Germophobia

This is almost becoming a benchmark for sadistic writing.

It's over. It's quite touching. Xiao Tong's life has been really difficult. She has endured a miserable life, heard dirty rumors, and seen ugly and vicious demons. She is really tough. She has grown from being fragile and fragile at the beginning to what she is now. The difference from the beginning is that Xiao Tong no longer needs anyone. By the end, she is in an independent state and can do whatever she wants. She no longer needs to be bound by invisible shackles. She has achieved true redemption for herself. In the end, it was he. Although the two of them just supported each other and lived together, in my heart, I had a different concept of he in this article. This was Xiao Tong's he. She was relieved and freed herself who was trapped in the past, so for her it was already he.

After reading the comments, they are really cruel, so I want Atong to leave this scumbag, yue... Xiao Tong lay on the bed, turning over and carrying Yu Qinghan on her back. She closed her eyes and thought about how many years have passed. She has gone from loving someone to the extreme and being humble to the extreme. Every time she thinks about not being entangled with Yu Qinghan anymore, her heart will hurt violently, as if she really can't leave her. No matter when they first met or now, she has never told anyone. I don't know when, she tasted it in her mind. There were many voices, some were writing about her future, some were scolding her for loving a fake royal sister who was good for nothing but skin, and Yu Qinghan was actually a scumbag and a fool. There was also a breeze, carrying a sandalwood scent, that had been accompanying her. No one seemed to feel it except her. She could feel her protection. She wanted to ask who she was, but nothing could be said. She knew clearly that she was not a beauty control, nor would she fall in love with someone just because of their beauty, but why did she fall into the hands of a scumbag like Yu Qinghan? Half her life was painful, as if she split into two people when she met Yu Qinghan. One watched indifferently as "Xiao Tong" lowered her sword to beg for Yu Qinghan's love. She wanted to control her body and thoughts, but she couldn't do it. She seemed to be trapped. She could only watch "Xiao Tong" humbly fall in love with Yu Qinghan, a mysophobic but dirty person, in this way. It was as if her life had been planned from the moment she was born. A clear tear fell from the corner of Xiao Tong's eyes and fell onto the pillow. The moonlight outside the window reflected her porcelain white face. She was so beautiful in her sleep at this moment. In fact, Xiao Tong is very beautiful, isn't she? It's just that her whole life has been painful, just like someone has drawn a frame, and she can only wander in this frame and suffer repeatedly. Atong, do you want to break out of this framework that has trapped you in your life? Xiao Tong glanced lightly and responded in his heart: I think about it, why don't I think about it? But can I? Ah Tong, as long as you want it, you can. Ah Tong must remember my name, and you will see me when you wake up: Ji Qiwu In the dream, a breeze blew by, as if kissing the corners of her eyes, carrying a scent of sandalwood, and she reached out to grab it. Wake up from dream There was nothing else around her. Yu Qinghan got up and got out of bed, walked to the bathroom and looked at the unfamiliar self in the mirror. The person in the mirror had exquisite facial features, a slender but bumpy body, and her eyes were still flushed when she just woke up. This was her new life. Is it that wind in the dream? And that nice sandalwood scent… Looking at the unfamiliar environment around her, she accepted it quickly. Her whole person seemed to be brand new, and the frame seemed to disappear from her body. She thought... This feeling was unbearable. Atong, are you awake? A cool and warm voice sounded. Qiwu? Ji Qiwu chuckled, walked over and stretched out his arms to hug Xiao Tong's waist, "Does A Tong like your body?" Don't be burdened, this is you, the original you, and you were supposed to be my fiancée, but an accident caused you to remain unconscious. As she spoke, she possessed and kissed the person she had been dreaming about all her life, suppressing the cruelty in her eyes. As for the person who caused the accident? She would make their lives worse than death. Xiao Tong did not refuse her kiss. When she woke up and came to this place and the woman in front of her, she accepted it quickly, as if it was what it should be. Well, the familiar sandalwood fragrance. She reached out and hugged her, responding to her kiss. As for the past? Oh no, it should be those people from the previous life, just a passing cloud. She understands, and Ji Qiwu understands even better.

Yu Qinghan should be damned. Isn't she dirty after sleeping with so many people?

Congratulations, Fried Fish, the hat of the first bad attacker can be transferred.

After reading it, I have a lot of stamina, because in reality there are indeed victims like Xiao, who fell into the abyss because of being persecuted, and could not get out no matter how hard they struggled, and finally went into darkness... Although some people may not like Xiao's character and feel that she is too much like a licking dog. They clearly know that Yu doesn't like her and prepare themselves mentally, but if you put yourself in someone else's shoes, you can understand what she does. For a person who has nothing, Yu is like a floating board on the sea. There is nothing he can do except hold on tightly. Xiao is really brave, daring to face the bottomless abyss and welcome the unknown tomorrow. I very much hope that the victims in reality can find the light that makes them feel that life is full of fun instead of depressing, so that they can live more freely and casually.

Nice! This is the excitement a crematorium should have

Whether it's a scumbag or not, it must be a willing-to-fight relationship. It's just that the love between two girls is so masculine and masculine.

Finished spreading flowers! People who watch Xiao Tong's experience make me feel sore. This ending is quite good. Watching a hopeless future is the best punishment. Happy creation!

I accidentally read this article four years ago, and now that I have read it for the second time, I feel deeply. The first time I watched it, I was at the age where I love fantasy, and I was so tortured that I was bloody. Now, the impression I have on this article is -"Fantasy Pain Literature" "Splitting off the past self as you grow"- Watching it again after four years, I am still attracted by the suffocating and crazy emotions of the protagonist. (As an adult, I still cried half a pack of tissues) The relationship between Yu and Xiao is so deep that it is so extreme that it is mixed with illness. Yu Qinghan's "scum" did not come randomly. For Yu Qinghan, I think "ignorance" is more appropriate for her. She has been coddled by her brother and family since she was a child. She is actually a child who doesn't want to grow up. Willful and wanton. She doesn't know what love is at all, and no one knows about love. What she loves is the halo in the filter, and what she loves is the love in her own imagination (just like the author once wrote, "What she loves is her own love"). All she needs is someone who can accompany her through the fairy tale play, and Mo Xiyuan is the heroine of her fantasy. Later, she discovered that the Bai Yueguang of her childhood was different from the past, and was not going in the direction she expected in her impression. Once this direction was broken, she was like a child trapped in a fairy tale and was pulled into reality. So much so that her subsequent conflict with Xiaotong and the tearing of her own emotions were all due to her struggle with her own fantasy. Her obsession may be her pursuit of fantasy love. It was only after I got away from the fantasy and slowly faced the reality that I began to grow up, and only belatedly realized that Xiao Tong was good, and habits and dependence rose to the level of love. Later, when she confirmed her love for Xiao Tong, what she loved was no longer the fairy tale drama she imagined, but Xiao Tong as a person. She also begins to learn how to love. Let's talk about Xiao Tong, Xiao Tong's madness is not for nothing. Her original family and surrounding environment created her weak, inferior and repressed character. Yu's appearance gave her the "love" she had never received. In fact, the two people were somewhat similar in the early days. They both had fantasies and filters about each other. After being violated, she completely regarded Yu Qinghan as her salvation. Her neurological problems made it impossible for her to leave Yu. Even though she knew something was wrong with Yu, she still clung to this life-saving straw. Later, when he discovered that he was a substitute, he forced himself to break away from the fantasy. After knowing that everything was false, he realized that Yu could not save himself. This kind of pain is not only the separation of fantasy and reality, but also forcing oneself to move from dependence to independence. What Xiao is struggling with is the self that has been subconsciously denying herself. The article about the Goddess of Death: "That was her own reflection in the blade." What was killed was also her past self - her nightmare - her weakness, inferiority, fantasy and dependence. Both of them had some personality flaws in their early years, but they got along with each other, grew up, and became enlightened after more than ten years of entanglement. Ending together is the most ideal ending. They all need to grow up, but the price is too heavy Sick-turbulent-tearing does not come out of nowhere ? While picking up memories, watching the fantasy shattered ? Split it into reality, everything can be traced