Hey, dear author, if you have the patience to read this, you should be able to understand how heartbroken I feel when I read your story. Later, I finally realized that my meager light and heat could not satisfy my Xiaoti at all. Not only did I fail to make her cheerful, but I became increasingly depressed. It was she who taught me how to see the dark side of the world. I am very grateful, but not happy. His grades plummeted, and he went from the school's heartthrob to a pervert who was criticized by others. Fortunately, I was admitted to 211, and I cut off contact with everyone in high school, including them. I want to erase everything and become a turtle. Soon, the beauty of our art college began to drag me around the world, forcing me to sleep in the same bed with her in the dormitory every night, and always asking me to kiss her on the cheek. I always say this is not good, but she said: All my best friends are like this, there is nothing wrong with it. Because she has a boyfriend, I think that might be the case. She ordered in a commanding tone, and I had no choice but to obey. Until one time, when she asked me to kiss her on the cheek, she suddenly turned her face and met her lips. I was shocked, and then the whole autumn bloomed like purple flowers on campus... Because this character has no corresponding character in your story, I won't write more. Anyway, she left me after having sex, but it took me four years of college to get over the shadow of broken love. After graduation, she debuted in the Miss Hong Kong beauty pageant and played supporting roles in several blockbusters. I hope she can become famous. Regarding this episode, I always thought it was the retribution I deserved, so I was willing to endure it no matter how painful it was. Later, I met a cute girl from Hong Kong in the student union. She couldn't even pronounce my name clearly, but she always liked to call me. She once hinted to me that as long as I opened my mouth, I didn't say anything in the end. I told myself that I could no longer harm others, and no one could. She is like my sister Tong, simple-minded and very cute. I can't harm her. Later, I discovered that a cousin in my family seemed to be looking at me more and more shyly... I... Orz... Because I am the elder in the family and younger, and my cousin has already reached high school. She is like Su Wan in your story. She is just a child. She obviously doesn't understand anything, but she seems to be starting to understand something. Because she was a left-behind child and was raised by her grandmother. She has a calmer temper than other children. She has good grades and likes reading. I feel sorry for her, so I bought her books, gave her watches, and even gave her a simulated pistol that I had treasured for many years, as long as she said she liked it. Slowly, these few times I went back to my hometown, other nieces and nephews were always messing with me, but she always appeared near me intentionally or unintentionally, and she didn't dare to talk to me, and she didn't dare to look into my eyes. She blushed at every turn, and when no one was paying attention, she would secretly hold my hand... Oh my God! Did I do something wrong again... I really didn't mean to do it, I'm sorry. Later, I got in touch with my Ge'er again. I told her what happened back then, and she said that she knew my feelings for her, but she didn't think that this was the reason for our separation, and thought I just changed my heart. I smiled bitterly, and the look in her eyes at me was extremely complicated, with unexplainable meaning. I want to say that I still love you very much, but I can't say it. Until now, her marriage has been full of twists and turns, and the good man who I thought should exist and could take good care of her has never appeared. I often wonder whether I made a mistake back then, and whether I should be bolder and take the initiative to take care of her. But there are no ifs in life. If we don't get to this point, no one knows what will happen. Every once in a while, I will take the initiative to contact my Xiaoti and ask her if she is okay. She always said yes. From her tone, I could feel that she still cared about me very much. But what else could I do? It was me who gave up. I promised to take care of her at first, but later I found that I was not capable of giving her what she wanted, so I gave up on my own initiative. I can only repent silently and pray that she will find her husband. If this life is not enough, I will continue to pay her back in the next life. This is my story with the girls. As for boys, I later grew my hair long, and more boys chased me. Boys are so superficial... Now I have a boyfriend who I have been with for five years. Dear author, now you should understand how heartbreaking it is for me to read your story, and how heartbreaking it is for me. Whether you are a scumbag, a coward, a waverer, a fool, or a soulful person, I accept them all. These deep feelings that I have failed to live up to will always be in my heart. The debts that I have not repaid in this life will be repaid in all my lifetimes... Thank you for your story, which gave me the courage to write mine down.

I was so frustrated after reading this article. Why should Murongyan have to endure so much pain? . . Why did the scumbag really become the emperor? I would rather Mu Rongyan rebelled and captured Ge'er

How lucky you are to meet Chu Xiati in this life

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Sorry, Mr. Bi and Mo, because I have been very busy with work recently, so I didn't have time to write you a long review until now. After reading how many other people mentioned how they formed an indissoluble bond with this article, I will also say a little bit about it. In fact, I don't usually read Baihe articles. Except for a few particularly classic articles, I almost never go to Jinjiang, so I have always been diving into reading articles. Bi Mo Jun's article was recommended by a friend. When I read it, it seemed that there were already more than 40 chapters. At that time, your article had not been included in V, so I quietly read it. I was particularly impressed because those chapters happened to be about Yan coming back from Mobei and reuniting with Ge. It really made my heart, liver, spleen and lungs hurt. I rarely shed tears while reading the article, but that time, I cried very sadly, maybe because the sense of substitution was too strong. . . I also had a beautiful and long-lasting first love, but in the end it couldn't withstand the pressure of the world. She got married, but I can't blame her. . . Closer to home, the reason I read this article was because of the copywriting. I have to say that Bi Mo Jun's writing is really good, especially the sentence, 'I have to give up her for my siblings, for the throne, for the sake of the country. In the end, I found that it was myself who I had been giving up.' When I saw this sentence, I was attracted, and I felt that maybe this author had some strength, so I officially decided to click in and take a look. The first chapter, "The way of pen and ink is not as deep as possible" is the name of Mr. Bi and Mo. After clicking in, you will not see the main text but a few sentences that are very beautiful but make people a little confused. I have to say that as early as the first chapter, you can see that the author is a person who likes to make mysteries! Then we entered the second chapter "Wordless Monument", which is the real first chapter of the text. When Ling'er came out, I thought, my God, is this about Liaozhai? . . . But it wasn't until later that I discovered that Ling'er was just a little bird telling a story. With her words, 'No, it's just someone else's story,' I finally entered Que Ling's story. The article was a bit slow at first, and it was written as BG. Bi Mo Jun used a lot of words to lay out the front line of the story. An alliance in the Western Region kicked off the conflict between the Three Kingdoms and the love and hatred of generations. . . The seemingly cold and unstable Prince of Yan (actually he is a sultry figure!), The sunny and straightforward King of the Huns, and the charming Princess Loulan. Frankly speaking, I still haven't figured out whether Sister Lan loves Brother Guang or Atida. . . Or do you have feelings for both people? Maybe that's why. . Sister Lan's tenderness and passion were also passed down to her child, the protagonist of our story - Murong Yan. Yan, because he is half of the Hu people, has been treated indifferently by everyone since he was a child. He grew up under the protection of his mother and concubine. He was extremely short of love in his heart, but he did not dare to love. He was indecisive and impulsive. After her mother-in-law died and her fourth brother, the only one who was good to her, went to war, the appearance of the other heroine Leng Lange was like a blessing from the goddess to her! She likes her, but is afraid of losing her. The author here shows us the tangled first love feelings of a teenager very well (I didn't think it was a trap at the time...). I thought that the content behind this article was nothing more than a plot similar to the Qing Dynasty drama "Nine Dragons to win the beauty", but I really thought it was too simple! Zi Yan's loss of virginity made me feel vaguely. . . This is not a simple fresh palace novel. . . Sure enough, Bi Mojun finally slowly revealed her true face as her stepmother. The war started and Yan Ge had to be separated temporarily. Because of my first love, I was a very loyal Yan Ge party member at that time. . . But when I saw the wonderful character Ti appear in Chapter 30, I silently looked at the character column on the text, and then I discovered it. . Oh my God! This is actually the heroine too! ! ! The heroine appears so late. . . It must be said that Ti Zhen has super personal charm (this is probably why there are more Ti parties now). Princess Mobei is straightforward and open-minded, dares to love and hate, and is as beautiful as a flower. Everyone loves her, even her brother. . . But Yan was unmoved, she still loved her first love, her song, but because of this war (actually because of Bi Mo's stepmother), Yan died on the battlefield, and that's all. . . Between Yan and Ge, they have gone from a good relationship to a sadistic love affair! When Yan returned to Yan State again, three years later, Ge'er had already married the fourth brother she had saved with her life, and even had a child! (It's so sad. The sense of reality is so strong in this part!) The two still kept arguing and were confused for a long time. Finally, they realized that there was really no way for them to go back. They could only have a relationship between uncle and sister-in-law, let alone two women? At this time, Yan Zai finally began to face his love for Ti after being frustrated with him after spending three years with Ti every day in Mobei. . . Seeing this, the first love party felt sad, but there was nothing they could do, okay. . Being kind-hearted, I am also willing to help Yan Ti be together. After all, Yan Ti is really a very good girl with a very likable personality. . . But!!! At this time, the stepmother of Bi Mo adheres to the principle that the plot must have ups and downs, and there is nothing wrong with the ups and downs of the plot! ! ! Things were even bigger this time. Yan was in chaos, the King of Chu forced the palace, and the Huns invaded again. . . In the face of national justice, Yan Ti's feelings have become a bad fate again. . . The end of the story is what really moved me. . . I thought about thousands of endings, but I never thought that Ti would use her own life to fulfill Yan. . . Those three extra chapters really sublimated Ti. But I am still a first-time lover, because I think singing is not easy. At the end of the story, Ge'er ascended to the position of queen, and Yan was demoted to the border. Before leaving, the two people's thousands of words only turned into Ge'er's words "please be safe" and Yan's words "treasure". I cried again, for these two most ordinary sentences. It really echoes Nalan's poem, "If life is just like the first time we met, why should the autumn wind draw a fan with sadness? It is easy to change the heart of an old friend, but it is easy to change the heart of an old friend." If life were just like the first time we met, Yan, would you still dare to fall in love with her?

Second brush. I forget how many years ago I cried when I first read this article. Now that I have read it for the second time, I am immune to 80% of the abuse, but I am still in tears.

I have to say that the beginning is really the highlight. All the stories are told politely from the mouths of later generations. Even though the readers have all kinds of comments, they can only be transformed into a sigh in the story, and suddenly, they really respond to one sentence. All the deep scenes in the human world are like shadows of flowers from another world. When I watched "Ashes of Time", I never knew why Ouyang Feng didn't drink it to death. At the end, I finally understood that it is a great honor to love someone in this world. If you and her are destined not to stay together, all you can do is don't forget. Ten years ago, Ouyang Feng was wearing bright clothes and angry with his horse. Ten years later, he was unshaven and looking at white camels in the desert. Why is he? There are many remarkable things about this article, and it can be said to be a masterpiece among lilies. Since the author wrote the article, I have seen many people criticizing Mu Rongyan, but I think she is really a tragic figure. She fell in love with Leng Lange in an instant, but had to spend several years to bear the pain of losing her at a huge price. When she was with Chu Xiati, she was always struggling with her first love. She finally devoted her whole heart to it, but God made a joke to her that she would miss for the rest of her life. Yes, she is hesitant, weak, impulsive and incompetent, just because she loves. When a person cuts off love, she naturally has no weaknesses and no worries, so she later became the invincible King Xiang. After all, I love you too much.

I'm going to watch the second part. I don't know if I want to watch the third part. I'm so confused.

I don't think it's cruel. I'm going to watch the second part.